We sure do have a LOT in common, Larry! Are you sure you're not my twin???
All kidding aside ... there is something really awesome about having someone
who knows exactly what you go/went through. That's what makes this such a
special place for me.
Thanks Larry The Q-List for being here!!
Nan
On Sunday, June 8, 2014 12:24 PM, Larry Willis lwillis82...@gmail.com wrote:
Nan, you and I are soul mates - born on the same day, hurt in the same way.
Your memories are so like mine it is almost scary. I too remember the dive, the
zing, the floating, being lifted out, the ambulance ride, clothes cut -- all of
it, even the 5% odds. It is like my life has been on pause since that moment,
waiting for someone to hit play again. I'll wager you feel the same way. John
Milton the great poet became blind. In thinking of his blindness, he wrote,
They also serve who only stand and wait. I think that is true with us. Our
Purpose lies in the love we share with each other. Hang in there and know that
your life has touched more people than you could ever imagine. God bless, my
friend.
-- Forwarded message --
From: Danny Espinoza da...@immortaldesigns.co
Date: Saturday, June 7, 2014
Subject: [QUAD-L] 46th Anniversary
To: Nan nlg52...@yahoo.com, quad-list quad-list@eskimo.com
*hugs
-Danny
Original Message
Subject: [QUAD-L] 46th Anniversary
From: Nan nlg52...@yahoo.com
Date: Sat, June 07, 2014 1:37 pm
To: quad-list quad-list@eskimo.com
June 7, 1968. A day just like today. It was a Friday ... I woke up, did all
my primping and went to school ... I was a sophomore in HS and my world was
perfect. My parents had opened our pool earlier in the week, so I had invited
my best friend and our boyfriends over for a swim after school. We got home
about 2:30 and headed out back - full of youthful enthusiasm. We hit the pool
playfully, used the diving board and the slide ... we were having a blast.
Sometime before 3:30 (the details about time are a bit fuzzy), I took my last
step. I walked to the slide, climbed the ladder, put my hands over my head and
gracefully slid down hands first. The minute my head hit the water I felt a
zing and everything stopped. I just floated in the water ... it felt like I
was doing the jellyfish (aka dead man's) float, but I realized I couldn't
move. I knew I was in trouble, and wondered if anyone else knew it. I
directed my thoughts to my
boyfriend ... Paul, help me. Please, see me. Please He was the only
one who realized I wasn't playing. (I think I do believe in telepathy.) They
pulled me up into the air, and I could breathe again. The next thing I
remember is laying on the pool deck. It was hard to get a deep breath, but I
was breathing on my own. People kept putting my hands across my stomach, and
they would just fall off... again and again. I still don't know why they did
that. Eventually a sheriff came - he wanted to do artificial respiration,
but my neighbor sternly told him not to lay a f***ing finger on me. I was
shocked to hear an adult use that word ... no one I knew used it back then.
Finally an ambulance came, about 45 minutes after my accident. They lifted me
onto their gurney (no manual stabilization, no C-collar, no back board), slid
me into the back of the ambulance and placed a sandbag on either side of my
neck. We rode to the
hospital with one guy kneeling over me holding the sand bags and the other
blaring the siren the whole way. Gave me one hell of a headache! At the
hospital they cut off my bathing suit - I was so embarrassed. I was also
appalled ... it was a borrowed suit after all - I scolded them for wrecking it.
My memories start to fade out at that point. I did hear the clippers as they
shaved off most of my hair and the drill as they prepared to place the
Crutchfield tongs in my head, but that was all.
Much later, I found out that the doctors had given me a 5% chance ... of
surviving.
I am 62 years old, and have forgotten so much of my life, yet these memories
remain crystal clear. Time has not clouded them. You'd think by now these
memories would only bring remembrance ... not regret and sorrow. Usually I
celebrate each anniversary - the survival of one more year. This year,
however, it's hit me hard. I am not needed as I once was. I am so lonely.
Being dependent on others sucks. I want a do over - another chance. I
don't want to be a quad any more.
Thanks, O Quads, for being there to hear me.