Michelle, I wish I could feel the same
way, I just had a very bad feeling that she was not that sick at all --- I just
choke her with water – her color was good, and her skin was good, and
everything else was so perfect – god I miss her…. From:
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On Behalf Of [EMAIL PROTECTED] Hideyo From what you say it sounds as though
this baby was in trouble and on her way to dying anyway. When they fail to gain
weight and temperature is abnormal it is not a good sign. I saw a day old baby
being warmed and fed and everything possible was done but she died because she
is sick and weak. I know you blame yourself for her death
but maybe there is another explanation. Maybe the baby passed as she did
because she knew it was safe to do so. Knowing it was safe to let go and
not passing with her feline mother beside her. Sounds like everything was done right and
that she would probably not have survived no matter what you did or didn't do. Michelle, Minstrel, Buddy & Angel
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