Re: [Goanet] Who exiled the Goan Intellectual? (Jose Lourenco)

2013-06-02 Thread brian mark mendonca

Dear Jose,

Let me first thank you for your scintillating presentation on writing and 
its inspiration(s) at the workshop on fiction for advanced writers 
end-April.


Somehow when I read this poem, I could almost imagine you reading it out to 
us in your measured pace.


Can we feature this poem in Muse India's special issue on Goan Literature? 
Muse India is a literary e-journal with a presence world-wide.


May I request you to write an essay on reading Goan literature? You may 
choose any other topic of your choice relevant to the theme.


Kindly send the poem, your essay, and any other work of yours by 31 May to 
museindi...@gmail.com


Looking forward to hearing from you.

Brian

Dr Brian Mendonca
Editor
Issue 50 - Goan Litrature
Muse India
www.museindia.com
museindi...@gmail.com

From: Frederick Noronha

Who exiled the Goan Intellectual?

by Jose Lourenco
joselourenco1...@gmail.com

Did the gauddis and kunnbis toiling
In yonder fields throw you out?
Or did the kharvis on sandy shore
Weigh you with fish scales
And find you wanting?

Did the escrivao frown
Over horn rimmed glasses?
Did the posorkar hold back his sugar
And did the toddy tapper fail
To read your footnotes? 



[Goanet] BRIAN READS AT ST STEPHEN"S COLLEGE, DELHI

2010-02-17 Thread brian mark mendonca
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A day before Ash Wednesday, Brian shared his poems with students of St 
Stephen’s college at the SCR lawns, St Stephen’s College, Delhi University, 
North Campus, New Delhi.  As daylight dripped into dusk, students silently 
filed in and occupied chairs – as if in a performance play – as Brian softly 
plucked ‘Greensleeves’ – the Elizabethen  tune  -- on his classical guitar.

Robinson Raju, Final Year BA student at Stephen’s and the coordinator of the 
event, introduced Brian as a traveller-poet at 6.30 p.m. -- the scheduled time 
for the event to begin. In tribute to the synergy which made the gathering 
possible, Brian opened with the hymn ‘You are my hiding place’ on the guitar.

BLOG : The first clutch of poems were from Brian’s blog and included the 
Udaipur/Jaipur poems (Forthcoming in Journal of English Studies, University of 
Kashmir, Srinagar, 2010) and ‘Morning  Walk- Delhi South’ and ‘Autumn Woman’ -- 
two poems recently published in the debut issue of South Asian Ensemble 
(Canada, Autumn 2009). Brian invited the students to contribute to the Ensemble 
for which he is on the advisory board. The Stephen’s reading of 16 February 
2010 is Brian’s 90th blog at www.lastbustovasco.blogspot.com

POEMS for CHILDREN: ‘Hymn to Ravi’ (Published by Oxford University Press, 
Delhi, 2009) and ‘Barefoot Child’ (OUP, 2007) were read by Brian, bringing up 
the rear with ‘Childhood’ (Parmal, Goa, 2009). The little boy in the poem who 
pushes his tyre up the hillside and watches it roll down with glee recalled, 
observed Robinson, the myth of Sisyphus.

LAST BUS to VASCO (Self-published 2006, reprinted 2007): Next, the group set 
sail for Goa via Brian’s first poem ‘Requiem to a Sal’ (1989). ‘On the Run’ and 
‘Sea in the Sky’ brought giggles with its staccato style leading on to the 
lyrical ‘Sonya’ and the acceptance of ‘Bells of St Andrews.’ ‘Fugitive’ was 
recited in Portuguese followed by the translation. ‘Praxis’ recalled the search 
for the poetic voice. Social issues were showcased in ‘Londa Station.’ The last 
poem in this section was ‘A Peace of India’ which was promptly followed by a 
Portuguese song ‘En Costa tua Cabecinha’ and the riotous Konkani medley ‘Undra 
Mhojea Mama.’

A PEACE OF INDIA (Forthcoming): A request for a poem from Bihar took us to 
Brian’s poem on the Sonepur mela and its ‘absent elephants.’ The pungency of 
‘Kamariya lachke lupa lup’ made many blush. ‘Kali Gandak’ on the ‘black river’ 
followed. Nainital was next with the pathos of ‘Gargia’ lamenting the tragic 
death of a village girl to a speeding mini-truck in the hills: ‘You went away 
/when we came to love you’, the first lines, made a deep impression on the 
listeners. ‘Kundun’ an early poem, written in Dharamshala, evoked ‘The oracle 
[which] warns / of imminent danger.’ ‘Deep South’ took us all South of the 
Cauvery and a memorializing of the tsunami dead.

SAHITYA AKADEMI (2004): The moment of truth in Brian’s poetic career was the 14 
poems published in the SA journal Indian Literature. From here Brian read the 
much-loved ‘I am not alone’ and ‘Traveller’- a manifesto to his destiny.

Fellow-travellers were impressed with the plenitude of Brian’s themes. Among 
his influences Brian mentioned, TS Eliot, Yeats, Pessoa, Sofia Andresen, and a 
host of Romantic music composers with Schumann leading the charge. ‘Do you 
write full-time?’ one student asked. Brian replied that he need to work so that 
he could travel. Asked where he saw himself in the tradition of Indian poetry, 
Brian replied, ‘I enjoy writing. Let’s leave the theorizing to someone else.’ 


[Goanet] Goodbye Noel

2009-09-20 Thread brian mark mendonca
Goodbye Noel 


- brian mendonca

Ah! Noel
You leave us 
Much too soon
When the sun is shining
And the birds are in the air.
The funeral cortege
Makes its solemn way
With its string of mourners.
Too much to bear – a young boy 
Has a fit near the street 
– Arms and torso flailing wildly
As the hour of entombment draws near.
Surely this cannot be true!
Then why does the choir intone a dirge?
A few hours more and you would have been 
On the flight back home.
‘He is resting’ – the hotel had said
When calls to you went unanswered.
Sleep now in Eternal Rest
But remember this was without fair warning.
Sport was your passion, the people – your pride.
You will be remembered dearly
For, the game of life
You played with zest.
You gave your life 
You gave your best.

(Vasco, 16-17 September 2009)


Noel Lima Leitao (51) Goan football commentator and patron of Vasco Sports 
Club, Vasco was buried at St Andrew’s church cemetery, Vasco, Goa on 16 
September 2009, after a massive heart attack in Kolkata. He had gone there to 
provide the commentary of the finals of the IFA shield.

(This poem was published in the 'In Verse' space of 'Navhind Times' of Sunday, 
20 September 2009 in Goa) 


[Goanet] Goodbye Felcy

2009-08-15 Thread brian mark mendonca
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Goanetter Francis Rodrigues (Vasco/Toronto) book launch in
London, England @ the World Goa Day festivities on 15 Aug at 7pm
  Details http://www.konkanisongbook.com

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GOODBYE FELCY

-brian mendonca
www.lastbustovasco.blogspot.com


Felcy died this morning in Goa. Felcy was the mother of Raymond (26) her only 
son who, as she put it - when I had gone for a condolence visit - was done in 
by bad company last month. (See my blog 'In Memoriam - Raymond Fernandes)

It was too much for her. As life sometimes becomes too much for us.

When my sister in Pune called to give me the news I found it ironic because i 
was minutes away from attending the 3 p.m. funeral service of Mrs D'Souza, of 
Alaknanda parish, New Delhi. No I don't/didn't know Mrs D'Souza. I had just 
gone to offer my prayers- staying across the road from the church as it were.

'Felcy' was in many ways home for us. I, at least, used to constantly find her 
stationed in the kitchen on my so brief sallys home from Delhi, with mum at the 
kitchen door supervising the proceedings. I used to marvel at the fact she used 
to cook on all four burners at the same time.

Even when I visited Felcy last she recalled how mum was so meticulous planning 
our meals, and how for the Christmas lunch of 2004 she had instructed Felcy 
about each and every dish . . . as though - I think as a premonition - she knew 
she would not be there.

So much was the presence of Felcy in our lives. Her sorpotel, with mum's touch 
was super; her fish, curry, and rice, to die for.

She hit bad days when her excessively spirited husband passed away. And then 
she fell ill and did a stint at the Goa Medical college.

Felcy is also the name of a tiatrist whom I know from Vasco. In many ways our 
Felcy's life was the stuff of a tiatr [local Konkani play]. Only, her tragedies 
were for real. she had a life of unprecedented suffering but always used to 
smile. In her simple ways she touched our lives.

Even when I called from Delhi while on the bus home, to condole, she asked me 
if I was eating well.

Felcy developed complications this morning and she was taken to GMC.

The funeral mass will be at St.Andrew's Church, Vasco tomorrow at 3 p.m.

May her soul rest in peace. Amen 


[Goanet] Poetry Wrap: Goan travels through India

2008-12-05 Thread brian mark mendonca
  
Poetry Wrap: Goan Travels through India

Besides readings in Delhi in 2008, Goan poet Brian Mendonça made whirlwind 
visits from Delhi to mop up a few more states, viz. Kerala and Jharkhand – to 
include in his second volume of poems 'A Peace of India: Poems in Transit' 
(Forthcoming 2009).

This autumn Brian was welcomed at Jamia Millia Islamia, Central University, at 
New Delhi. The event was the annual ‘Talimi Mela’ or ‘Educational Fair.’ 
Professor Shyamala Narayan, Head, Department of English, who graciously 
extended the invitation, had also reviewed Brian’s debut volume Last Bus to 
Vasco: Poems from Goa in the prestigious 'Journal of Commonwealth Literature' 
published by Sage, London (Dec 2007, vol 42.1). ‘[Brian’s] first book of poems  
. . . owes a lot to his travels through India. Goa is at the centre of the 
poet’s sensibility, even as the poet faithfully captures the colourful variety 
of multicultural, multilingual India,’ she writes.

Arriving at Jamia, Brian presented Prof Narayan a set of Mario Miranda’s 
exquisite Postcards of Goa done in sepia as a souvenir of Goa. Dr Baran Rehman, 
Coordinator – Book Fair, met them at the venue which was a warm pandal 
sprouting from the road itself, amidst the lush greenery of the campus. Brian 
seemed quite at home among the University students. He had interacted with the 
students of Portuguese, at the Luso Fest organized by the Department of Romance 
Languages, University of Delhi, same time a couple of years back.

After being introduced by Prof Narayan, Brian began by reading his poem ‘Last 
Bus to Vasco’ following it up with ‘Requiem to a Sal,’ ‘UIMCF,’ and ‘May 
Queen.’ He then played a mando and dulpods on his guitar.

A new feature this time was a preview of the poems from his forthcoming book 'A 
Peace of India.'  Brian had brought a wall map of India. He then asked the 
young audience to look at the map and call out the name of a State – he would 
then supply them with a poem written in/on it! ‘Haryana’ was the first called 
out – and Brian read out ‘NH 1’ earlier published by the Sahitya Akademi; ‘UP’ 
[Uttar Pradesh] said another – and they were not disappointed with ‘Mathura.’ 
‘Kolkata’ said a third, and ‘Down by the Hooghly’ written at Prinsep Ghat 
regaled the listeners. Prof Narayan, not to be left out, said ‘Kerala’. Brian 
rose to the occasion with ‘Chingam 1’written in Trivandrum.

Time, of course, was running out. In the open session Brian read out a 
rarely-read poem ‘In Conclusion’ after which he sat on the platform of the dais 
and strummed ‘Goa Dourada’ in Portuguese which had all clapping their hands and 
humming the tune.

The unforgettable event ended with a sumptuous repast at the Jamia dining hall 
where succulent shammi kebabs, mutton do pyaza, pulao and gobi awaited us. 
‘Welcome to Jamia’ wrote the Vice Chancellor, Professor Mushirul Hasan, who was 
having his lunch. ‘Come again,’ he added, beaming. It was more than Brian could 
ask for on that 3rd of November! 

Brian looks forward to a reading in Anjuna, Goa before the year is done.

www.lastbustovasco.blogspot.com




[Goanet] AIR Delhi interviews Goan painter Rajan Fulari

2008-12-03 Thread brian mark mendonca
  
AIR Delhi will broadcast an interview with Goan painter and curator Rajan 
Fulari, tonight 4 December 2008 at 9.30 pm, on its Rajdhani channel, i.e. 450.5 
metres corresponding to 666 khz. The painter is interviewed by Goan poet Brian 
Mendonca. 

The dialogue dwells on aspects of the painter's artistic development, his 
exhibitions in India and abroad; his equation with Goa, and his recent projects 
with installation art, not omitting to mention his new-found inspiration - his 
little daughter.

brian mendonca @
www.lastbustovasco.blogspot.com


[Goanet] Goa CM Takes the Last Bus to Vasco

2008-11-10 Thread brian mark mendonca

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GOA CM MEETS GOAN POET IN DELHI

On his whirlwind trip to Delhi, Goa CM Digambar Kamat took the time to share a 
moment with Goan poet Dr Brian Mendonça - author of the self-published Last Bus 
to Vasco: Poems from Goa. 

With this rare gesture Mr Kamat showed in action what he said in his address on 
Sunday 9th November - the concluding day of the Goa Festival 2008 - on the 
spacious lawns of the Goa Sadan, New Delhi. ‘I want Goans to know that the 
Government of Goa is with them wherever they are,’ he said to loud applause. 
Though a Goan may be settled elsewhere, his heart always yearns for his land, 
Mr Kamat said. 

Brian, who compered the widely appreciated cultural evening curated by Blanche 
Gomes, articulated this yearning: ‘My heart is roaming in the wild blue yonder 
/But where I lie will always be Goa / Between the black soil of the plains / 
and the red mud of the coast / There for me is India’s peace.’  These lines 
from the poet’s poem ‘A Peace of India,’ form the title of his next book A 
Peace of India: Poems in Transit (forthcoming).

Brian presented a copy of his debut volume Last Bus to Vasco containing ‘A 
Peace of India’ to Mr Kamat as a souvenir of the moment.

The previous evening, the poet hauled his personal collection of  books on Goa 
over the last 10 years and displayed it at the venue in an elegant upright 
bookshelf sourced from FabIndia. He also brought a 'moonda' (bamboo stool) for 
book lovers to sit by the shelf and browse a book - so chic in the crisp autumn 
air! - while munching on a sprig of chicken cafreal from the food stall across. 
The initiative generated a lot of interest.


[Goanet] Stabat Mater (Poem)

2008-09-17 Thread brian mark mendonca
STABAT MATER  

- Brian Mendonca 

Mauve on mauve 
Carnations for the grave 
A lone boat battles 
the sea at Sankval 
Prawn curry rice 
at 'Claudia's' Bogmalo 
At Chicalim grounds 
the novitiates play St Andrew's. 
Uncle Joe is stuck at Karwar 
Felicity says 'I cannot come' 
Chicken cafreal, sorpotel 
for dad's 79th birthday 
A priest, a dog and a lamp 
set out but do not return 
Valencio offers his blessing from the roof 
Fog horns in the sleepy morn 
- a ship readies to sail. 
'Adeus korcho vellu paolo'
at the end of the repast. 
The rosary at the end of the day 
before the midnight hour. 

(Sunday, 14 September 2008 
Vasco, Goa) 


Glossary

Stabat Mater: 13th century latin hymn of 20 couplets describing the sorrows of 
the Blessed Virgin Mary at the cross.  Sung for the 6.30 a.m. Mass of the feast 
of Our Lady of Sorrows at St Andrew's Church, Vasco on 15 September 2008. 
Translated into Konkani - 'Dukhest Avoi dukham borit / Put umkolltalo tea velim 
/Ubi ahli khorsa mullin.'
Adeus . . . : (Konkani) 'The time to say goodbye has come'. Konkani folksong.


[Goanet] Hands across the world

2008-06-20 Thread brian mark mendonca
  
Good post rico, on overseas Goans/book lovers buying books from Goa. Yes it is 
easy to send books overseas from India in small quantities. Ben Antao, in 
Canada, has been specially helpful in receiving a few of my copies of 'Last Bus 
to Vasco' at his address for display and sale at the Toronto meet. 

I also regularly post copies of my book (usually 4 at a time) to Strand Book 
Stall, Colaba, Mumbai to the proprietor, the venerable Mr Shenvi from Mangalore 
(He's delighted if you speak to him in Konkani).

Following a suggestion from a friend I posted some of the poems from the book 
on my blog - so it could be accessed by Goans where my book was not retailing. 
Sure enough, it was spotted by a Goan in Dar, Tanzania, who is now having 
someone recite the poem 'Last Bus to Vasco' for a social event of the Goan 
society there.

Since my book is self published, I am most grateful to these 'hidden hands' for 
supporting original creative writing from Goa - that too, poetry. The other big 
chains in India are more interested in pushing Potter.


brian mendonca
new delhi
www.lastbustovasco.blogspot.com


[Goanet] The Smell of Burnt Leaves

2008-05-22 Thread brian mark mendonca
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  The Rape of Goa - A photo documentary
   by
Rajan P. Parrikar

   Venue: Menezes Braganza Art Gallery, Panjim, May 21-24, 2008

http://www.parrikar.org/misc/doc-notice.pdf
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A previously unpublished poem on Goa 'The Smell of Burnt Leaves' by Brian 
Mendonca, author of 'Last Bus to Vasco:Poems from Goa'(2006) is on view at his 
newly created blog www.lastbustovasco.blogspot.com

The blog post uploaded today by the title 'Last Bus to Vasco' also includes 5 
selected poems on Goa written between 1987 to 2005. These poems were published 
earlier in the book. All poems come with notes and glossary.

After an evening of poetry and dinner at ‘Souza Lobo’ Calangute, the poet's 
father recounted to his grandchildren how he used to love the smell of burnt 
leaves when his mother used to keep the water for him on the fire for a bath at 
Parra. This poem is dedicated to dad.


[Goanet] The artist and the market

2008-05-17 Thread brian mark mendonca
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  5th Annual Konkan Fruit Fest
   Promenade, D B Bandodkar Road, Panaji, Goa

16-18, May 2008

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Thanks Rico for your reflections on Wendell and Remo in your recent riposte. I 
agree. An artist has to encounter the market at some time on his creative 
journey. Wendell and Remo are outstanding Goan artists because they produce 
art/music/fashion inspired by Goa. Whether it sells, and how much, i think, 
comes later.

'Last Bus to Vasco-Poems from Goa'(2006) too had no sponsors initially. But an 
inner drive saw it self-published. The Government of Goa stepped in to help. 
Now requests for the book are being received from various corners of the globe. 

Now my second book 'A Peace of India: Poems in Transit' has no sponsors,or they 
have backed out. But I am going ahead with self-publishing it anyway.'Ars 
longa, vita brevis'[Art is long, life is short] said the Roman poet Horace.

To create art, one has to be a visionary. To think beyond one's time. So time 
will remember one's art.

Brian Mendonca
-lastbustovasco.blogspot.com



[Goanet] Jose Saramago - Prophet of our Times

2008-05-16 Thread brian mark mendonca
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JOSE SARAMAGO - PROPHET OF OUR TIMES

-Brian Mendonça 

Portuguese writer José Saramago is considered today one of the most outstanding 
writers in the world. Not only for his commitment to his art but also because 
of his espousal of social causes and of the amelioration of the condition of 
the human being in this world.

Awarded the Nobel prize for Literature – the first writer in Portuguese to do 
so -- Saramago has been undeterred by fame or fortune and remains the person he 
always was. He says -‘I am the same person I was before receiving the Nobel 
Prize. I work with the same regularity, I have not modified my habits, I have 
the same friends.’

This nonchalance was however not shared by his Portuguese editor Zeferino 
Coelho. When the Nobel announcement came in October 1998 Saramago was just 
about to board a plane out of Germany after the Frankfurt Book Fair. With his 
characteristic wryness he said, ‘I was not born for all this glory.’ Zeferino 
however replied brightly ‘You may not have been made for this glory, but I 
was!’ Since then Saramago’s work has been translated widely from the Portuguese 
into English and several other languages giving him a globalized following.

Born in 1922 in the village of Azinhaga in the province of Ribatejo about 60 
miles north-east of Lisbon, Saramago had to abandon his high-school studies to 
earn a living as a mechanic. But he never forgot his land, his roots, nor, 
sometimes on hot summer nights, after supper, sleeping under the fig tree with 
his grandfather. ‘With sleep delayed, night was peopled with the stories . . . 
my grandfather told: legends, apparitions, terrors, unique episodes, old 
deaths, scuffles with sticks and stones, the words of our forefathers, an 
untiring rumour of memories that would keep me awake while at the same time 
gently lulling me.’

In his Nobel lecture he says, ‘If my grandfather had been a rich landowner and 
not an illiterate pig breeder, I wouldn’t be the man I am today. If I could 
choose my own background – even with the cold of the winters, the heat of the 
summers, sometimes going hungry – I wouldn’t change a thing.’

It is difficult to define Saramago’s work - because he is so polyvalent, 
‘playful’ and creative. He has published plays, short stories, novels, poems, 
libretti, diaries, and travelogues. Almost always, the backdrop is Portugal. 
Saramago’s first book was a collection of poems Os Poemas Possiveis / Possible 
Poems (1966) when he was 44. His first novel was published 11 years later. In 
this novel, Manual de Pintura e Caligrafia /Manual of Painting and Calligraphy 
(1977) he spans the canvas of a painter as well as a writer, unfolding the 
genesis of art.

Italian composer Azio Corghi based his opera Blimunda on Saramago’s novel 
Memorial do Convento / Baltasar and Blimunda (1982). With sounds from Domenico 
Scarlatti’s harpsichord, the story is about ‘three Portuguese fools from the 
18th century in a time and country where superstition and the fires of the 
Inquisition flourished.’

In O Ano da Morte de Ricardo Reis / The Year of the Death of Ricardo Reis 
(1984) he resurrects the Portuguese poet Fernando Pessoa (1888-1935) and uses 
the aliases of Pessoa to comment on historical events of the time, viz. 
Franco’s crushing of Spain’s Republican government, Mussolini’s conquest of 
Abyssinia, Hitler’s invasion of Czechoslovakia —all this while under the 
dictatorship of Antonio Salazar in Portugal, a regime which lasted 48 years 
since 1926.

Portugal’s exclusion from Europe is the subject of Saramago’s next novel A 
Jaganda de Pedra / A Stone Raft (1986). A series of supernatural events results 
in the Iberian peninsula (Spain and Portugal) breaking free so that it starts 
to float into the Atlantic initially heading for the Azores. Saramago is not 
bound by traditional conventions of the novel as one can see, ‘The novel is not 
so much a literary genre,’ he says, ‘but a literary space, like a sea filled by 
many rivers.’

Saramago’s writing is sometimes referred to as magic realism. This is because 
he has combined in his work, myths, the history of Portugal and a surrealistic 
imagination. Consider his delightfully bizarre opening of Viagem a Portugal / 
Journey to Portugal (1990). Almost in the mock-heroic vein of Cervantes Don 
Quixote, Saramago stands exactly on the Spanish-Portuguese border over the 
river Douro, to address the fish beneath, and – he, being atheist – asks for 
their blessings fo

[Goanet] 'Goan Nite at Coco's'

2008-04-05 Thread brian mark mendonca

GOAN NITE AT COCO'S

   -brian mendonça

I went for a couple of hours (2)
And met a couple of people (5)
I sang a couple of Goan songs (2)
And had a couple of beers (2)
Andrew did a couple of covers (lost count)
The lights went off a couple of times (5)
I tasted a couple of Goan dishes (1)
And was photographed eating them a couple of times (5)
I went over to a couple of tables (3)
And read out a couple of my poems (3)
I strummed my guitar a couple of times (2)
and sold a couple of my books (2)
Saw a couple of firm breasts on FTV (lost count)
And spoke about a couple of babies due June (2)
I think it’ll take a couple of Thursdays (>2)
And I’ll need to make a couple of calls (who knows?)
To make a Goan nite what it could be
For he and she, and yours, mine and ours.

  (Cocoa Cafe and Bar
   Citywalk mall, New Delhi
   3 April 2008)



Glossary
Andrew Ferrao is a Goan musician who sings and plays on his Korg casio at Coco’s
covers: 70’s Eagles’‘Hotel California’, 80’s MLTR’s ‘Paint My Love’
Goan dishes: Chicken xacuti
My books: Last Bus to Vasco: Poems from Goa (2006)
FTV’s ‘Midnight Hot’
Babies: a lady at one of the tables was in an advanced stage of pregnancy
Thursday nites are Goan nites at Coco
He and she: in that gigantic mall there are so many types of selves - each 
searching for a kind of meaning





[Goanet] Hanv Saiba Poltoddi Vetam

2008-04-02 Thread brian mark mendonca
  
   

Hanv Saiba Poltoddi Vetam

-brian mendonca

   
Come next weekend I shall be going to the other side of the river in Goa. 

I shall be doing what the maiden in this beautiful dekhni from Goa does. 
Composed by Anna Jacques 400 years ago and sung in Konkani, the verses describe 
how the maiden implores the boatman to ferry her across the river to attend 
Damu’s wedding.  The popular refrain by the maiden Ghe ghe ghe ghe ghe, ghe ghe 
saiba had also been deftly worked into the lyrics of ‘Na chaahoon sona 
chaandi,’ in  Raj Kapoor’s 70’s hit movie Bobby starring his son Rishi and 
Dimple Kapadia as the lead pair.

Goa has always looked kindly on lovers and those who want their space. And in 
quest of discovering the place and finding themselves, they set out on a 
journey always unfinished, leaving a trail across road and river.

Road and river share an intimacy the sea cannot. There is always the crossing 
of rivers in Goa, be it the Mandovi river across Caranzalem to Divar island by 
ferry-boat, the Zuari river between Cortalim and Agasaim, or the Chapora river 
skirting the banks of Camurlim. Crossing the river to the other side implies a 
journey inward, a sense of being transformed when you get to the other side. 

When people make remarks about Goa I wonder whether they have done a 
river-crossing in Goa. I wonder if it is only the media which is the barometer 
of Goa’s health. Does the entire state and its diaspora have to stand trial 
because of an incident? Is it the only place these incidents happen? Why aren’t 
similar incidents occurring in Delhi reported with equal zest in the Goan media?

A sunset in Goa has hues besides scarlet. We are not condoning anything here – 
the sooner the mess is cleared up the better. But scarlet is a glamorous 
colour, my friend had said. And I had to agree.  On the one hand the media 
drools over Goa as a tourist destination. On the other, they cry themselves 
hoarse when events which are an outcome of the very things they hype, are 
perpetrated. 

These mornings before I rush to work, I practise Goan folk songs, viz. 
dekhni’s, mando’s and dulpod’s on a Yamaha C40 classical guitar I picked up 
near Manneys, Pune. This is for a Goan nite every Thursday at Cocoa café at the 
swish new Citywalk mall at Saket. Chicken xacuti  and pomfret reixaddo will 
also be on offer. I am told that Shailesh the proprietor is head over heels in 
love with Goa --inspite of reading the papers. I am also throwing in two 
Portuguese songs Eu Daria Minha  and En Costa Tua Cabecinha. Some of my friends 
still swoon whenever I tell them I am going to Goa. Veronica, this morning has 
asked me to get her Goan sausages from Goa and Shobhan has asked for the 
irresistible Portuguese dessert bebinca.

It helps to cross the river to know where your roots are. As I listen to Lucio 
Miranda’s sonorous ‘Hanv Saiba Poltoddi Vetam’ – the last of the troubadours, 
as he accompanies himself on the guitar, I am humbled by our songs, our 
river-crossings and our quest for truth on the skirts of desire.
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Brian Mendonça is a Goan poet who lives in Delhi. His self-published debut 
volume Last Bus to Vasco: Poems from Goa (2006) has been reprinted. His second 
volume, also self-published, A Peace of India: Poems in Transit is forthcoming 
this year.



[Goanet] Footpath Poet at the World Book Fair, New Delhi 2008

2008-02-13 Thread brian mark mendonca
  
World Book Fair, New Delhi 2008 and the Footpath Poet


  -Brian Mendonça

Poets are the soul of a country. Sometimes they can also be treated as pariahs 
by a country. 

As if self-publishing my book of poems 'Last Bus to Vasco: Poems from Goa' 
(2006) were not enough, I was also warned not to display it at the World Book 
Fair by the organisors – the marshals of the National Book Trust – who were 
scouring the various halls.  All they needed of me was Rs 38,000 for a weekend 
– since I work on weekdays. They said they could give me a concession. I had 
priced my book, inclusive of audio CD, at Rs 150.

The day the World Book Fair opened in New Delhi, was also the opening day of 
the Carnival in Goa, 2nd February. I put my Goa T shirt in the biting cold and 
packed some books in my canvas bag. None of the stalls at the 14 Halls had a 5” 
x 8” space on their racks to display my book. I sold one book to an 
ex-colleague at one of the stalls.

Having been listed in the India chapter of the international Journal of 
Commonwealth Literature (December 2007), cut no ice with a prominent 
distributor who I went to see at Daryaganj. ‘See me in April,’ he had said, ‘We 
don’t take new books in the current financial year. I’ll do my best for you.’

So on the following Saturday morning, on the penultimate day of the Book Fair, 
I decided to brave the odds. If only to prove something to myself. To prove I 
had some space in this ancient land, however tiny, which would bid me welcome. 
The carnival was over. I was also buoyed by the exuberance of the Kolkata book 
fair, which had artists selling their paintings on the lawns, and where I had 
once played the guitar. This 'nasha' (spell)was sadly lacking at the World Book 
Fair.

I packed the foldable wooden minitable I had picked up from Tilonia, the 
Barefoot University in Rajasthan and decided to display my book on the 
footpath. As I steadied it on the footpath opposite hall No 1, I covered it 
with the beautiful off-white crochet doily I had bought at the Mapusa bazaar – 
a tribute to so many Goan ladies who had spent their lives knitting. On top of 
that I placed the 16 postcards of Goa done in sepia by Mario Miranda all around 
the doily. These were a collection made possible by Museums of Goa, 
Salvador-de-Mundo, Goa. On top of that went 10 books with a stand on which I 
displayed one book.

At the end of the 3 hours that Saturday from 2 pm to 5 pm I had sold 5 books. 
After 5 pm the wind grew cold and the sunlight was receding. The exposure was 
thrilling to say the least. A publisher friend from Agra bounded across to meet 
me saying he was keen to know what 'junoon'(madness) it was that made me sit 
there. A bevy of young female journalists thrust their ID cards in my face and 
said ‘Sir we would like to ask you some questions.’ They opened with, ‘Why are 
sitting here?’ I said, ‘To display my book Because they won’t let me do that 
inside.’ ‘We have been watching you. Many people just walk past. Does it bother 
you?’ they persisted. I replied ‘No, I am here to display my book. It is a 
shame that Goa has no presence here at the Book Fair, at the State Pavilions at 
Pragati Maidan, nor at DelhiHaat. I am doing what little I can. Besides, these 
books already have clients abroad in the UK and Canada.’

It was wonderful how the footpath, wiped clean by some dexterous sweepers, 
began to exert its own energy field once the books were placed there. How its 
quiet space made the world book fair more egalitarian.  A world with a human 
face where those left out could cock a snook at those ensconced right inside. 
People who stopped for an ice cream at the stall nearby looked at me curiously. 
Others, exhausted after doing the rounds just plonked down beside me, for want 
of a proper space to sit.  An elderly gent from Chennai gamely sat on the 
footpath beside me and shared his nostalgia with me for his hometown and I 
exchanged notes with him about my recent trip to Coimbatore and Mamallapuram. 
Suddenly that wee space became a mini-India where I was embraced by the warmth 
of India and its people.

A teenager came up and browsed through the book very thoughtfully. When he was 
joined by his friends he said in Hindi, ‘He is asking for Rs 150.’ It was 
apparent he could not afford the sum. ‘Ask him to lower the price’ his friend 
suggested. The boy’s answer still rings in my ears, ‘He is a poet. He is free 
to quote his price.’  He resignedly gave the book back to me. I asked how much 
he was willing to pay. With great effort he took out a crisp note of Rs 100 and 
gave it to me. And walked away with the book. What humbled me about my 
experience was that I could know my readers on a one to one basis, and what my 
poems meant to them.

It is unfortunate that prominent publishers in India today do not publish fresh 
new Indian poets writing in En

[Goanet] CHRISTMAS IN KOHIMA

2008-01-23 Thread brian mark mendonca
  
KOHIMA CHRISTMAS

- Brian Mendonça

Asked to head to Nagaland from Delhi, I was wondering if it would be Christmas 
in Kohima. Visions of the lovely time I had in Jorhat two years back at the 
invitation of WaxEloquent --a poetry group -- came flooding to my mind. I was 
still in touch with some of those friends, the high point of that trip being 
translating the poetry of Portuguese poet Sophia Maria Andressen for a 
Professor at Regional Research Laboratory (RRL), Jorhat, where I was put up. 

This was all arranged by an SP of Assam Police, Jorhat with whom it has been 
impossible to stay in touch with owing to the necessity of him having to go 
underground, to ward of militant attacks. I remember we traveled from Jorhat to 
Dibrugarh and enroute stopped at Sibisagar to take in the tranquil Brahmaputra. 
His firm 'No' when I wanted to step across to visit Majuli island, still makes 
me smile. 

Later I leafed through Sanjoy's Assam to know the story of how Sanjoy Ghose an 
NGO activist disappeared during his work with the people of Majuli.  Pop 
sensation Zubeen Garg's song 'Majuli' first resonated in my ears on the NH 37 
from Guwahati to Jorhat as we stopped at a wayside eatery exquisitely crafted 
in bamboo – and where Bhupen Hazarika himself had eaten – to demolish the food. 
Well-fortified, we could take anything – even the rhinos – as the highway 
heaved through Kaziranga with repeated warnings by the forest rangers enroute 
to guard against them. Later I was to see Bhupen¬da live at his Bukhu Hom Hom 
Kore concert at Siri fort auditorium, New Delhi. 

Once more in rhino land, after an early morning dash from Delhi, we found 
ourselves breathless at Guwahati station after spending a charming morning at 
Abhijit Nath's place catching up on the two absent years. The delicious hilsa 
which was prepared in mustard for lunch almost detained us as we clambered on 
the 5665 Guwhati-Dimapur train. Talk was rife about the recent bomb blast on 
Dec 13 on the Delhi-Guwahati-Dibrugarh Rajdhani, near Dimapur. The same group, 
self-styling themselves the All Adivasi National Liberation Army (AANLA) were 
responsible for the street violence at Beltala, Guwahati on November 26 to push 
for their demands for Scheduled Tribe status. 

An inordinate halt at Lumding station saw me meandering along the platform, 
when I heard sweet strains of music coming from a group of young Manipuri girls 
singing soulful praise and worship songs in Manipuri. One of them – Daffodil 
Kahmee – strummed the guitar. It wasn't long before I had jammed up with the 
group with my guitar and we were joined by the other boys in their group -- one 
of whom was also a guitarist. They were delighted when I taught them the 
'Galilee Song.' Kahmee and the other girls were all working as nurses in 
Bangalore and were proceeding to Imphal from Dimapur. 

Ensconced in Hotel Tragopan, Dimapur, as night fell it was nice to see a lit-up 
Christmas tree welcoming us. Yes, we were already in Nagaland. In a short while 
NDTV, Dimapur was announcing a bomb blast near Imphal as a passenger bus hit a 
landmine meant for the security forces of the Assam Rifles. This was while the 
channel was crowing about Chinese and Indian military leaders having a historic 
meeting at Tawang on the Northern reaches of Arunachal Pradesh. 

This was the land which Temsula Ao had written about in her recently published 
book These Hills called Home: Stories from a War Zone (2006). As we commenced 
our climb into the hills and the ceremonial archway of Kohima district came 
into view, Nagaland Police asked us for our Inner Line Permit – mandatory for 
travel in this region. After I had sat a while in the cramped taxi halfway from 
Dimapur to Kohima, the capital of Nagaland, we disembarked for steaming tea and 
poori-bhaji, as sunlight seeped through a eucalyptus tree. Could this idyllic 
place, with the 'Peace Cradle' of bamboo constructed by the Assam Rifles 'to 
promote better understanding among the hill peoples' warrant the long convoys 
of foot soldiers with their LMGs walking single file to ward off casualties in 
case of ambush? 

A pork-mushroom stew at Flaming Wok, Kohima city saw young Nagas speaking 
carefully into their mobiles and enjoying music which sounded like Celine Dion. 
Naga elders sold hand-woven Naga shawls (for which the village of Mon is 
renowned) desultorily by the wayside. Night temperature had been 7 degrees. 
Incredible though it may sound, I was told Nagaland is a dry state. On paper. 
Having a CM with a name like Rio doesn't help. No spirits seems to be the 
diktat of the powerfully entrenched local Christian leaders. What is genuinely 
in short supply here is water. In the early days the precious water used to be 
transported through hollow bamboos shoots among the Naga hills. 

As we hurtled homeward down the Naga hills towards Dimapur airport to take IC 
7702 to Kolkata, I was also aware that in the states of Nagaland and Manipur, 
injecti

[Goanet] BAHIA to Manhattan: Book Review 'Dona Flor and her Two Husbands'

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Hey Jim,

Thank you for your breezy invitation to the Samba evening. I am sorry I can't 
be at SOB (Sounds of Brazil) at Manhattan tonight but I am sending in something 
about another big boy of Brazil - the Brazilian novelist Jorge Amado. This is a 
review for all of you out there about his novel 'Dona Flor and her Two 
Husbands' set in Bahia, North Eastern Brazil. If you or your friends can 
publish it somewhere, I am sure Jorge Amado and the Brazilians would be 
delighted. and remember me whne you sip the caipirinha!

Brian
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BOOK REVIEW

Jorge Amado,  Dona Flor and Her Two Husbands. Translated from the Portuguese by 
Harriet de Onis. First published in Portuguese in 1966. This edition, London: 
Serpent’s Tail, 1999.

‘Happiness leaves no History. A happy life is not the subject for a novel’ – 
this pronouncement by Professor Epaminondas Souza Pinto to Chimbo could well be 
the sentiments of Brazilian novelist Jorge Amado with respect to his craft in 
Dona Flor and Her Two Husbands. After a riotous romp through the first 400 
pages of this 550 page novel, Dona Flor (or Floripedes Paiva Madureira) the 
wife of the good Dr Teodoro Madureira, who has everything she could possibly 
want in life – feels empty in her fullness.  Should she succumb to the vile 
attentions of her first husband, the passionate and happy gambler and rake 
Vadinho? Or should she remain faithful to her ‘Dr Cough Syrup’ who has 
carefully set aside Wednesdays and Saturdays for lovemaking?

A novel set in Bahian society of North-Eastern Brazil, from where the author 
hails, Dona Flor and Her Two Husbands is a sustained interrogation of the 
institution of marriage. The ‘iron bed’ on top of which most of the action 
takes place is the barometer of a happy or unhappy married life – a detail 
significant when Dona Flor’s first runaway marriage is in her teens and the 
next when she is 30.  Her opening gambit in the wiles of Bahian society is 
aided by her shrewish mother Dona Rozilda who oversees a stream of suitors for 
her, some come as far as Amazonas  and Belem -- only to be repulsed by Dona 
Flor (‘I don’t like him – He’s as ugly as a dog.’). The surreal dream sequence 
later when Dona Flor, in a ring-a-round-a-rosy has her suitors around her 
pleading their suit as her second husband --while she holds them transfixed 
with her sluttish movements -- lays bare, marriage as a proposition in exchange 
for the cherry.

Much like Isabella (played by Penelope Cruz) in Woman on Top (2000) directed by 
Venezuelan Director Fina Torres, Dona Flor teaches Bahian cooking at her 
‘Cooking School for Savor and Art,’ in Salvador. It is her financial 
independence (and her savings) which bail out both her husbands at critical 
junctures – the first to pay off a gambling debt, and the second to mortgage 
their house. At every stage Dona Flor, makes decisions about her own life, many 
of which fly in the face of established wisdom. And she is ready to take the 
consequences and grow.

But while this, at times meager, plot line runs its course, what redeems the 
novel is the uncountable number – the virtual panoply-- of endearing characters 
the novel is peopled with. These are vignettes of Bahian society which are as 
lovingly delineated as the places which feature their activities. In their 
hopes, their foibles, their joys and their sorrows, the novel transcends its 
milieu and achieves a universal significance.

In the idyllic Saturday afternoons the members of the amateur orchestra, make 
it a point to come together for rehearsals (considered as ‘the ultimate in 
boredom’ by Dona Gisa) setting aside all social differences losing themselves 
in their instruments. The sons of Orpheus include the harassed surgeon Dr 
Venceslau Veiga with his violin, the lonely bachelor Dr Pinho Pedreira on the 
flute and Adriano Pires who grew humble in the presence of his mighty 
violincello.

Madame Claudette, practitioner in the oldest profession, ‘the sensation of 
Paris,’ now pushing seventy, is described reduced to desperation, sharing a 
filthy tenement with roaches and rats. Like Saramago’s dark vessel, the 
Highland Brigade which crosses the Atlantic between London and Buenos Aires, 
she ‘had disembarked in Salvador in the full vigour and charm of her forty 
years via Buenos Aires, Montevideo, São Paolo, Rio.’ 

Isabella, like Cuban director Umberto Solas’s heroi

[Goanet] Philomen

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Dear Albert,

Thank you for the moving story of Philomen. You have deftly captured the 
essence of a Goan lifetime in a few brush strokes of your pen. It has a 
quality of an African fable, because it is so simple, so true and so tragic. 
It confronts us with what constitutes our meaning in life. Parents never 
leave us, in life or in death. Parents, specially in the evening of their 
lives, need to be assured of love in their lifetime. Little can replace the 
virtues of a mudhouse, or the love of a mother.

Thank you for sharing this with us.

Brian
Author, 'Last Bus to Vasco:Poems from Goa' (2006)
Cited in the Bibliography of Commonwealth Literature 



[Goanet] IN MEMORIAM: Laura Dias (1917-2007)

2007-10-07 Thread brian mark mendonca

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In Memoriam

LAURA DIAS 
(13 February 1917 -- 5 October 2007)

Mrs. Laura Dias (90)of Miraton Gardens, Chicalim, Goa passed away on Friday, 5 
Oct 2007 at 11.30 p.m. at Salgaocar Medical Research Centre (SMRC),Chicalim, 
Goa.

The following is the text of the funeral oration at the funeral Mass held at St 
Andrew's Church, Vasco, Goa at 4.30 pm on Saturday, 6 October, 2007.
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Dear brothers and sisters,

'The Holy Book tells us
that in Death
Life has not ended
But changed.
It also tells us 
That to gain Eternal life 
One must be born again.
To be born again
One must die.'

We have come together here today to pay our last respects to Laura Dias and bid 
a fond farewell to one who truly touched the lives of many.

Her life was simple, warm at heart, and helpful in nature. Charity was very 
much a part of life with her. The poor and the needy received material help 
through her which she could collect from generous donors. For the youth she 
helped find employment, the old the poor and the invalid found succour and 
solace in her.

A member of several institutions and social organizations, she was actively 
involved with the Red Cross society, the Lion’s Club, Zuari Club, 'Maya Mog' 
and the Senior Citizens group.

She was felicitated by our local governing bodies as a prominent Senior Citizen.

She loved life and lived it to the full, never too old to join in the fun. She 
loved to have people around her and was the life of every party she attended.

A dedicated wife and loving mother, she will be missed by her near and dear 
ones.

We pray that the good Lord will comfort and console her sorrowing family and 
give them the strength to accept His holy Will.

We the members of the Senior Citizens group of St Andrew’s parish, Vasco, will 
miss her presence and her active participation in all our group activities.

Though old and feeble she refused to accept age as a barrier. Always young at 
heart, her all-time refrain at every get-together was, ‘You will never grow old 
/ While there is love in your heart . . .’ and true to her belief she stayed 
young -- young at heart -- and gently faded away.

Old age, according to the Bible is God’s benevolence. There is an old Chinese 
saying, 'Life is a dream, death is going home.'

Laura's pilgrimage on earth has been done.  It’s time to say goodbye.

Farewell friend, may the choirs of angels welcome you. Merciful Jesus, be not 
her judge, but her Savior and grant her Your pardon and a place in Your 
heavenly kingdom where she may join the choirs of angels and sing Your praises 
forever.

May her soul rest in peace.

(Funeral oration by Mr A G Mendonça of the Senior Citizens group, Vasco, Goa)


[Goanet] GOAN BABY NEEDS HELP

2007-07-25 Thread brian mark mendonca
  
CHRISTOPHER NEEDS HELP

8 month old Christopher, son of Felix D'Lima and his wife requires immediate 
liver transplantation for his survival.

Christopher's liver is cirrohotic. He already underwent Kasai's surgery when he 
was 2.5 months of age.

Gangaram Hospital, New Delhi has estimated the cost for the liver transplant to 
be Rs 12 lakh.

Any help would be welcome to sustain treatment.

With many thanks,

Love and prayers for the baby.

Posted by,
Brian Mendonca
(For the parents)

References: 
Dr Neelam Mohan
Consultant Pediatric Gastroenterologist,Hepatologist,
Ganga Ram Hospital, Delhi
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09811043475

Contact persons:
Felix D'lima
New Delhi
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9891232753

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New Delhi
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[Goanet] 'Das Areias do Tempo' [The Sands of Time]

2007-06-05 Thread brian mark mendonca
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CONVENTION OF THE GOAN DIASPORA FROM GOA INTO THE WORLD
Lisbon, Portugal June 15-17, 2007 Details at: 
http://www.casadegoa.org 
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LOVE, ABSENCE AND POETRY: 'Das Areias do Tempo' [The Sands of Time]


In a moment held in time as it were, Luis Filipe Castro Mendes, poet and 
Ambassador of Portugal to India shared some of his lyrical poetry with Goan 
poet and musician Brian Mendonça in Delhi. The evening was made possible 
through the dynamism of Constantino Xavier, Editor of www.supergoa.com, now 
reading towards his M.Phil in International Relations at Jawaharlal Nehru 
University, New Delhi. His gracious presence lent an added charm to the evening.

As the evening melted into dusk, a poem of His Excellency was read (translation 
below):

FALTA

Alguns poemas: esquecidos entre a cinza dourada do quotidiano
e a margura das intenções.
A falta do teu corpo: os sentidos perdem-se
Da realidade, a explosão
colorida das coisas.
Alguns poemas são como folhas de journal arrancadas,
ideia de um corpo ou de uma casa,
“música apercebida
entre nuvens.”
Outras vezes o silêncio das crianças corrompe a noite como
as cigarras cantam junto às cidades marinhas
do sul, mais perto da morte,
das areias. Ouve: os poemas são alusões
dolorosas, infinitas. A outros poemas, a Deus,
a pequenas obesssões pessoais: 
corpo, choro, casa. Ouve.

Se és tu, se és tu enfim. Que me ouves.

   
[Absence

Some poems: unremembered between the golden embers of the everyday
and the bitterness of intentions.
The absence of your body: the senses lose themselves
from reality, the colourful
explosion of things.
Some poems are like sheets torn from a newspaper,
an idea of a body or a house,
“music glimpsed
between clouds.”
At other times the silence of the children taints the night as
the cicadas sing by the southern
seaside towns, closer to death
to the sands. Listen: poems are but painful,
endless allusions. To other poems, to God,
to little personal obsessions:
body, cry, house. Listen.

If it is you, if it is you, finally. Listen.]
 
   -Translated by Andrew Benson


After reading the poem Brian embellished the mood with the soulful ‘Eu Daria 
Minha Vida’ plucking the strings of the night on his Yamaha classical guitar.


EU DARIA MINHA VIDA (with chords) (Translation below)

(Plucking)

Dm   Bb C  Dm
Eu daria minha vida para te esquecer
Gm  A Bb   Dm
Eu daria minha vida pra’ não mais te ver
Gm Dm
Já não tenho nada a não ser você comigo
Gm  DmA7
Sei que é preciso esquecer mas não consigo


Eu daria minha vida para você voltar
Eu daria minha vida pra você ficar


D   F#m  G  A7
Digo ao todo mundo nunca mais verei
D F#m   G   A7
Aqueles olhos tristes que eu tanto amei
Gm  D Bm
Mas existe em mim um coração apaixonado
Gm Bb  A7
Que diz  só pra mim.


[I Would Give Up My Life

I would give up my life to forget you
I would give up my life not to see you anymore
I have nothing but you with me
I know I need to forget you but I can’t.

I would tell the whole world that I would never see again
Those sad eyes  which I love so much
But there exists in me a passionate heart
Which is only with me.]

After a rousing burst of Goan dulpods – the sands of time across two continents 
merged once more in Brian’s poem ‘Sonya’ from his debut volume 'Last Bus to 
Vasco: Poems from Goa'(reprinted 2007)which he presented to the Ambassador:

SONYA

>From the whistle to the kiss
I have known you for many lifetimes
In the afternoon shade of Panjim church
In the dusky waves of Calangute
Over the winding roads of Sinquerim
To the pitch dark waters of Betim,
Basel, Setubal, Goa, Madras
Homes of the self, anchor of the fugitive
Where are you going? Where are you now?
Dawn girl, gazer of sunsets,
Sand in your shoes, moonlight in your face
‘Aqui o mar acaba e a terra principia.’
[‘Here the sea ends and the land begins’- (from Saramago)]




  


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[Goanet] A Poet and a River: 'Last Bus to Vasco' Refuels in the Heart of India

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A POET AND A RIVER: 'LAST BUS TO VASCO' REFUELS IN THE HEART OF INDIA

Fascinated by the lore of the Narmada river, Brian Mendonça author of Last 
Bus to Vasco: Poems from Goa (2006), now reprinted, set off on Mahashivratri 
from Nizamuddin station, New Delhi at 4 pm on the 2190 Mahakoshal Express 
bound for Jabalpur.

South of Nizamuddin, 2190 is scheduled to halt at Jhansi at 10.40 pm. 2779 
Goa Express labouring north from Vasco, bound for Nizamuddin is scheduled to 
leave Jhansi at 11.55 pm.  As the Mahakoshal was delayed, both trains 'met' 
at Jhansi station at midnight. On that midnight hour . . . a poem beckoned:

Origins

  -brian mendonça

In the heart of India
at the midnight hour
one can always return
to where one started from
if one wishes.
Vasco
or Delhi,
depending
on what you consider
your point of origin
at that point of time.
on the margin of night
or the break of day

(Jhansi stn, Uttar Pradesh
2190 Mahakoshal Express
NZM-JBP, 0100 hrs 17 Feb 07


>From Jhansi, 2190 swings east via Mahoba-Manikpur-Banda towards Jabalpur, 
whereas 2779 presses on towards Nizamuddin via Agra.

Transfixed by the immensity of the Narmada at Bhedaghat and its awesome 
cascade, a tribute to the only river in India which flows East to West was 
made. The title was inspired by Bill Aitken's chapter in Seven Sacred Rivers 
(New Delhi: Penguin, 1992)

Sweet Narmada

-brian mendonça

Yes I came
to pause by your waters
as you collected yourself
in limpid clarity.
Your terrifying descent
made me almost
merge with your being
but your soft sheepish eddies
carried my soul to shore.

  (17 Feb 2007
Dhuandhar Falls
Bhedaghat, near Jabalpur, MP)


Brian's affair with Madhya Pradesh had begun almost a decade ago with his 
'To the Ragini of Parsvanath Temple' (Khajuraho, 1999) - a poem which was 
published by the Sahitya Akademi in 2004. The more recent 'Budni' (2004) 
included in Last Bus to Vasco, describes the moment when the 2779 Goa 
Express crosses the Narmada in the dense twilight. His other MP poems have 
been written in Gwalior, Dharakhoh and Ujjain.

One spring evening, an ecstatic Manu Dash, an Oriya poet, now in Shahdol, MP 
called Brian in Delhi and declared that he wanted to anthologize Brian in 
his forthcoming collection of contemporary Indian poetry. Manu moved from 
Shahdol to meet Brian at Jabalpur to co-host a poet's meet at the residence 
of Mr Gyanranjan - the renowned editor of the Hindi literary journal'Pahal'.

After avid discussions on poetry and translations into Hindi of poems from 
'Last Bus to Vasco' Brian left for Delhi clutching a Penguin paperback from 
their 'Yatra Books' stable by Amrutlal Vegad entitled 'Soundarya ki Naddi, 
Narmada' (2006) ['Narmada-The River of Beauty'(trans from the Hindi)]. It 
was time to brush up his Hindi. But not before he had a taste of the woman 
from Satna:

To the Maiden from Satna

  -brian mendonça

And you night-woman
with the faraway eyes
bedecked in bangles
'ardhanareeshwara'
Why do you scoop your belongings
into a small travel bag
carefully folding
your black shawl?
Are you fleeing
from or to love
in such precocious haste?
You keep the 'vrat' of Shiva
obeisance to the Destroyer
Life or Death
-what have you decreed today?
as you stretch yourself
on the berth besides mine.

(17 Feb 2007 Sat
Satna, Madhya Pradesh
  2190 Mahakoshal Express
  Nizamuddin-Jabalpur)


Note:
night woman: dark lady
ardhanareeshwara: Shiva is often referred to as "Ardhanareeshwara", and the 
feminine part of him embodying Parvathi, his consort,  is thought of as 
being more powerful.
vrat: fast observed the previous day by devotees of  Shiva on 'Mahashivratri' 
i.e the night of Shiva. Married women fast for the well-being of their 
husbands and sons.  Each new moon is dedicated to Shiva, but Mahashivratri 
is especially important because it is the night when he danced the 'Tandava', 
his cosmic dance. 



[Goanet] Drawing for Kids

2007-03-20 Thread brian mark mendonca


ILLUSTRATORS' DAY (2007)

Editors, publishers, writers, illustrators and translators met over a cup of 
coffee last weekend to celebrate 'Illustrators' Day' in the little hall 
adjacent to the library of the Children's Book trust (CBT), Nehru House, New 
Delhi. The meeting was hosted by the Association of Writers and Illustrators 
for Children (AWIC)on Sat 17 March 2007 and was scheduled to begin at 10.30 
a.m.


When Dr Brian Mendonca, Editor, Educational Division, Oxford University 
Press, stepped in, Mr Pradyumna Kumar was sharing his experience of winning 
the grand prize at the Noma Concours, Tokyo meet in December 2006 for his 
painting illustrating his story 'How the Firefly Got its Light'. The 
painting can be viewed at http://www.accu.or.jp/noma/english/e_index.html 
This is the first time an Indian has won this award.


The Noma Concours for Picture Book Illustrations has been organised 
biennially by the Asia/Pacific Cultural Centre for UNESCO (ACCU). This 
Concours is to discover up-and-coming illustrators, graphic designers and 
artists in Asia (except Japan), the Pacific, Africa, Arab States, and Latin 
America & the Caribbean; to provide an opportunity at which they can present 
their work, and to offer incentives for their creative activities.


Kumar displayed exquisite samples of his work which is totally immersed in 
the Madhubani style. Perhaps the best known genre of Indian folk paintings, 
the Mithila (also called Madhubani) paintings are from the Mithila region of 
Bihar state. For centuries the women of Mithila have decorated the walls of 
their houses with intricate, linear designs on the occasion of marriages and 
other ceremonies.


The contemporary art of mithila painting was born in the early 1960's, 
following a famine in Bihar. The women of Mithila were encouraged to apply 
their painting skills to paper as a means of supplementing their meager 
incomes. As with the wall paintings, these individual works are still 
painted with natural plant and mineral-derived colors, using bamboo twigs in 
lieu of brush or pen. For examples of Madhubani art see 
http://www.indigoarts.com/gallery_asianart_indiptg1.html Initially a 
preserve of women Pradyumna Kumar now takes on the mantle.


Mr Joshi, also at Tokyo for the meet said he was told by his counterparts 
there that he was lucky to be in India which had so many languages. The same 
artwork published in 1 language in a children's book could appear in several 
translations of that work. Much thought was given to picture books and how 
these books really give scope to the artist. Joshi said that an unwelcome 
trend was emerging in which the text i.e. content was being given more 
importance than the picture - which should be the other way round actually.


Acknowledgement of the artist in the book was called for, though there were 
some publications that even published the photo and a short bio. The Tokyo 
meet felt that as a child changes the page the colour scheme should change.


Others who spoke were cartoonist Ajit Narayan who shared how his book 
'Cartooning with Ajit Narayan' took 10 years to print before Scholastic 
publishing house accepted it. He was told the book would only succeed if it 
is a series. As a 'cartoonist' it was difficult to be accepted. He shared 
the fact that often the illustrator is caught between the publisher and the 
author. Unless it is explained what is wanted specifically, the artist has 
to draw from 'pure text.' 'There have been many cartoonists before,' he said 
'All were self-taught. But none of them have shared their knowledge. I feel 
this should be done.' His two books in black and white done with markers 
were doing very well in the market.


Subir Roy, illustrator for CBT said that today the book was a product and 
market-driven. The story should have scope to be illustrated. One book of 
his was selling for 25 years only because of its simplicity. There should be 
more information books for children. Saurabh Pandey shared with the group 
how he had to use his ingenuity to make a lifeless topic, seemingly in one 
colour, come to life in his book 'Counting Clouds.' He tried low angle 
shots, top angle shots, and introduced an aeroplane to break the monotony. 
And he gave the clouds faces. He felt that in children's books produced in 
the west the child's psychology is simplistic, whereas in India there is far 
more diversity. A book loved by a child in one part of India may be rejected 
by another in another part.


Rajeev Banjara said there should be a similar conference such as this one, 
but on a national scale. Madhavi Menon was impressed with Brian's work and 
proposed that Brian speak at the end. Brian said he felt he was among 
friends. He said that from the point of view of a publisher, having a 
different colour scheme on the next page may raise the cost of the book and 
make it unaffordable for children. However to meet this need there are 
various colour combinations of books i.e

[Goanet] 'Patios do Curacao': Brian at Lusofest 2006, Delhi

2006-11-24 Thread brian mark mendonca
'PATIOS DO CURACAO': BRIAN AT LUSOFEST 2006 IN DELHI UNIVERSITY


era o sopro distante das manhas sobre o mar
e eu disse sentido os seus passos nos patios do curaçao

[there was the distant breath of mornings on the sea
and I spoke, feeling its steps in the courtyards of the heart]

Eugenie de Andrade
Portuguese poet (born 1923)

Goan poet Brian Mendonça was invited to read his poems and play songs on his 
guitar at the ongoing Portuguese Cultural Week at the Lusofest 2006 being 
held between 20-24  November 2006 at the Arts Faculty of the Delhi 
University. The festival is being held in collaboration with the Instituto 
Camoes, Portuguese Cultural Centre, New Delhi.

The event on 21 November was the outcome of a synergy between Brian and Dr 
Moura, Director, Instituto Camoes, New Delhi to whom Brian had presented his 
book 'Last Bus to Vasco: Poems from Goa' soon after it was released, in May 
this year.

Sitting on the lawns in the afternoon, Brian felt at home in the midst of a 
score of Portuguese language students and his teacher of Portuguese Ms 
Manjulata Sharma in 2000. Delighted to be there, Brian presented a copy of 
Camilo Albuquerque's Portuguese songs 'Respigando: Cançoes Populares 
Portuguesas' from Goa to Ms Sharma. He also distributed copies of a flyer on 
Last Bus to Vasco and his article on the state of contemporary English 
poetry entitled 'The Palette in India' (Tehelka 19 March 2005).

Ably supported by the young Pedro, visiting from Portugal, the moment opened 
with everyone launching into 'Nasce Selvagem' the 1970's hit song by 
Resistencia with Brian on the guitar.

The students enjoyed Brian's reading of 'Sonya' and particularly the final 
lines from Nobel-prize-winning Portuguese novelist Jose Saramago 'Aqui o mar 
acaba e a terra principia'  [Here the sea ends and the land begins] which 
seemed to flow so naturally from the preceding lines, though in English. 
'Room No. 9' which followed made a reference to azulejos, 12 of which also 
made up the border at the top and the bottom of the invitation to the 
festival and the various programmes.

'Fugitive' was a favourite and Ms Sharma had supplied the last line herself. 
Brian admitted to the delight of the students that he had actually composed 
that poem during Ms Sharma's class in order to help him remember the 
Portuguese prepositions! Brian showed students the article inspired by that 
poem and published in 'Goa Today' in August 2001. When one of the students 
made bold to ask whether Brian used to do Ms Sharma's homework, he answered 
'Sometimes'!

Guitar music followed with the racy 'Malhao Malhao'  and 'Mama eu Quero' and 
students tapping their hands.

"'Venha Mais Vezes' says Mrs Noronha" - the line which appears in 'May Queen' 
illustrated how Portuguese is woven effortlessly in Brian's English poems. 
The flavour of Goa was brought closer with mention of Portuguese dishes like 
Xacuti and reixadde.

The Goan dulpods sung by Brian provided the caramel on the bebinca with 
students wanting to learn about uncle rat in 'Hundra mhojea mama . . .' 
When they asked for more Brian obliged with the stately mando 'Tujea Utrar 
re Pateaneum' [Depending on your word . . . .  I remained unmarried]

'You made us sad, now make us happy' said Ms Sharma after the mando. So we 
sang some more. And as autumn leaves scattered in the distance, Brian read 
'Sea in the Sky' inspired by Portuguese poet Sophia de Mello Breyner's poem 
'Day of Sea'. The quest for one's destiny in space and time, whether in 
Delhi or Goa continues to be explored on the run . . . like the fugitive.

Breyner's work is also showcased in the breathtaking exhibition on display 
at Lusofest 2006 entitled : 'Lingua Portuguesa: Um Oceano de Culturas'  [The 
Portuguese Language: An Ocean of Cultures]. The quotations from poets from 
Portuguese-speaking countries appear against the backdrop of a surging sea 
in its countless moods . . .

As crianças brincam no praia dos seus pensamentos
E banham-se no mar dos seus longos sonhos

[Children play on the beaches of their thoughts
And swim in the sea of their endless dreams]

 Fernando Sylva (1917-1993)
  Timor-Leste

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[Goanet] MAHARAJAH OF KACHCH Savours 'Last Bus t o Vasco'

2006-10-23 Thread brian mark mendonca

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MAHARAJAH OF KACHCH SAVOURS 'LAST BUS TO VASCO'

'Delightful poems, very penetrating. Wishing you great success' - wrote the 
Maharao Pragmulji IIIrd of Kachch when Brian Mendonça called on him at his 
Ranjit Vilas palace in Bhuj, Gujarat earlier this month.  He invited Brian 
to stay at the sprawling palace --lush with greenery -- and write poetry.

In a private audience with the erstwhile Maharajah of the state of Kachch 
(now Kutch) on Sunday, 1 October, 2006, Brian read out poems from his 
self-published book 'Last Bus to Vasco: Poems from Goa' (New Delhi, 2006). 
Brian had taken the opportunity to meet with the Maharajah when he travelled 
from his Vijay Vilas palace at Mandvi to Bhuj during Navratri. The meeting 
was coordinated by Dr Namrata Singh, Brian's local host and school friend in 
Adipur.

The Maharao was pleased to know that Brian was born in Mithapur, in 
Jamnagar, Gujarat and did his early schooling in Mt Carmel High School, 
Gandhidham.

The Maharao quite swept Brian of his feet by insisting on paying for a copy 
of the book and asking Brian to sign it for him. The Maharao said he 
understood the effort it takes to publish a book.

Brian opened with his poem 'Last Bus to Vasco.' On hearing 'Requiem to a Sal' 
and 'Homecoming' he observed that the cutting of trees in the name of 
development continues unabated in Goa because Goans have given developers a 
mandate to do so. Progress was a double-edged sword, so to speak. 'Budni' 
was specially dear to his heart, describing as it did the course of the 
Narmada river which runs through Gujarat, but which Brian had crossed at 
Budni while travelling on the Goa Express train from Delhi to Vasco. Brian 
read his poem 'Epsilon' written on an an IA flight from Goa to Delhi, after 
which a plea was made to increase IA flights to and from Bhuj.

He asked Brian to also read a poem which was not in the collection. Brian 
readily complied with his new poem 'The Smell of Burnt Leaves' inspired by 
his trip from Vasco to Candolim in August this year.

During his trip to Kachch, Brian visited his old school Mount Carmel and was 
warmly welcomed by his teacher Sr Alvina AC who was also present at the 
launch of the book in April this year in Vasco, Goa.  A poem he wrote on 
this visit appears below.


'The Face of Kachch'

  -by Brian Mendonça

On the Anjar road
The ceiling hangs like a curtain
'Kamal ke phool
Raste ke us paar'
The pir of the wayside
Over looks the Rann
In the tremor of tomorrow
A hand reaches through the dust
Jesal-Toral
'tyon pralaya aave'
'Chak De' for the children
Allah ko pyare
Kukma's biscuits
Wean smiles at Bhujori
On the Surajbari bridge
The blue ribbon of Sayaji
Lignite from Panandro
On the Sarkhej road
A caravan of camels
Stitches in kantha
Mandvi or Bhuj
'Koteshwar is not going anywhere.'

   (Kachch, Gujarat
29 Sep -- 2 Oct 2006)


Glossary

Kachch: old name for modern day Kutch one of the princely states merged with 
the new India in 1947
Anjar: Epicentre of the devastating earthquake of  26 Jan 2001, on the 
Adipur-Bhuj road
'Kamal ke phool raaste ke us paar':(Hindi)'Lotus flowers on the other side 
of the road'
Jesal-Toral: Jesal, a medieval bandit reformed by Toral a Kachchi woman. 
Unable to be together in life their graves lie apart at Anjar in a 452 yr 
old memorial. Legend has it that the graves are inching towards each other. 
'Jyon Jesal-Toral ni samadhi bhega thai, tyo pralaya aave' i.e. 
(Gujarati)'When the graves of Jesal and Toral touch each other, then, will 
the end of the world be near'
Chak De:memorial to the children who lost their lives in the earthquake - 
'In the Everlasting Memory of those who died in the earthquake at Anjar town'
'Allah ko pyaare': (Hindi)'Dear to Allah' (euphemism for having met with 
death)
Bhujori: Children's village near Bhuj, to rehabilitate children of the 
earthquake
Surajbari: The name of the crucial bridge on NH 8A connecting Kutch to the 
rest of Gujarat, and which spans the little Rann of Kutch
Sayaji: 9115 Bandra-Bhuj Sayaji Express. Referred to by the locals simply as 
'Sayaji'
Sarkhej: Near Ahmedabad. The poet travelled by road from Ahmedabad to 
Adipur - a distance of  about 6 hours
Kantha  stitch work on counterpanes made by villagers in Banni village in 
Kachch
Mandvi, Bhuj: The official residences of the Maharao of Kachch - The Vijay 
Vilas palace in Mandvi and the Ranjit Vilas palace in 

[Goanet] AIR Delhi hosts Brian's Poems on Goa

2006-10-01 Thread brian mark mendonca

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AIR DELHI HOSTS BRIAN's POEMS ON GOA

Last Sunday evening at 9.30 pm (September 24, 2006) Brian Mendonca was heard 
reciting his poems on the Rajdhani Channel of AIR Delhi. The frequency is 
450.5 metres Medium Wave(AM), corresponding to 666 kilohertz. The crisp 
capsule of Brian's poems paints a canvas of idyllic Goa, against a backdrop 
of his encounter of the eternal truths of life, viz. life, love, beauty and 
death. The script is provided below. Since this broadcast may not be picked 
up by stations beyond transmission radius of 300 km. The poems were recorded 
earlier in AIR studios. This programme was made possible through the 
initiative of Vijendra Sajwan, Programme Exective, AIR Delhi.

SCRIPT FOR POETRY RECITATION ON AIR DELHI

Tonight I am going to present 5 poems for you bringing you the flavour of 
Goa in its many colours and its many moods.

The poems I will present are:

'Last Bus to Vasco'
'Requiem to a Sal'
'Father Joseph Rowland-Salema'
'Sonya'
'The Bells of St. Andrews'


'Last Bus to Vasco' was written on a bus journey from Panjim to Vasco in 
1997.  In the early days when this poem was written, the last bus to Vasco 
from Panjim bus stand used to leave Panjim as early as 8 pm. Whatever ones 
business in Panjim or beyond the river Mandovi one was always anxious to 
make it in time to catch the last bus home to Vasco -or risk getting left 
behind.


LAST BUS TO VASCO

I
Cool zephyrs of night
Under the canopy of the western sky,
Everything dissolves
Places, smells, memories, distances.
Orion smiles in benevolence.
Full-busted fisherwomen urge their pantulems onto the bus.
"Maincho gho" seethes the conductor.

Mandovi bridge lights kiss me farewell
As I gaze down,
>From Bambolim slope.
"2213," "PAGE ME" scream the hoardings.
"Fulancho Khuris," spires doffed in benediction
Matrimandir of the faithful.
"O Lord, hear my prayer"
"Siridao Siridao, vos vos."

Ancient palm trees, lonely sentinels
Penetrate the inky darkness.
"Kingfisher Bar and Rest."
Shrouds the brooding Goa Velha cemetry.


II
Zuari crossing
Sodium lights shimmer on the Styx.
Tourists whistle; "Iea maray!"
Hurry up please it is time.
Here time stands still.
Unlike the stormy Krishna, or the restless Jamuna
The lambent Zuari
Receives the prow of the ferry boat
In Cosmic harmony.
Must call home. It's late.
"All-lines-in-this-route-are-busy. Please-call-after-some-time."


III
Crossroads Cortalim
Watermelons galore.
"Ieta?"says the matador van.
9.05 pm.
Red tail lights flicker,
Cavalcade of vehicles head for home.
DEA, MH, GAO-2
"Vasudhaiva Kutumbakam."
The rim of land parleys with the river.
Goa Shipyard. Pothole crater ahead!!
Where tyre wheels measure
The undulations of social interactions.
KTC bus stand, Vasco.
My two-wheeler sulks at my inattention.
On the road once more,
The short ride home . . .
To Goa, my own Ephraim.


My next poem 'Requiem to a Sal' was written in Mangor Hill in 1987. The poem 
is about the timber-providing Sal tree which is much sought after for 
construction purposes.


REQUIEM TO A SAL

They came
Armed with axes
And split its bark with gashes
In a frenzied madness

The glistening blade
Laying bare
The oozing gum, the ebbing life . . .
Stroke after stroke
They hack relentlessly,
Until,
With a mighty shudder
What was, ceases to be

'New building coming up' -- they said.

O hear my cry piteous Mankind!
As years roll by, and you multiply,
Will we be bereft of Nature's supply?

REST in Peace, dismembered One,
Condemned to oblivion by thankless sons.
Your sprightly shade, your laden boughs
The carefree twitter of morning birds.
Forgotten.

We will miss you.

The world is too much with us!
Alas Man! You exact too high a price
To fashion yourself shelters through ruthless device.


The next poem is composed on a little village in north Goa called Siolim. 
'Fr Joseph Rowland-Salema' was written in 1999 during the parish feast of St 
Anthony of the church of Siolim.


FR JOSEPH ROWLAND-SALEMA

Fr Joseph Rowland-Salema
Is parish priest of St. Anthony's, Siolim
'That's what they call me,' he says
as he listens to Bach on CD.

He roams the chambers of his 16th-century church
With a grave poise, you'll have to agree
Holding a finger on his lips, and a furrow of a frown
To silence the pixea of Siolim.

Of St. Anthony and his icons - the brown habit, the lily,
the tonsure, the Child
The village people know little
Save that in Padua he was born, in the 12th century (I think)
At t

[Goanet] KATOR RE BHAJI: Sequeira Signs Off

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'Kator re Bhaji!': Sequeira Signs Off
(1930-2006)


On a rain-swept evening on 29 July this year at the Secunderabad Sailing 
Club I met with Sir - he was always 'Sir' to me - for the last time. To the 
tempest of the angry Hussain Sagar lake in the background, Sequeira was to 
introduce me on behalf of the Poetry Society of Hyderabad to read from my 
debut volume of poems 'Last Bus to Vasco: Poems from Goa' (2006).

In some ways Sequeira's life was pretty poetic itself. The youngest of 5 
children, he lived on his own terms, did what he most enjoyed - made a 
career of it, in fact - and was loved and respected by one and all. Though 
he hailed from Sequeira-vaddo in Saligao, Goa, Sequeira was born in Abids, 
Hyderabad on 5 Jan 1930. All his life he travelled widely. 'He was a true 
humanist, a teacher, multifaceted and rare,'says Professor Rana Nayar, 
University of Panjab.

At ease in Latin which he quoted that evening, Sequeira would often regale 
us in the ASRC auditorium, Hyderabad, in its heyday in the 90's, with 
passing quotations from Italian, Greek and Portuguese. From there it was a 
short distance to his whipping out his mouth organ and playing a blues tune, 
for the by-now unforgettable lecture-dems on American music.  Though he had 
over 80 research articles to his credit it was his book 'Popular Culture: 
East and West' (1991) which best defined him in the scope of its discussion 
from the Goan carnival to Bob Dylan.

He had the gift of making you believe in yourself. His twinkling eyes made 
everything seem alright. He spurred you on to what you could become - to 
perfect yourself. In Chandigarh for the MELUS conference at Panjab 
University in March 2005, after playing for him the customary Goan dulpods 
which he loved, he pointed out that my guitar recital of a Giuliani 
'Andante' needed brushing up. He was a connoisseur of the arts and 
everything of taste.

Sequeira was a father-figure for so many of us. And on the 29th evening he 
quipped that he had now achieved 'grandfather' status since he had taught 
Professor Lakshmi Chandra, CIEFL Hyderabad, my own PhD supervisor, back in 
'71 at the Nizam college, Hyderabad. 'His dedication to the ASRC, his 
willingness to listen and to help,' are fondly remembered by Professor 
Chandra. 'An era ended with him. He was a person of the first magnitude, an 
institution by himself,' says Ms. Tanutrushna Panigrahi, Fulbright scholar 
and Assistant Professor of English, Bhubaneshwar.

'Books, music and food, these were his loves - in that order. He used to 
encourage people who wanted to study and helped them financially too,' 
recalls Mrs Marie Sequeira, wife of Sequeira's nephew Hector. 'On Sunday 
mornings he was part of the church choir; in the afternoon he would visit 
the Widow's Home to spread the sunshine of his bonhomie,' reminisces Manju 
Jaidka in her moving tribute on the net ( http://dearer.blogspot.com/).

And on the 29th I left the company of those partaking of the banquet of 
snacks and hastened into the plush hall. I wanted to compose myself for the 
reading from my poems which he had enjoyed immensely for the 'sights and 
sound of Goa.' There in the vast hall was Sir, a lone figure, in his light 
grey safari, proud in his ideals and life long values, already sitting on 
one of the chairs. Always conscious of time, Sir was there before time near 
the dais. Alone-ness, however, was no stranger to Sequeira - he remained a 
bachelor.

I seized those precious moments with him and he asked me about my work. I 
told him about my poetry reading in Calangute, Goa the week before.  And of 
the earlier reading at Cafe Literati of 'Kator re Bhaji'. He was saddened by 
the dwindling numbers who actually spoke or understood Konkani these days. 
So full of his joie de vivre, he once more urged me on to write more and 
continue what I was doing. And after a pause he burst out in Konkani 'Kator 
re bhaji!' the colloquial idiomatic expression to roughly mean 'Carry on! 
Press ahead with what you are doing!' (I am most grateful to Daniel F de 
Souza of Vasco for his insight on the expression.)

Sequeira would mean that for all us who knew him, to realize our dreams as 
he would want us to. The partial lunar eclipse on the night he left us on 7 
September must yield to a new day imbued with the spirit of his vision and 
his values.


Brian Mendonça
[EMAIL PROTECTED]
9818432507
New Delhi 

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[Goanet] Sequeira's 'Arietta' : Hearing the Silence

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Sequeira's 'Arietta' : Hearing the Silence


Spending a quiet morning in Delhi in memory of my mentor and friend. Going 
down the years thinking how much he meant to me. Helping me through are 
Beethoven's last 3 piano sonatas (Rudolf Serkin, pianist). How much Sequeira 
would have enjoyed listening to them. As the notes cascade over each other I 
realise Sequeira was an interpreter of life like Serkin is of Beethoven's 
music. Music moved him, pushed him, challenged him towards the absolute.

'Beethoven's thirty-two sonatas were written over almost 30 years, in the 
manner of a gigantic clash between Beethoven and his instrument, in which 
his creative genius expressed itself condensed, decanted, like nowhere else,' 
writes Andre Tubeuf. Sequeira's life too was a constant encounter with 
music, whether seeing similarities between music and literature, teasing out 
the jazz forms of Vachel Lindsay, or speaking on the cadence of an urdu nazm 
or ghazal.

On October 10, 1991 I shared the dais with him at the Golay Memorial hall at 
the University of Poona, Pune. He was to speak on 'Literature and Music' and 
I on Mozart. This was to commemorate the bicentenary of Mozart's death in 
1791. Though we did play the sprightly opening movement of Mozart's '40' 
i.e. Symphony Number 40 in G minor, Isaac's favourite was always Albinoni's 
stately Adagio for strings and organ in G minor.

In my MPhil days when he breezed in to the Department of English of the 
University of Poona to speak at the refresher courses, he strode like a 
colossus, having a distinct penchant for that deep blue shirt of his. He 
filled the room with his presence.

Awed by his deep appreciation of music as an elixir of life -- I used to 
pick up cheap cassettes of compilations of western classical music from 
Alurkar music house, Karve road, to listen to, in a bid to develop my 
fledgling interest. When I showed one of these to him he rubbished my 
purchase saying I should listen to the entire work, not fragments of it.

We somewhat made amends by taking in 'Ghasiram Kotwal' when it was staged at 
Nehru Memorial hall, Pune after which we settled down to hearty sizzlers at 
'The Place' (Near Manneys) with Sequeira holding forth on the finer points 
of venison and lamb.

In Hyderabad he helped me with my paper on 'The Use of Music in TS Eliot's 
Murder in the Cathedral' (CIEFL Bulletin, 6.1 June 1994). At one of the 
various sessions discussing the role of the Chorus in the play he promptly 
started singing the 'Dies Irae' (Day of Wrath) in Gregorian chant in Latin 
with the emphasis at the appropriate places:
doh si doh la si sol la la
QUAERENS ME SEDISTE LASSUS

He took a keen interest in opera. But his attempts to cultivate a liking for 
this form in his students met with little success as he recounted to me. All 
he got once after a sublime aria was a shocked silence among the class and a 
brave voice which perked up and said 'Sir, yeh aurat kyoon chillah rahee 
heh?!'

When I moved to Delhi in 2000 and worked Sundays as an announcer on AIR I 
used to host the 'Music for Leisure' slot in the afternoon. Oftentimes if we 
were broadcasting a piece I knew he'd enjoy, I used to call him up and press 
my mobile to the playback speakers in the studio. Vivified and in a hearty 
post-prandial mood he would hold forth on the piece in question - Wagner, 
Delius or Brahms - and garnish it with an anecdote.

Though I had begun my working life, our interaction never waned. Whenever I 
used to buzz down to Hyderabad I would make it a point to see him. And take 
a photo with him. And lately I noticed, depending on which side of him I was 
standing, his arm used to reach behind me holding me close to his side. Yet 
taking the utmost care that his hand was not caught on camera.

The infinite vision of Beethoven's Arietta of Sonata No.32 in C minor, Opus 
111 (CD, Sony 5128692000) helps me cope with the absence. In its melding of 
polarities, from the limpid to the ethereal, it is the work of a genius. 
Roughly 18 minutes, it seems to span a lifetime of purpose. A heroic 
statement, a bridge across the river of time, a meditation on the lanes, 
between this world and the beyond:

Only when you drink from the river of silence
shall you indeed sing.
And when the earth shall claim your limbs
then shall you truly dance.

-Kahlil Gibran 'The Prophet'


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[Goanet] Sequeira's 'Arietta' : Hearing the Silence

2006-09-28 Thread brian mark mendonca

* G * O * A * N * E * T  C * L * A * S * S * I * F * I * E * D * S *

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Sequeira’s 'Arietta' : Hearing the Silence


Spending a quiet morning in Delhi in memory of my mentor and friend. Going down 
the years thinking how much he meant to me. Helping me through are Beethoven’s 
last 3 piano sonatas (Rudolf Serkin, pianist). How much Sequeira would have 
enjoyed listening to them. As the notes cascade over each other I realise 
Sequeira was an interpreter of life like Serkin is of Beethoven’s music. Music 
moved him, pushed him, challenged him towards the absolute. 

'Beethoven’s thirty–two sonatas were written over almost 30 years, in the 
manner of a gigantic clash between Beethoven and his instrument, in which his 
creative genius expressed itself condensed, decanted, like nowhere else,’ 
writes Andre Tubeuf. Sequeira’s life too was a constant encounter with music, 
whether seeing similarities between music and literature, teasing out the jazz 
forms of Vachel Lindsay, or speaking on the cadence of an urdu nazm or ghazal.

On October 10, 1991 I shared the dais with him at the Golay Memorial hall at 
the University of Poona, Pune. He was to speak on ‘Literature and Music’ and I 
on Mozart. This was to commemorate the bicentenary of Mozart’s death in 1791. 
Though we did play the sprightly opening movement of Mozart’s ‘40’ i.e. 
Symphony Number 40 in G minor, Isaac’s favourite was always Albinoni’s stately 
Adagio for strings and organ in G minor. 

In my MPhil days when he breezed in to the Department of English of the 
University of Poona to speak at the refresher courses, he strode like a 
colossus, having a distinct penchant for that deep blue shirt of his. He filled 
the room with his presence.

Awed by his deep appreciation of music as an elixir of life -- I used to pick 
up cheap cassettes of compilations of western classical music from Alurkar 
music house, Karve road, to listen to, in a bid to develop my fledgling 
interest. When I showed one of these to him he rubbished my purchase saying I 
should listen to the entire work, not fragments of it. 

We somewhat made amends by taking in 'Ghasiram Kotwal' when it was staged at 
Nehru Memorial hall, Pune after which we settled down to hearty sizzlers at 
‘The Place’ (Near Manneys) with Sequeira holding forth on the finer points of 
venison and lamb.

In Hyderabad he helped me with my paper on ‘The Use of Music in TS Eliot’s 
Murder in the Cathedral’ (CIEFL Bulletin, 6.1 June 1994). At one of the various 
sessions discussing the role of the Chorus in the play he promptly started 
singing the ‘Dies Irae’ (Day of Wrath) in Gregorian chant in Latin with the 
emphasis at the appropriate places:
doh si doh la si sol la la
QUAERENS ME SEDISTE LASSUS

He took a keen interest in opera. But his attempts to cultivate a liking for 
this form in his students met with little success as he recounted to me. All he 
got once after a sublime aria was a shocked silence among the class and a brave 
voice which perked up and said ‘Sir, yeh aurat kyoon chillah rahee heh?!’

When I moved to Delhi in 2000 and worked Sundays as an announcer on AIR I used 
to host the ‘Music for Leisure’ slot in the afternoon. Oftentimes if we were 
broadcasting a piece I knew he’d enjoy, I used to call him up and press my 
mobile to the playback speakers in the studio. Vivified and in a hearty 
post-prandial mood he would hold forth on the piece in question – Wagner, 
Delius or Brahms – and garnish it with an anecdote.

Though I had begun my working life, our interaction never waned. Whenever I 
used to buzz down to Hyderabad I would make it a point to see him. And take a 
photo with him. And lately I noticed, depending on which side of him I was 
standing, his arm used to reach behind me holding me close to his side. Yet 
taking the utmost care that his hand was not caught on camera. 

The infinite vision of Beethoven’s Arietta of Sonata No.32 in C minor, Opus 111 
(CD, Sony 5128692000) helps me cope with the absence. In its melding of 
polarities, from the limpid to the ethereal, it is the work of a genius. 
Roughly 18 minutes, it seems to span a lifetime of purpose. A heroic statement, 
a bridge across the river of time, a meditation on the lanes, between this 
world and the beyond:

Only when you drink from the river of silence
shall you indeed sing…
And when the earth shall claim your limbs
then shall you truly dance.

-Kahlil Gibran 'The Prophet'


brian mendonca
[EMAIL PROTECTED] 


-- next part --

[Goanet] BRUTALLY BRUTUS -- 6 POINTS

2006-08-19 Thread brian mark mendonca
rico,

i really liked your crisp report on the mandar killing at vasco.

i read your piece this morning on VU. the questions you raise are so pertinent.

your reader-friendly take off point with riza, the fact that mandar was a DJ, 
the headlines in konkani . . . made me, sitting in delhi, feel as if i was on 
NH 17 - on the bus as it were, participating in an avid discussion among the 
passengers . . . 

Allow me to itemize the issues you articulate so eloquently:

1. 'But is it an indicator of a society in turmoil, unable to cope with 
change, struggling to cope with affluence?' 

2. 'As we move from our outdated traditional value-system are we caught in a 
vacuum till we find new ones?'

3. 'Is this just a story of who killed whom and why, or a wider one of where 
our society is going wrong?'

4. '[Have]we fail[ed] to build the coping mechanisms?

5. 'Why in the rush for "excellence" our institutions are failing to take care 
of the very people [they create]'

6. ' . . . who don't need to wait till they commit a murder to get some 
meaning out of an often meaningless life.'

if goanetters can post some reactions to these issues point-wise our search 
will have begun. 

if i can help in any way to assist our search as we grope for answers  . . . 
on this sad day . . .

my poem, 'Good Friday in Cuncolim' came to mind where Gina Peters commits 
suicide in Cuncolim by burning herself (?).

death comes in various guises . . .

but today brutus has his day. 

let caesar rest now.

brian
new delhi 
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[Goanet] POETRY BY THE SEA, PLAINS AND HILLS

2006-08-09 Thread brian mark mendonca
POETRY BY THE SEA, PLAINS AND HILLS 

 
Goan traveller-poet Brian Mendonca is just back in Delhi from a whirlwind sea-
plains-hills poetic tour, reading and writing poems in the rain at calangute 
near the sea; at the secunderabad sailing club overlooking the angry 
Hussainsagar lake on the deccan plains and at Nainital among the idyllic lakes 
of Bhimtal and Naukuchiya Tal.

Choreographed over 3 consecutive weekends brian seized the day stealing red 
hot monsoon fares on low-cost flights to goa and hyderabad.

Cafe Literati, Calangute hosted Brian on Sat 22 July as rain beat down on 
Diviya Kapur's old Goan house and the windows swayed to the breeze. Renowned 
author Maria Aurora Couto introduced brian by candle-light in the absence of 
electicity. She later wrote in the Visitors's Book-'Deeply moved by Brian's 
passionate and and wistful evocation of the Goa we love - his deep feelings 
for the environment, the liveliness and wit that binds the community, the 
poetry of life on the move!'

Brian's PhD supervisor Prof Lakshmi Chandra and her mother Ms Ruttonsha hosted 
brian's poetry reading at the prestigious secunderabad sailing club the 
following weekend on sat 29th July. Brian also read at his alma mater the 
Central Institute of English and Foreign Languages (CIEFL),where brian did his 
PhD on madness, on Sunday.

The lakes at Bhimtal and Naukuchiyatal beckoned the last weekend 3-5 August. 
This was an official chillout and Brian came away with 3 new poems - the 
latest being 'My Innisfree'.

For recent net reviews of Brian's 'Last Bus to Vasco: Poems from Goa' see the 
links below:

1. Muse India - Current Issue- Neeti Sadarangani: On 'Last Bus to Vasco' Last 
Bus to Vasco is a first book of poems by Brian Mendonca, a Goan poet who works 
with a publishing house in New Delhi. ...
www.museindia.com/showcon.asp?id=337 - 7k - Cached - Similar pages
[ More results from www.museindia.com ] 

2. Heartfelt and very Goan - Deccan Herald - Internet Edition Deccan Herald 
Now Available Globally in Print Format ... Brian Mendonca looks at Goa with 
the same passion, love and respect. ...
www. deccanherald.com/deccanherald/jul162006/books1858522006714.asp - 46k - 
Cached - Similar pages  
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[Goanet] 'Last Bus to Vasco' goes to Frankfurt

2006-08-07 Thread brian mark mendonca
'LAST BUS TO VASCO' GOES TO FRANKFURT


After being displayed in Toronto for the Viva Goa festival last week, Goan 
traveller-poet Brian Mendonca's debut volume of verse - 'Last Bus to Vasco: 
Poems from Goa' - now heads to Frankfurt for the Frankfurt Book Fair between 4-
8 October 2006.

The happy news was conveyed to Brian this morning by Sushama Sonak, Editor, 
National Book Trust, New Delhi. NBT which will showcase the India pavillion at 
the event sees 'Last Bus' as an apt representation of 'Today's India' which is 
the theme for this year where India is the Guest of Honour.

Come October the organisers are expecting 280,000 people to come to the book 
city. On 13 hall levels, around 7,000 exhibitors from 100 countries will 
introduce more than 350,000 books.

The guest of honour for 2007 is Catalonia. Brian is also working on linkages 
for translation of his work in Spanish and Portuguese at this mega event.
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[Goanet] Last Bus to Hyderabad

2006-07-31 Thread brian mark mendonca

* G * O * A * N * E * T  C * L * A * S * S * I * F * I * E * D * S *

Enjoy your holiday in Goa. Stay at THE GARCA BRANCA from November to May
 There is no better, value for money, guest house.
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Brian 'Last Bus to Vasco' Mendonca read his poems yesterday evening Sat 29 
July 2006, at 6 pm, in the picturesque environs of the Secunderabad Sailing 
Club.

Brian is here at the invitation of the Poetry Society Hyderabad. The event was 
hosted by Mrs G N Ruttonsha and Prof Lakshmi Chandra. 

Overlooking the angry Hussain Sagar lake, with crests of white foam, the rains 
beat over the banyan tree as the drenched crow swooped overhead.

After an elaborate high tea, a goodly crowd of 50+ poetry lovers gathered 
under chandeliers to hear the sound of the last bus on its way to vasco. 

Prof Isaac Sequeira a goan and UGC professor emeritus introduced brian. a 
terrific CD system recreated the ambience of NH 17 and 'pantulems' received 
high praise for its fishy allusion. the deep hall echoed with laughter at 'On 
the run' and 'UIMCF'. 

discarding the dais, brian yanked his chair just upfront near the seated 
semicircle, and read his poems to a mesmerized audience, who hadn't quite seen 
anything like it before.

the interaction was spirited and one gent observed 'i have not heard such 
music in poetry before'. meenakshi mukherjee called for a rendering of some 
poems which were not in the book. brian obliged with 'Traveller' and 'Srinagar 
1998'. 

'Imagery, music, laughter, song -- so beautifully put together!' -- wrote DGP 
Ms Aruna Bahuguna who took the time to come for a while.

'Some of your poems are so deep, while some others are so simple' observed 
another. brian responded saying, 'the ordinary is poetic.'

the rainswept evening recalled brian's reading at cafe literati calangute on 
the previous saturday 22 july . . .

the bells of st andrews ushered the evening to a close, by which time dark had 
overtaken the dusk.

10 copies of Last Bus to Vasco: Poems from Goa were sold at the event and 4 
among friends in Hyderabad so far.

the traveller-poet does another reading at 5.30 pm today (Sunday, 30 july) at 
the premises of his alma mater, the Central Institute of English and Foreign 
Languages (CIEFL) -- where brian did his PhD on madness in the Gothic novel -- 
before catching the 3.40 a.m. flight back to delhi.

to be in time for work come monday. . . .
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