Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-08-02 Thread Vaj


On Aug 1, 2012, at 7:18 PM, iranitea wrote:


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, feste37 feste37@... wrote:



 The examples you cite are not of people being controlled by the  
TMO. They are examples of people being excluded from the dome,  
which is quite different. No one is being controlled. People are  
making choices, that's all. If someone excludes you from their  
club, do you feel controlled?


Depends, if the club is the place where I live my life, and if the  
club makes demands on my life style, and quite possible on my inner  
attitude, AND make this clear to me in unmistakeble terms, the  
execute control. TM is more than just a club they joined, which  
could be substituted by any other club around the corner at any  
time. It's a lifestyle, and it's a beliefsystem as well. You will  
notice this once you leave.



While it makes sense that dome admins want and need to have everyone  
compliant if they are to actually be doing 'the same program at the  
same time'. The not-so-obvious downside of this is people who  
practice, say Buddhism or Sufism or whatever will have other  
spiritual teachers and other spiritual practices they do. If such a  
person is banned from the domes, they'd in effect be banning them  
from the practice of their own religion of choice. So much for TM not  
interfering with religion, huh?


That's not to say the movement hasn't had problems with things like  
this before, sometimes from deliberate subterfuge. In the 80's Robin  
Carlsen created a faux-TM Sidhi practice called Technique for the  
Discovery of Grace, a bizarre variation of the TMSP, and then had  
MIU students go to the domes and practice it there, to deliberately  
stir the pot.


Unfortunately Grace left Robin long ago for another man. :-(

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-08-02 Thread Vaj


On Aug 2, 2012, at 8:35 AM, turquoiseb wrote:


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj vajradhatu@... wrote:

 While it makes sense that dome admins want and need to have
 everyone compliant if they are to actually be doing 'the same
 program at the same time'. The not-so-obvious downside of
 this is people who practice, say Buddhism or Sufism or whatever
 will have other spiritual teachers and other spiritual practices
 they do. If such a person is banned from the domes, they'd in
 effect be banning them from the practice of their own religion
 of choice. So much for TM not interfering with religion, huh?

Interesting. I'm thinking not so much about people
being kept from the domes because of their religious
practices, but whether the dome program *itself* has
ever been an issue for religious people.


Well for Jews and Christians there's always been the biblical  
injunction Thou shalt have no other gods before me. What happens  
when a TMer arrives at the heavenly gate and Ole St. Pete senses the  
mantra of another god or goddess neuroplastically locked into their  
mode of functioning? Purgatory or Hell? Dunno.


This little problem was always danced around by Mahesh  Co. by  
claiming the mantras were meaningless sounds. While they are not  
assigned a specific meaning in the practice of TM, they do, alas,  
have very specific meanings and gods or goddesses (other than YHVH-1)  
to which they belong.



Say someone is a devout Muslim. They are supposed to
pray at certain specified times of the day, without
fail. What if the Muslim in question was participating
in the dome program and the time for his Maghrib
(sunset) prayer rolls around. Is he supposed to move
to the side of the dome, spread out his prayer rug,
and do his prayers there, before returning to the
TM-siddhi program, or is he supposed to skip his
Muslim prayers?


H. Now that would be interesting to see.




Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-08-02 Thread Share Long
Lawson, you make it sound so black and white and I agree that on at least one 
level it is.  However, it's also true that when one admires an organization, 
one expects it to refrain from using physical force or emotional blackmail with 
its participants.  Especially if that organization teaches a technique that 
develops the full potential of the individual and society.  Wouldn't such 
development, of both individuals and the organization, allow the problem to be 
resolved naturally and in a life affirming manner?  


OTOH I completely support the TMO preventing practitioners of other techniques 
to do program in the Dome.  It sounds like it's been a difficult task to 
ascertain who is doing such.  Herein lies the gray area, sticky wickets, etc.  


What I sense about TMO these days, is that it is more relaxed about all this.  
And I could be wrong.  I don't know the details of Buck's situation.  Or even 
if he's a gov.  As covered here before, govs are expected to be more loyal in 
their behavior.


Last but not least, who are the proper authorities if something immoral is 
happening?!
Share, enjoying your clarity




 From: sparaig lengli...@cox.net
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, August 2, 2012 8:25 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices
 

  
Unless, of course, said authorities are attempting to *preserve* the beloved 
thing by enforcing rules that the person tacitly acknowledged were good when 
they were a full-fledged participant, simply by virtue of being a full-fledged 
participant.

Now, you can argue that enforcing an unwritten rule about only going to 
Movement-sanctioned astrologers and gem-therapists is going a bit far, but 
since just about everyone reading this apparently agrees that a substantial 
reason why these sanctioned people/organizations exist in the first place is to 
serve as a fundraiser for the TMO and associated projects (in the case of MAPI, 
it is written into it's charter, IIRC!), it shouldn't surprise anyone that such 
rules, formal or informal, exist and that Current Believersâ„¢ try to enforce 
them.

So...

even quasi-believers, at least when living in Fairfield, IA, 
national/international HQ of the TM organization, should not be surprised when 
people try to convince them to follow the guidelines, and it seems silly to 
object to people trying to get you to follow guidelines overtly designed to 
keep the Beloved Thing going, if you are STILL going to participate in some way 
with others in using the Beloved Thing.

You can object all you want, but given the nature of the givens, it seems a 
silly thing to complain about: wanna continue to use our private facilities? 
Continue to abide, at least in public, with the guidelines that are set up 
concerning use of our private facilities.

If you think something illegal, immoral or unethical is going on, take it to 
the proper civil/legal authorities.

L

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Share Long sharelong60@... wrote:

 Tea wrote:  A more apt comparision would be a relationship, a marriage that 
 breaks 
 up. People are literally married to the movement. The movement is in 
 their brains, not just through meditation (that's the good thing), but 
 also through everything they know and believe.
 
 My comment:  Extending this analogy I'd say that I got divorced from the TMO 
 but we remain good friends and sometimes even hang out together eg when I go 
 to the Dome.
 
 Tea, I sense what you're saying.  To use different words:  that the 
 authorities threaten individuals with the loss of something beloved unless 
 those individuals do what the authorities want them to do.  Is that an 
 accurate way to describe it?  
 
 
 If this is truly happening, then no need to worry.  Any organization that 
 uses such tactics will destroy itself from the inside out.
 
 
 


 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-08-01 Thread Share Long
Tea wrote:  As long as people feel this commitment to go to the domes, or as 
long as they want to participate in the common group program, so long the 
movement will have you in their hands, they will be able to control 
people.


My reply:  Tea, I'm sorry that you've had such a bad experience with the TMO.  
I wish there were something even now I could do in some zany way, to make 
amends.  Maybe something will come to me.  Same for Buck.  


Meanwhile I want to address what you say above because it relates to what you 
describe as unforgiveable.  I simply want to say that I go to the Dome.  AND I 
do not feel that the TMO has me in their hands nor are controlling me.  In 
fact, if I ponder about it, I don't even think they want to control me.   
Wouldn't that be silly anyway, given increased field independence with TM?

Again I'm sorry for your bad experience with TMO.  You do seem mostly at peace 
about it.  I'm grateful for that.  And that you're here.  And that you've been 
willing to engage with such a TBer as me (-:




 From: iranitea no_re...@yahoogroups.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Sunday, July 29, 2012 9:33 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices
 

  
When I first signed the agreement form, it as just short before we received the 
TM initiator initiation, I thought that it was a mere formality, and I thought 
that the term purity of the teaching related to teaching the 7 steps of TM. 7 
steps. Intro lecture, prep lecture, personal interview, initiation - the puja, 
the mantras, the 'steps', and the 3 days checking. That's it, I thought.

But now I learn, that signing this agreement form, was like signing a blanco 
checque, that anything could be added to this term, be it Ayurveda, Vastu, 
Maharishi Jyotish, Maharishi natural products etc etc.

And now I learn, that the purity of the teaching relates to all of them, and we 
don't even know what is yet to come, which will fall under this term. The 
purity of the teaching is really a whore.

Knowing all this development, we should have at least have one week of lectures 
just about the agreement form. I think there was one lecture by Maharishi, 
playing it more or less down.

At the times I signed it first, there were no domes yet, no group flying, no 
Ayurveda, no Vastu or Maharishi Jyotish, no Maharishi honey etc.

What I find unforgivable, is the fact, that the group program, which is really 
the holy grail of the movement is being instrumentalized as a means of 
punishment, of sanctioning, and if Buck is correct,  to impart the rules they 
make, would allow them to spy on people and behave in a manner which only the 
secret service does. And even more so, do this out of a basically economic 
reason, as several posters here agree. Where is the purity of the teaching in 
all this?

At the moment I learned about the purity of the teaching, it was about 'capture 
the fort, and all else will be given to you'. No need for special services and 
add on techniques. Now you are jeopardizing  the purity of the teaching if you 
buy the wrong house, or the wrong honey or the get the wrong horoscope. And of 
course, you didn't know anything about this, hen you signed this paper at your 
TTC.

As long as people feel this commitment to go to the domes, or as long as they 
want to participate in the common group program, so long the movement will have 
you in their hands, they will be able to control people.

I cannot feel such a commitment on the basis of the experiences I had when 
starting to meditate. While I see the value of TM, especially for the beginner, 
I don't see it's exclusiveness. Transcendence to me predates any experience, I 
had anticipations of transcendence before TM, I had experiences before too.

And, of course, I had many experiences after. So I cannot fee obliged my whole 
life to one particular experience, and let it enclose my life in one particular 
pattern. 

The same is true for you Robin, quite obviously and even much more 
dramatically, but I cannot achieve the kind of compartmentalization you are 
making with respect to all the different Robins in your personal history. To me 
it seems there is a Robin1, a Robin2, a Robin3 and a Robin4 up until 5 maybe, 
all of them are fairly intact, lets call Robin1 the Robin who as a TB teacher 
and just newly enlightened, Robin2 the Robin of the seminars at FF and whatever 
happened there, the Robin3 the one who read Aquinas and became converted to 
Catholicism, and Robin4 is the post modern, post catholic Robin. 

There is also Robin0, the one who experimented with LSD (which I never took). 
Robin4 tells us that the whole TM trip as a deception, and illusion, and side 
by side in the same post Robin1 tells that the initiation into TM is the most 
marvelous experience, to which we should always be committed and faithful. 
Robin4 tells Emily it is better to never start TM, and Robin1 tells Vaj, that 
he

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-07-30 Thread Share Long
Share3 who will be going to writing group this afternoon, then Release session 
with partner in Sydney, then Dome.  So not at computer again til this evening.




 From: Robin Carlsen maskedze...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Sunday, July 29, 2012 3:17 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices
 

  


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Share Long sharelong60@... wrote:

snip

Share2:  Well it's ok RC but you do seem to contradict yourself in some subtle 
way.  I can't speak to a Unity experience, but I can address the internal logic 
or absence thereof.  You say it was not a personal desire.  Then you say you 
forced Maharishi to commit himself.  This sounds personal. 

Robin3:Personal coercion is just concentrated universal coercion. My dear 
Share: Pray, tell me what act that you have ever seen performed by a human 
being was not 'personal'? Tell me one. The sense I had was that the cosmic 
intelligence that was computing my actions was inexorably driving this 
show-down with Maharishi, and the personal Robin was just a witness to this 
drama. The cosmic intelligence in me was forcing the cosmic intelligence in 
Maharishi to commit himself. This sounds personal. Well *that* 
certainly--your comment--sounds personal. Because it *is* personal. But you 
see, Share, the intelligences behind making me enlightened--and, I would 
contend, making Maharishi enlightened--*these intelligences are very personal*. 
There is no impersonal intelligence or reality in the universe. *Everything is 
infinitely personal*--from where I see it. So, in a sense, your intuition was 
correct; the intelligences behind Maharishis Unity Consciousness
 were doing one thing, whereas the intelligences behind Robin's Unity 
Consciousness were doing another thing--*even though these were the same 
intelligences*!

But there is one thing we are leaving out here: The creator of all these 
intelligences, even the mischievous ones that make persons enlightened--or 
think they are enlightened. That being too (being very personal) has his 
reasons—but then, as Paul said: Who has ever known the mind of the Lord that 
he may instruct him? I only say, Share, that my actions vis-a-vis Maharish--at 
all times--were subject to and subjugated by my Unity Consciousness--and this 
was always experienced to be, ultimately at least, under the aegis of cosmic 
intelligence. I would say things, do things, that I would never dream of doing 
before I was enlightened--I literally had no control even over my body: if 
cosmic intelligence wanted me to stand up, I would find myself standing up. If 
I was supposed to speak, I would speak—and the words that came out of my mouth 
were not experienced to have been thought out first by myself—and how many 
times I was shocked by what I said!
Share3:  Ghazali!  Again with contradicting yourself!  Either those energies 
are always personal.  Or it is the witness who is personal and what it is 
witnessing is not!
Anyway, if it is personal, even infinitely personal, then can the person really 
have no control?  

snip

Share2:  That part about my ambition to make people act in life supporting ways 
made me laugh at first.  Then I asked if it could be true.  Oy!  Yes, when I 
feel vulnerable, as I do right now, I wish I could make or inspire certain 
people to act in certain ways.

Robin3: Nothing to say here to this, Share. I think your statement/confession: 
Oy! Yes, when I feel vulnerable, as I do right now, I wish I could make or 
inspire certain people to act in certain ways a perfect testimony to the 
realness of the truth of how you live out your life. This very desire--to have 
persons be more loving or generous or positive--that itself is a spontaneous 
(or I have come to regard it as so) expression of the person that God created 
to be Share Long. IMO. It just--when I read it on the page (screen)--came out 
as something intrinsic to being Share Long. So I like it and thank God he made 
you this way. :-) 
Share3:  My intention was not as lofty as you say but thank you.  And am now 
wondering if you're projecting all of your goodness onto me.  Yes, the golden 
shadow!

snip

Share2:  I'm thinking of taking that high wire in my hands and making my way to 
the side in hand over hand fashion.  And it is not the smash mouth football 
that will have mainly contributed to my retreat.  You've already survived so 
much.  I'm sure you'll do the same re my philosophy, whatever the heck that 
is (-:

Robin3: I like what motivates your philosophy, Share--and you have already 
survived some heavy sidewinds without toppling over and plunging down into the 
swirling waters (did you see that guy walk across Niagara Falls?). I don't 
think you will fall--or if you do, you will be airborne. I don't know how you 
do it, but I am becoming convinced it is inside your DNA. If you can experience 
that reality, nature, or even your very biology

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-07-29 Thread Share Long


Share2 on a rainy Sunday morning almost autumnal in feeling very sweetly 
mournful this morning 







From: Robin Carlsen maskedzebra@...
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, July 26, 2012 11:47 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices
snip

Share1:  Could it be that your knowledge is valid within the context of your 
enlightenment but maybe not useful to Maharishi and his vision?  My own 
experience was that I realized that the emotional healing was not a priority 
within the TMO.  So I went elsewhere for that.

Robin2: Not exactly sure what you mean here, Share. No, if you are asking me to 
speculate on the reasons for why Maharishi, after seven years of never 
criticizing me—despite the clamour from his governors, finally uttered four 
sounds which did not indicate he approved of what I was doing there in 
Fairfield—that is a question that merits a separate post. What you are not 
taking into consideration is: *This was not a personal desire of Robin's* that 
Maharishi officially recognize my enlightenment and its immediate and profound 
application to every TM Governor—and therefore to Maharishi's very Teaching; 
no, Share, the intelligence which had created my enlightenment and which had 
control over my actions, that intelligence was pushing me into this 
confrontation and resolution with Maharishi. I had the sense, throughout those 
seven years, that Maharishi and I were performing a kind of dance of very 
subtle mental intelligence; but finally, I forced him to
 commit himself. And then there was a form of superficial peace—even though the 
reality remained the same—and my connection with Maharishi was what it had 
always been.

I was not seeking emotional healing—although I admit I don't quite see the 
connection of this comment to what I said in what I have said to you.
Share2:  Well it's ok RC but you do seem to contradict yourself in some subtle 
way.  I can't speak to a Unity experience, but I can address the internal logic 
or absence thereof.  You say it was not a personal desire.  Then you say you 
forced Maharishi to commit himself.  This sounds personal.  Furthermore, if 
that intelligence was impersonal, then Maharishi, indeed the whole cosmos, 
would have been subsumed in it including the clamouring governors.  
In the emotional healing comment I was expressing why my personal agenda was no 
longer compatible with the movement's.  Perhaps you were seeking some other 
kind of resolution.

snip

Share1:  St. Paul!  Tho my birthday falls on his feast day, I sometimes wonder 
if he wasn't responsible for the early church becoming, well, less about Christ 
and more about rules and structures.

Robin2: Is this a discussion you really want to have, Share? I will just 
stipulate that Paul baby didn't get Christ wrong—Christ made certain of that by 
knocking him down and blinding him on the Road to Damascus. Before this he was 
standing around urging his brethren to make those stones draw blood from Saint 
Stephen's uncovered head. Admittedly he would be a somewhat strident poster on 
FFL; but he was brilliant, brave, and true—Good choice by Christ to forcibly 
recruit him to the good side. Christ destroyed his boundaries and his 
prejudices in a lightning moment; after that he was aggressive as a missionary, 
but secretly docile to his Master. I hope we both get to meet him some day, 
Share—he chose not to reincarnate by the way: He wanted the heaven thing, 
solidly inside his first-person ontology. Too bad we can't e-mail him right 
now. :-)

But I will grant you that Paul, he was pretty big on them there rules and 
regulations—but for us fallen souls, they were, until you got to heaven, 
pretty indispensable. Who have you seen achieve anything without obeying rules 
and regulations, Share? The only rationale for ignoring rules and regulations 
is to be beyond those rules and regulations and in direct contact with Natural 
Law, with the intrinsic laws and regulations of the universe—like physics. Like 
mathematics. Like astronomy. Like architecture. Like—let me say it—love. Hi, 
Share: did you see Emily's comment today? I wonder how your philosophy will 
allow you to both take in the truth of what she has said—unless the person to 
whom it is directed chooses to address her, which he will not—and at the same 
time, preserve your ambition, which is to make everyone act in a 
life-supporting fashion. By the way I never forget Maharishi at Humboldt (I 
wasn't there by the way; I only listened
 to the audio tapes—all of them—over and over again while teaching school) 
talking about never speaking ill of others; how doing so drives that person 
down—indicating that anything negative thought, let alone spoken about 
someone, has an injurious effect on that person—while pulling oneself down as 
well. Fascinating and powerful idea—which I adopted all the way—until I got 
enlightened. Then I let her rip—or was forced

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-07-28 Thread Emily Reyn
I agree - so why not just hit the stated mark of 2,000 flyers and move on from 
there?  


 From: sparaig lengli...@cox.net
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Saturday, July 28, 2012 5:58 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices
 

  


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Emily Reyn emilymae.reyn@... wrote:

 If this is such a priority and they really believe what they are saying, why 
 don't they just bring in meditators from other countries to reach the goal? 
  Are there not 2000 flyers in the entire world?  In the name of global 
 peace, I would think that many of the idealistic and altruistic nature would 
 volunteer even to pick up and move.   

They have imported about 1,000 Vedic PUndits, and pay Americans $800/month to 
participate full time (8 hours/day 7 days/week) for at least a month.

I'd say they are pretty serious.

L


 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-07-28 Thread Emily Reyn
Lawson's not taking advantage of me.  I'm just stating the obvious.  I am 
thinking this AM that I do tend to throw the baby out with the bath water 
when I detect what I deem to be hypocrisy, which works against me *personally* 
in many regards, as there is always hypocrisy when interpreted through the 
human experience.  We are all hypocritical.  Does one discount all the 
beautiful philosophical treatise in the world because of the who, or what 
that is stating them?  Of course not.  One looks that them in the context they 
were created and judges them based on their value to our personal existence or 
based on our assessment of their value to mankind.  



 From: turquoiseb no_re...@yahoogroups.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Saturday, July 28, 2012 6:18 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices
 

  
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sparaig LEnglish5@... wrote:

  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Emily Reyn emilymae.reyn@ wrote:
 
  If this is such a priority and they really believe what 
  they are saying, why don't they just bring in meditators 
  from other countries to reach the goal? Are there not 
  2000 flyers in the entire world? In the name of global 
  peace, I would think that many of the idealistic and 
  altruistic nature would volunteer even to pick up and move.
 
 They have imported about 1,000 Vedic PUndits, and pay 
 Americans $800/month to participate full time (8 hours/day 
 7 days/week) for at least a month.
 
 I'd say they are pretty serious.

Just so that Emily is not swayed by this disinformation,
what she means by they and what Lawson means by they
are completely different. I suspect that by they Emily
meant the TM organization per se, the entity that has 
been estimated by The Illustrated Weekly of India to have
a net worth of 3.5 billion dollars. Given that amount of 
capital, and given the importance the organization 
*claims* to place on getting large numbers of Yogic 
Flyers together to do their thang for world peace, her 
proposal seems very logical -- Put your money where 
your mouth is.

*In constrast*, what Lawson is talking about are two
programs paid for entirely by donations begged or demanded
from TMers. The program that pays for people to buttbounce
full-time for $800 per month was paid for *entirely* by
one wealthy TMer. The pundits were similarly funded by
donations from well-meaning (and yes, idealistic) TMers.

As far as I know, the TM organization itself, sitting on
top of all that wealth, *has not spent a penny of its
own money* to achieve its own goals. 

This is a policy that goes back to the very beginnings of
the TM movement. Maharishi was almost *never* willing to
spend his own money on his own projects. He always found
a way to beg the money for them from his followers, or
in his worst moments *extort* the money for them. (What
else would you call the frantic pleas for money some
time before he died in which he declared outright that
the world would end if it wasn't raised.)

I think Emily has a point. If the TMO 1) actually believed
that its programs could bring about world peace, and 2) 
were sitting on top of sufficient financial assets to put 
those beliefs to the test, wouldn't their failure to do
so paint them as hypocritical at the very least, and 
downright mercenary at worst?

Lawson knows all this. He was taking advantage of Emily
*not* knowing it to spin things in such a way as to make
it seem as if the TM organization *itself* paid for the
efforts he listed. That isn't true, and has never been.
The TMO does *NOT* pay for these things; the same well-
intentioned suckers who have been paying for Maharishi's
dreams since the beginning of the movement paid for them.


 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-07-28 Thread Emily Reyn
snip
.in his own propensity to do exactly what he complains about.  My 
question is always...Barry, do you see the hypocrisy in your own behavior?  
Not that you don't have a right to it, ..but are you even aware of your own 
hypocrisy? :)  




 From: authfriend jst...@panix.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Saturday, July 28, 2012 8:45 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices
 

  
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, turquoiseb no_reply@... wrote:

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, sparaig LEnglish5@ wrote:
 
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Emily Reyn emilymae.reyn@ wrote:
  
   If this is such a priority and they really believe what 
   they are saying, why don't they just bring in meditators 
   from other countries to reach the goal? Are there not 
   2000 flyers in the entire world? In the name of global 
   peace, I would think that many of the idealistic and 
   altruistic nature would volunteer even to pick up and move.
  
  They have imported about 1,000 Vedic PUndits, and pay 
  Americans $800/month to participate full time (8 hours/day 
  7 days/week) for at least a month.
  
  I'd say they are pretty serious.
 
 Just so that Emily is not swayed by this disinformation,

Of course, it isn't disinformation. It's a perspective
that differs from Barry's.

(Note that Barry is the one who complains loudly that his
perspectives are called lies by those with different
perspectives. That's actually a fantasy of his--it doesn't
happen--but we can see where it originates: in his own
propensity to do exactly what he complains about.)

The difference in perspective hinges on the fact that the
TMO is very heavily involved both in bringing in the
pundits from India and in Howard Settle's subsidy program
for full-time dome participants. The funding itself comes
from donations, but neither project could be carried out
if the TMO weren't quite serious about achieving the
purportedly critical dome numbers.

Of course, it isn't the least bit unusual for a well-
endowed organization with a mission to ask for donations
to fund specific projects. Nobody with any sense looks
askance at that approach.

 what she means by they and what Lawson means by they
 are completely different. I suspect that by they Emily
 meant the TM organization per se, the entity that has 
 been estimated by The Illustrated Weekly of India to have
 a net worth of 3.5 billion dollars. Given that amount of 
 capital, and given the importance the organization 
 *claims* to place on getting large numbers of Yogic 
 Flyers together to do their thang for world peace, her 
 proposal seems very logical -- Put your money where 
 your mouth is.
 
 *In constrast*, what Lawson is talking about are two
 programs paid for entirely by donations begged or demanded
 from TMers. The program that pays for people to buttbounce
 full-time for $800 per month was paid for *entirely* by
 one wealthy TMer. The pundits were similarly funded by
 donations from well-meaning (and yes, idealistic) TMers.
 
 As far as I know, the TM organization itself, sitting on
 top of all that wealth, *has not spent a penny of its
 own money* to achieve its own goals. 
 
 This is a policy that goes back to the very beginnings of
 the TM movement. Maharishi was almost *never* willing to
 spend his own money on his own projects. He always found
 a way to beg the money for them from his followers, or
 in his worst moments *extort* the money for them. (What
 else would you call the frantic pleas for money some
 time before he died in which he declared outright that
 the world would end if it wasn't raised.)
 
 I think Emily has a point. If the TMO 1) actually believed
 that its programs could bring about world peace, and 2) 
 were sitting on top of sufficient financial assets to put 
 those beliefs to the test, wouldn't their failure to do
 so paint them as hypocritical at the very least, and 
 downright mercenary at worst?
 
 Lawson knows all this. He was taking advantage of Emily
 *not* knowing it to spin things in such a way as to make
 it seem as if the TM organization *itself* paid for the
 efforts he listed. That isn't true, and has never been.
 The TMO does *NOT* pay for these things; the same well-
 intentioned suckers who have been paying for Maharishi's
 dreams since the beginning of the movement paid for them.



 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-07-27 Thread Share Long
just plain Share:




 From: Robin Carlsen maskedze...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, July 26, 2012 11:47 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices
 

  
Dear Share,

I think I was unclear in making my intent known to you in writing that second 
letter to you. I chose to address you, because of the receptivity and 
positivity that is part of your spiritual approach to persons and reality. But 
I was simply taking the opportunity—this had nothing to do with you 
personally—to explain how I felt that my own behaviour (when I came to 
Fairfield) vis-a-vis Maharishi and MIU was not some attempt to introduce a 
different teaching or technique, and therefore could not—at least from my own 
point of view—be used as an example of some form of spirituality other than and 
in some sense at variance with anything that Maharishi was teaching. Indeed I 
made it my objective to force Maharishi to commit himself to a judgment of the 
validity of the knowledge that came out of my enlightenment. 
Share:  Could it be that your knowledge is valid within the context of your 
enlightenment but maybe not useful to Maharishi and his vision?  My own 
experience was that I realized that the emotional healing was not a priority 
within the TMO.  So I went elsewhere for that.

R: I had argued in my previous post (also addressed to you because of your 
'charity'—See Saint Paul) on behalf of the enforcers of Dome policies. Now to 
do this might seem unseemly, given how the officials at MIU reacted to my 
seminars in Fairfield back in 1982-83. I thought the readers at FFL would 
possibly make the assumption: Here is this guy defending Bevan and the actions 
of Dome officials and he himself became a renegade from the purity of the 
teaching, and tried to set himself up as a Guru against Maharishi. Whereas this 
was decidedly not my intention or belief, even though this was the deliberate 
judgment of the authorities at MIU.
Share:  St. Paul!  Tho my birthday falls on his feast day, I sometimes wonder 
if he wasn't responsible for the early church becoming, well, less about Christ 
and more about rules and structures.

R: There are a lot of things I regret. If a student at MIU felt, in retrospect, 
they would have rather stayed away from me and completed their education at 
MIU, that would indeed constitute a source of concern for me. But what was 
opened up in their experience, and where most of these persons ended up, I 
doubt anyone who took their chances with me feels on balance they lost rather 
than gained from the experience. But this is a very complex issue. And I have 
no hard data to support this conclusion. 
Share:  I'm glad to hear that people gained rather than lost from association 
with you.  So no need to regret then.  I believe this is a learning place.  
We're here to make mistakes.  And learn from them.  So make amends if possible 
and live your life as well as possible.  That's good enough.  Also, even 
leaders are on a learning curve.  Best not to expect perfection from them 
either.

R: Buck was making his case. I weighed in on the side of the authorities. This 
would seem bizarre given that I was considered at the time to be the heretic 
par excellence. But I never thought of opposing Maharishi in the least; I was 
confident I was doing his will, and only yearned to bring about a 
reconciliation with Bevan and the officials at MIU, something I knew could only 
happen through the expressed judgment of Maharishi himself.
Share:  Did you ever read Eric Hofer's True Believer?  According to him, the 
biggest heretics can become the biggest TBs.  Oh, how I'd love to see your 
jyotish chart...
Share:  As for James Holmes, I'm sure there are souls way more evolved than me 
who are praying for him, etc.  

R:  Shall I return to our big conversation, Share?  You are walking that 
tightrope across Niagara Falls and it doesn't seem as if you are going to 
fall—and I see no safety harness. Pretty amazing feat there, Share, baby!
Share:  Waaa!  Baby wearing water wings I hope (-:
Then, RC,  have your criteria been met for returning to personal love universal 
love chat?  Hmmm...
Ok, off to first weight training.  Osteo in hips just diagnosed.  Must do 
preventative stuff.

Robin

--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Share Long sharelong60@... wrote:

 Dear Robin,
 Gosh, you don't have to explain yourself at all to me.  I believe what you 
 say and I'm content to engage with you as you are now.  I wasn't at MIU when 
 you were there.  Of course I heard a few stories.  And I've read some of 
 the emails here.  Also my last X is a Canadian gov.  What can I say?  Your 
 life has been much more eventful than mine.  Even your inner life.  I'm 
 sorry if those events, inner and outer, caused you or others unnecessary 
 suffering.  I would imagine that as a leader, you would regret causing a 
 student to lose something

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-07-27 Thread Emily Reyn
If this is such a priority and they really believe what they are saying, why 
don't they just bring in meditators from other countries to reach the goal?  
Are there not 2000 flyers in the entire world?  In the name of global peace, I 
would think that many of the idealistic and altruistic nature would volunteer 
even to pick up and move.   



 From: Buck dhamiltony...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Friday, July 27, 2012 4:31 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices
 

  
The Dome meditation numbers:
http://invincibleamerica.org/tallies/

The immediate urgent priority for national invincibility and world peace is to 
join the Invincible America Assembly at MUM. Only 2000 Flyers in 
Fairfield/Maharishi Vedic City will bring security to America and defuse the 
precarious escalation of conflict in the world.

 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Buck wrote:
 
 
  Hopefully guidelines facilitate what you are doing and don't get in
 the way of what you are doing.
 
  
   

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Buck wrote:
 
  Whittling the Dome guidelines
 
  Those parts in the Dome admission guideline about pundits,
 joytish and yagyas really don't need to be there.  They don't have much
 to do with running the meditation programs in the Domes.  There
 evidently is something else going on in those paragraphs.
 

 Effectively they are an administrative attempt to control
 religious practices by using the Dome admission as a punishment towards
 coercing the use of TM-sanctioned vedic/hindu astrological and religious
 practices.  Part of the policy question becomes: is there not a place in
 the Domes or the TM movement for just practitioners of meditation and
 the TM-sidhis without judging and interfering with people's religious
 practices?  What do those paragraphs have to do with running the Dome
 program?
   
Within TM, it seems we have TM and TM-Sidhi practitioners over
 here, and then sanctioned TM religious activities over there, like over
 in Vedic City.  Within this it seems the TM-Rajas with this
 anti-religious activity policy are using in a business plan the Dome
 admission policy as coercion towards using the TM-sanctioned religious
 practices more exclusively.
   
  
   It's proly bad enough to be 'anti-saint'.  Does the new TM.org
 really want to be known as 'anti-religious' in business as well?  Public
 grants and funding going to an institution discriminating, based on
 religious activity?  That does not sound good at all.
  
 With those anti-religious TM guidelines about access to these other
 astrological systems or religious people or indeed about hosting them,
 then one would worry for TM and the Dome meditation.  Those paragraphs
 really don't need to be in the guidelines for running the Domes.  They
 certainly could be changed or deleted.  This would help people a lot
 from having to look over their shoulder if they have a valid Dome badge
 or would like to apply for one if they are meditators.  There are very
 few TM-virgins anymore and there's a lot of people in the Dome who
 meditate in a fear for their status for being found out.  It's the way
 it is and it's a communal problem with the Dome meditation. 
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Buck wrote:
  
  
   --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Emily Reyn
 emilymae.reyn@ wrote:
   
Buck, do you ever ask yourself why you buck the system?
 Â
   
   
  
   Bucking?  Naw, I'm an Iowan, an old practicing mediator, and
 a pretty reasonable person.  By experience and the science I'd like to
 see the numbers do well in the Domes.  I'm quite hope full and I'd like
 to see those people facilitate the Dome numbers better.  I'm pretty
 simple.  They've got old problems that they've created with the Dome
 numbers with those guidelines and the meditating community.  Raja
 Hagelin has created a lot of process inside to help run things since
 Maharishi's death.  Things could change.  I got time.
   -Buck
   

 From: Buck
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
Sent: Tuesday, July 24, 2012 6:19 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious
 Practices
   
   
Â
Om, waht oh.  I may lose my Dome badge, again.  I got
 called in by the chief inspector the other day over my religious
 activities with non-TM pundits.  If it goes badly they'll take my Dome
 badge away, again.  It is still in the balance but it is an interesting
 thing; they have these anti-religious practices paragraphs in the Dome
 meditation admission guidelines that are a snare.  The paragraphs are
 part of a business plan to coerce people to use TM movement joytish
 astrology and yagya services more exclusively by using the dome
 admission as a punishment.  I had an hour long interview

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-07-26 Thread Share Long
Hi Ann and Buck,


I'm baffled by  all this.  I was totally out of the Dome for 7 years, 2003 to 
2010.  During that time I openly participated in lots of stuff in FF, including 
Waking Down in Mutuality for about 3 years.  But I had no trouble getting back 
into the Dome.  No interrogation room, etc.  Also through Amma's org, I've been 
having planetary pujas done for a while now plus use her jyotishis.  Movement 
got too expensive and wanted a person to supply family info also.  Too much of 
a hassle.  And even when I was a grad student on campus, I was open about 
participating in David Deida tantric workshops.  Again no interrogation room, 
no subtle threats, etc.


All I can figure is that they let me alone because I'm just a sidha, not a 
gov.  But I don't know for sure.  Now that I'm back in the Dome, sometimes 
friends on campus aren't as friendly as they were.  Sometimes that hurts.  But 
I sort of understand.  And I have friends in town.  TSR dontcha know.  Town 
Super Radiance.  And jokingly means taking seminars regularly.  OTOH, truth 
in jest, etc.  
Share in town and in Dome...




 From: awoelflebater no_re...@yahoogroups.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Wednesday, July 25, 2012 11:02 PM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices
 

  


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Buck dhamiltony2k5@... wrote:

 
 
 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, salyavin808 fintlewoodlewix@ wrote:
 
  
  
  --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Buck wrote:
  
   Om, waht oh.  I may lose my Dome badge, again.  I got called in by the 
   chief inspector the other day over my religious activities with non-TM 
   pundits.  If it goes badly they'll take my Dome badge away, again.  It is 
   still in the balance but it is an interesting thing; they have these 
   anti-religious practices paragraphs in the Dome meditation admission 
   guidelines that are a snare.  The paragraphs are part of a business plan 
   to coerce people to use TM movement joytish astrology and yagya services 
   more exclusively by using the dome admission as a punishment.  I had an 
   hour long interview in the Peace Palace the other day.  Some committee 
   that I'll not see will adjudicate my case.  We have something in our 
   files, tell us about it.
  
  
  How do the TM inspectors [had a good laugh typing that] find out
  you are using non-approved services? Is there a supergrass in
  FF? And what the hell business do you think it is of theirs?
  
  Hope you tell them to stuff their stupid dome badge. Really, what
  is the point of all this if this is the sort of positivity that
  TM creates?
 
 
 Sal, how?  The 'course office' works it like East German Secret Police Stasi 
 doing case work.  They work it all the time.  Search local papers for leads, 
 the internet, make interviews, hear conversations in the Domes or meal hall 
 on campus or around, some people also feel it their duty to tell them things, 
 and then they squeeze people.  They make files and network the files.  These 
 are TM career people who are very good at what they do.  These are 
 apparatchiks who are unquestioningly loyal subordinates.   For them it is 
 about enforcing the guidelines.  If they had better guidelines they would 
 enforce them too.  It is a lot like being confronted with that German officer 
 investigator actor in Inglorious Bastards. 
 http://voices.yahoo.com/inglorious-bastards-using-tarantinos-movie-teaching-5616344.html
  
 That's the course office and the system that set it up.  Evidently it is the 
 best we have to work with.


Wow Buck, you put up with a lot in order to be able to meditate in the Dome and 
operate within the confines of the TM secret police. I had no idea. If any of 
this had been going on back in 1976-1980 I would have been out of there, real 
fast. I guess what you gain is worth this kind of terrible, freedom-squelching 
monitoring? Is this for real? I haven't been paying attention or following any 
of this at FFL so I am a bit shocked now that I actually read one of these 
posts. I guess you need the collective group energy that the dome provides when 
you do your siddhis? You couldn't just sort of hop around in your own home and 
essentially be flipping these Nazi's a bird at the same time as you burn your 
dome badge? Jeezuz, I would love to be in Fairfield just to give these assholes 
a run for their money. I could think of all sorts of fun scenarios because, 
frankly, I wouldn't give a damn and just the opportunity to raise a couple of 
hackles on these guy's backs
 would be worth the price of admission. Good luck with that. But remember, 
certain things are only worth so much boot licking.


 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-07-26 Thread Mike Dixon
OMG! You sound Libertarian!


  


 From: feste37 fest...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, July 26, 2012 11:27 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices
  

   
 
Actually, I live within my own rules, which are not those of the TM movement. I 
do not go to the dome and do not have a valid badge, although I have no reason 
to believe I would be denied one, should I decide to apply. I just happen to 
think that the movement is entitled to set its own policies for dome 
attendance, and if some people find them unreasonable they can choose to stay 
away. If some people think the TM movement is illegally excluding certain 
people, then it is up to them to make a legal challenge. If such a challenge 
were to be upheld, then obviously the movement would have to reexamine its 
policies, but I doubt whether it would be. 

--- In mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com, awoelflebater no_reply@... 
wrote:

 
 
 --- In mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com, feste37 feste37@ wrote:
 
  I have no intention of debating you further on this. What I like in your 
  post is the sentence I will admit I know very little of all of this. 
  Exactly. I couldn't have put it better myself. 
 
 No debates, you obviously love it there and are very content to live within 
 the rules. I think I'll stay in British Columbia. I'm not sure Fairfield 
 would know what to do with me anyway. I've already been kicked off that 
 campus more than once and banned permanently but it might be interesting to 
 see what they could come up with in 2012. Hmmm...
  
  
  --- In mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com, awoelflebater no_reply@ 
  wrote:
  
   
   
   --- In mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com, feste37 feste37@ wrote:
   



--- In mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com, awoelflebater 
no_reply@ wrote:

 
 
 --- In mailto:FairfieldLife%40yahoogroups.com, feste37 feste37@ 
 wrote:
 
  
  
  I wondered how long it would be before the Nazis got dragged into 
  it. Just one stop after the Stasi, it seems. 
 
 I'm not sure about the Nazis getting dragged into it. Seems more 
 like the dome police are emulating all sorts of tyrants through the 
 ages and the comparison is a natural one. 


What other tyrants did you have in mind? The comparison is not a 
natural one at all, but a very silly one. 
   
   I will define tyrants, in this case, as those who are in a position of 
   power and who choose to exercise that power by attempting to control not 
   only someone's movements but their choice of who to read, listen to or 
   see that are spiritually different or at odds with what and who these 
   tyrants believe someone should adhere to exclusively (TM). I believe it 
   is tyrannical because they are determining in a simplistic and 
   fundamentalist way, without understanding any of the complexity of what 
   should go into determining a stance that they embrace, what others should 
   do in their lives. I don't care if they think they are following MMY's, 
   their Master's, desire that the TM teachings remain pure. It has 
   nothing to do with keeping these teachings pure; just because someone 
   doesn't expose themselves to other spiritual paths does not necessarily 
   mean that they will be pure or unadulterated in their practices with 
   regard to TM and the Siddhis.


But, I am only going by Buck's description here of what seems to be a 
very unhealthy situation in good old Fairfield I-O-I-AY. I saw a bit of 
this when I was involved with Robin, the kind of knee-jerk TM reaction 
to anyone showing the gumption and (sometimes crazy) things we got up 
to that went against the movement norm. 
  
  The TM movement owns the domes and pays for them. The dome badge is 
  free.
 
 No, it is not free. People obviously give up a lot of things to be 
 able to have one.

I'm afraid you are incorrect. As I said, the dome badge is free.
   
   And I reiterate that nothing is free, least of all this dome badge. As 
   you are well aware, I am not talking about money here.
   
And the movement pays for the upkeep of the dome, including the nice 
   air conditioning that people enjoy.
   
   The movement is like the government. They survive thanks to the monies 
   generated by selling other services or charging for things which the 
   people have paid for (in the government's case by implementing taxes). 
   This is not some benevolent entity who has just  chosen to shower 
   freebies on all those willing to give up other personal rights. But that 
   is not my argument. There is nothing wrong with charging, somewhere along 
   the line, for what ultimately provides a service to many (air conditioned 
   domes).
   
   No one is asked for any money. If you were to live here and ask people

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-07-26 Thread Share Long
Though it seems so, I'm not sure it's as simple as all that.  Yes, of course 
the movement can make rules in any way it wants.  But perhaps when an 
organization is teaching a technique for becoming fully developed, one expects 
a lot of that organization.  Such as to be well, at least more developed than 
average.  From what others report, the movement is not always like this.  Why?  
Because it's made up of flawed humans!  Not only that, but flawed humans who 
are quite invested in being perfect or ideal.  That mix can lead to a lot of 
problems.  Being aware of it, being more comfortable with my own flaws, makes 
it a little easier to navigate.  FWIW (-:    




 From: nablusoss1008 no_re...@yahoogroups.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, July 26, 2012 11:02 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices
 

  


--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, feste37 feste37@... wrote:

 
 

 
 The TM movement owns the domes and pays for them. The dome badge is free. The 
 movement therefore makes the rules, and it can make them any way it chooses. 
 Those who don't like it don't have to go. It's really very simple. 

Bingo !


 

Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices

2012-07-26 Thread Share Long
Dear Robin,
Gosh, you don't have to explain yourself at all to me.  I believe what you say 
and I'm content to engage with you as you are now.  I wasn't at MIU when you 
were there.  Of course I heard a few stories.  And I've read some of the emails 
here.  Also my last X is a Canadian gov.  What can I say?  Your life has been 
much more eventful than mine.  Even your inner life.  I'm sorry if those 
events, inner and outer, caused you or others unnecessary suffering.  I would 
imagine that as a leader, you would regret causing a student to lose something 
important to them.

But it's all water under the bridge now.  You sound somewhat at peace with it 
all and I'm happy for you about that.  I'm sure the world has need of your 
gifts. It's never too late to redeem anything and or make amends for any hurt.  
Or so I believe.  But maybe I'm simply having an imperfect hallucination (-:
Share  




 From: Robin Carlsen maskedze...@yahoo.com
To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
Sent: Thursday, July 26, 2012 10:37 AM
Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: TM, the Dome Badge, and Religious Practices
 

  
Dear Share,

I should just say that in the case of myself I thought I was *completing 
Maharishi's Teaching*, that my enlightenment produced a context for individual 
metaphysical drama which had not been anticipated before I went up on that 
mountain in September 1976—But for all that, *was an innocent as TM*. Indeed, I 
felt that the form my enlightenment took—in terms of this theatre of 
individuation of the soul—was the fulfillment of the TM experience—the original 
one. Certainly when I began to act as a person in Unity, my experience was that 
the whole universe was getting behind my enlightenment project And I was very 
anxious, therefore, that Maharishi would eventually endorse what I was 
doing—explicitly, formally. I never thought of myself as deviating from the 
purity of the teaching. I thought I was taking the next evolutionary step 
within the context of TM and Maharishi. It didn't quite work out that way; but 
when persons were punished—expelled from
 MIU—for attending my seminars, I thought this was just the drama which would 
precede the eventual joyful consummation. I was wrong in every sense, of 
course. But I thought I should mention how I exempt myself from having been any 
kind of interloper or foreign influence within the TM Movement. I remained 
utterly devoted to Maharishi right up until I determined that my enlightenment 
was a form of profound mystical deceitfulness, a perfect hallucination.

Robin

 --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Share Long sharelong60@ wrote:

  Hi Ann and Buck,
  
  
  I'm baffled by  all this.  I was totally out of the Dome for 7 years, 
  2003 to 2010.  During that time I openly participated in lots of stuff in 
  FF, including Waking Down in Mutuality for about 3 years.  But I had no 
  trouble getting back into the Dome.  No interrogation room, etc.  Also 
  through Amma's org, I've been having planetary pujas done for a while now 
  plus use her jyotishis.  Movement got too expensive and wanted a person to 
  supply family info also.  Too much of a hassle.  And even when I was a 
  grad student on campus, I was open about participating in David Deida 
  tantric workshops.  Again no interrogation room, no subtle threats, etc.
  
  
  All I can figure is that they let me alone because I'm just a sidha, not a 
  gov.  But I don't know for sure.  Now that I'm back in the Dome, 
  sometimes friends on campus aren't as friendly as they were.  Sometimes 
  that hurts.  But I sort of understand.  And I have friends in town.  TSR 
  dontcha know.  Town Super Radiance.  And jokingly means taking seminars 
  regularly.  OTOH, truth in jest, etc.  
  Share in town and in Dome...
 
 Dear Share,
 
 My take on all this policing of persons who go outside of the spiritual 
 resources sanctioned by the TM Movement is pretty simple. Those who devise 
 and enforce these rules (which originated in Maharishi himself) are going by 
 their first experience of what TM and Maharishi represented: This is The Way; 
 there is no other way that compares to the TM-Maharishi way.
 
 TM is defined as the simplest and most natural technique to take one to the 
 deepest level of one's very being—there is no other practice which is defined 
 mechanically and objectively such as to afford the most efficient way of 
 transcending—there are no competitors here.
 
 The most profound realization one has when one is made a teacher of TM by 
 Maharishi, is: this is It. There isn't anything else. And if TM cannot do 
 what it says it does—take one to the level of pure consciousness—then we are 
 selling a product which does not do what we say it does.
 
 Any compromise on this policy of guarding the purity of the teaching will 
 mean the gradual corruption of TM and the dilution of Maharishi's Teaching, 
 That is one thing that Maharishi was able to do