hey roy same was with me every wher i culd see him that smiling face eyez looking deep in my eyez holding my hand and saing nothing just holdig me and we both lisning each other through hot breth and hrt bting and saing somthing that only our hrt culd undersatnad not even both of us and th one day hert stop speking he left me dont know where i was like bird without wingz just hooping to fly but culdnt but thn u know time dont wait 4 any one not even for itself buddy now i rember him and his thought makz me fresh and again i satart my new life with all the enthoz and loodzz of confidnz and will power thanx for making me explor my past again
vikram /26/mumbai chat id mascot_003ridgeet roy [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:4 o' clock in the morning - My mind is filled with a thousand thoughts of you; And how you left without a warning, But looking back I am sure you are
trying to ... But if I could, I know I would ... Girl, I am sorry now; You're the last thing on my mindAre you running away from memories? Trying to avoid pain? Welcome to our world then ...So many times I have met men on the rebound, men who are trying to get over heartbreaks... men who are trying to forgot a boyfriend, or even a girlfriend...I belong to the avoidance school of
thought... I dont give myself a chance to feel sad over a heartache. I keep myself busy, surround myself with enough work and people so that I dont even get a chance to think of him. Even if a moment of weakness comes by, I try to think of something else... Probably it hasdeveloped over time, with experience... but today when I agreed to a friend who apparently is following the same process, I somehow had this thought... for how long canone avoid?I remember walking 2 km on a cold drizzling night, after realizing that the one person whom I had loved, was never going to be mine. And i remembered the guy whom I met while on the rebound. I remember all the things I had done for the next 4 months, never giving me an opportunity to face him again... And then one day, all of a sudden... I thought I saw him in the crowd... and everythingelse stopped around me ...
And then started to move again. I realised I was mistaken. And forgot the whole thing until now...As I sat on the park bench that night, I promised that I would never give myself another opportunity to fall in love with the wrong person. Did I falter... yes ... once ... and then repeated the same words again... and then again ... and again repeated it again ... and this time it seemed to get easier ...As I walked past the park bench yesterday, I tried to recall that day. Everything has changed since then. And so have I...Time and experience heals everything... like it has healed the broken heart of an early 20 somethingseveral times in the last 24 years ...
(dedicated to all those broken hearts who had the courage to share their pain with a complete stranger like me ...)Rij Yahoo! Personals Skip the bars and set-ups and start using Yahoo! Personals for free
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