RE: [Biofuel] People of Good Will

2004-12-30 Thread Marylynn Schmidt



So many are leaving.

I'm hearing of so many losses from all my lists and I've lost a loved one 
myself.


This is over and above the mass tragedy in Asia we're all reading about.

I'm finding it hard to understand.

Mary Lynn
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From: Darryl McMahon [EMAIL PROTECTED]
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Subject: [Biofuel] People of Good Will Date: Wed, 29 Dec 2004 13:28:49 
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Our household is in mourning, we have not lacked for tears these past few 
weeks.


A month ago my wife's mother died after a year of ups and downs and time in 
and out
of hospital.  Her passing was peaceful, and her life was long and full.  
She raised
five children in trying circumstances.  She left no doubt that I was 
welcomed into
her family.  Even in her waning days she brought comfort to others.  I will 
miss
her smile, her good nature, her grace in accepting us for who we are and 
life for

what it is.

Yesterday, I had the sad honour of being a pall-bearer for a friend and 
past
colleague.  Brian was 48, and in my opinion a genius.  However, he eschewed 
fortune
and fame that I am sure he could have obtained in favour of raising a 
family (not
genetically his own).  Brian was spiritual without being overtly religious. 
 While
he suffered from colitis, it was requested that donations in his memory go 
to
causes dear to his heart, education in Belize and a summer camp intended to 
instill
spiritual values.  Brian was one who truly supported me in my investigation 
of
biodiesel, probing the underbelly of the Hydrogen Economy and other 
pursuits.


He died less than 24 hours after being released from hospital after 
successful
surgery and 3 days before Christmas.  The coroner has not determined a 
cause of
death after an autopsy, and an inquest is now expected.  I will miss his 
curiosity,

his enthusiasm, his guiding questions and his support.

These are two people who embodied good will in my experience.  Ordinary 
in many

respects, yet so special to those close to them.

The loss of life caused by the earthquakes and tsunamis and their 
after-effects
around the Indian Ocean are beyond my comprehension.  We will be making a 
donation
to the Red Cross today in the hope that it will help in some small way 
after this

catastrophe.  Mostly because we can't imagine people of good will not doing
something in response.  Because even small acts are better than inaction.

At times like these I truly wonder if our efforts to improve our world and 
the lot
of others (and even ourselves) serve any real purpose in the face of 
nature's
caprices and the works of evil that remain evident about us.  Today I am 
tired in
spirit as well as body.  Even the love of those around me brings little 
solace.  It
is anger that provides my energy today.  Perhaps with resolve I will yet 
harness
that anger to productive use, to cut through the fog of despair that 
shrouds even
the sky now, as though it empathizes.  (More likely, I'm just too miserly 
to waste

even anger.)

I find myself grateful to the community on this list for continually 
showing me
that there are still so many people of good will that also strive for a 
better
world (improving this one) in their own ways.  Thank you all for sharing 
your good

will.

Wishing strength to us all, in all the good we try to do through trying 
times,


Darryl McMahon

--
Darryl McMahon  http://www.econogics.com/
It's your planet.  If you won't look after it, who will?


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Re: [Biofuel] People of Good Will

2004-12-30 Thread Phillip Wolfe

Dear Sir,

You have my condolences during these holiday times for
the passing of yoiu good friend and the passing of
your wife.

I am not married and never have been married and can
understand your anquish. However, I know that family
and companionship are important aspects of our lives.

Thanks again to Keith, Midori and others for hosting
this website so that people of similar sensibilities
can exchange words and thoughts about our world and
lives.

Daryl - we are here for you on this email community.

 





--- Darryl McMahon [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

 Our household is in mourning, we have not lacked for
 tears these past few weeks.  
 
 A month ago my wife's mother died after a year of
 ups and downs and time in and out 
 of hospital.  Her passing was peaceful, and her life
 was long and full.  She raised 
 five children in trying circumstances.  She left no
 doubt that I was welcomed into 
 her family.  Even in her waning days she brought
 comfort to others.  I will miss 
 her smile, her good nature, her grace in accepting
 us for who we are and life for 
 what it is.
 
 Yesterday, I had the sad honour of being a
 pall-bearer for a friend and past 
 colleague.  Brian was 48, and in my opinion a
 genius.  However, he eschewed fortune 
 and fame that I am sure he could have obtained in
 favour of raising a family (not 
 genetically his own).  Brian was spiritual without
 being overtly religious.  While 
 he suffered from colitis, it was requested that
 donations in his memory go to 
 causes dear to his heart, education in Belize and a
 summer camp intended to instill 
 spiritual values.  Brian was one who truly supported
 me in my investigation of 
 biodiesel, probing the underbelly of the Hydrogen
 Economy and other pursuits.  
 
 He died less than 24 hours after being released from
 hospital after successful 
 surgery and 3 days before Christmas.  The coroner
 has not determined a cause of 
 death after an autopsy, and an inquest is now
 expected.  I will miss his curiosity, 
 his enthusiasm, his guiding questions and his
 support.
 
 These are two people who embodied good will in my
 experience.  Ordinary in many 
 respects, yet so special to those close to them.
 
 The loss of life caused by the earthquakes and
 tsunamis and their after-effects 
 around the Indian Ocean are beyond my comprehension.
  We will be making a donation 
 to the Red Cross today in the hope that it will help
 in some small way after this 
 catastrophe.  Mostly because we can't imagine people
 of good will not doing 
 something in response.  Because even small acts are
 better than inaction.
 
 At times like these I truly wonder if our efforts to
 improve our world and the lot 
 of others (and even ourselves) serve any real
 purpose in the face of nature's 
 caprices and the works of evil that remain evident
 about us.  Today I am tired in 
 spirit as well as body.  Even the love of those
 around me brings little solace.  It 
 is anger that provides my energy today.  Perhaps
 with resolve I will yet harness 
 that anger to productive use, to cut through the fog
 of despair that shrouds even 
 the sky now, as though it empathizes.  (More likely,
 I'm just too miserly to waste 
 even anger.)
 
 I find myself grateful to the community on this list
 for continually showing me 
 that there are still so many people of good will
 that also strive for a better 
 world (improving this one) in their own ways.  Thank
 you all for sharing your good 
 will.
 
 Wishing strength to us all, in all the good we try
 to do through trying times,
 
 Darryl McMahon
 
 -- 
 Darryl McMahon  http://www.econogics.com/
 It's your planet.  If you won't look after it, who
 will?
 
 
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Re: [Biofuel] People of Good Will

2004-12-30 Thread Darryl McMahon

Philip and all, thank you for your kind thoughts.  It was cathartic for me 
simply 
to share my feelings.

To be clear, it is not my wife who passed away last month, but her mother.  

Darryl McMahon

 Dear Sir,
 
 You have my condolences during these holiday times for
 the passing of yoiu good friend and the passing of
 your wife.
 
 I am not married and never have been married and can
 understand your anquish. However, I know that family
 and companionship are important aspects of our lives.
 
 Thanks again to Keith, Midori and others for hosting
 this website so that people of similar sensibilities
 can exchange words and thoughts about our world and
 lives.
 
 Daryl - we are here for you on this email community.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
 --- Darryl McMahon [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
  Our household is in mourning, we have not lacked for
  tears these past few weeks.  
  
  A month ago my wife's mother died after a year of
  ups and downs and time in and out 
  of hospital.  Her passing was peaceful, and her life
  was long and full.  She raised 
  five children in trying circumstances.  She left no
  doubt that I was welcomed into 
  her family.  Even in her waning days she brought
  comfort to others.  I will miss 
  her smile, her good nature, her grace in accepting
  us for who we are and life for 
  what it is.
  
  Yesterday, I had the sad honour of being a
  pall-bearer for a friend and past 
  colleague.  Brian was 48, and in my opinion a
  genius.  However, he eschewed fortune 
  and fame that I am sure he could have obtained in
  favour of raising a family (not 
  genetically his own).  Brian was spiritual without
  being overtly religious.  While 
  he suffered from colitis, it was requested that
  donations in his memory go to 
  causes dear to his heart, education in Belize and a
  summer camp intended to instill 
  spiritual values.  Brian was one who truly supported
  me in my investigation of 
  biodiesel, probing the underbelly of the Hydrogen
  Economy and other pursuits.  
  
  He died less than 24 hours after being released from
  hospital after successful 
  surgery and 3 days before Christmas.  The coroner
  has not determined a cause of 
  death after an autopsy, and an inquest is now
  expected.  I will miss his curiosity, 
  his enthusiasm, his guiding questions and his
  support.
  
  These are two people who embodied good will in my
  experience.  Ordinary in many 
  respects, yet so special to those close to them.
  
  The loss of life caused by the earthquakes and
  tsunamis and their after-effects 
  around the Indian Ocean are beyond my comprehension.
   We will be making a donation 
  to the Red Cross today in the hope that it will help
  in some small way after this 
  catastrophe.  Mostly because we can't imagine people
  of good will not doing 
  something in response.  Because even small acts are
  better than inaction.
  
  At times like these I truly wonder if our efforts to
  improve our world and the lot 
  of others (and even ourselves) serve any real
  purpose in the face of nature's 
  caprices and the works of evil that remain evident
  about us.  Today I am tired in 
  spirit as well as body.  Even the love of those
  around me brings little solace.  It 
  is anger that provides my energy today.  Perhaps
  with resolve I will yet harness 
  that anger to productive use, to cut through the fog
  of despair that shrouds even 
  the sky now, as though it empathizes.  (More likely,
  I'm just too miserly to waste 
  even anger.)
  
  I find myself grateful to the community on this list
  for continually showing me 
  that there are still so many people of good will
  that also strive for a better 
  world (improving this one) in their own ways.  Thank
  you all for sharing your good 
  will.
  
  Wishing strength to us all, in all the good we try
  to do through trying times,
  
  Darryl McMahon
 
-- 
Darryl McMahon  http://www.econogics.com/
It's your planet.  If you won't look after it, who will?


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Re: [Biofuel] People of Good Will

2004-12-30 Thread Anti-Fossil

Dear Sir,

I am appalled.  I completely missed your original post.

Please accept my sincere condolences during this time of great loss for your
family.  There is not much comfort one can offer via an email, but please
know that all the comfort and healing feelings that can be sent your way,
are being sent your way.  May you, and your family, know peace returning,
strength building, and wisdom deepening as you move forward into this new
year.



AntiFossil
Mike Krafka
Minnesota USA


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From: Darryl McMahon [EMAIL PROTECTED]
To: [EMAIL PROTECTED]
Sent: Wednesday, December 29, 2004 8:16 PM
Subject: Re: [Biofuel] People of Good Will


 Philip and all, thank you for your kind thoughts.  It was cathartic for me
simply
 to share my feelings.

 To be clear, it is not my wife who passed away last month, but her mother.

 Darryl McMahon

  Dear Sir,
 
  You have my condolences during these holiday times for
  the passing of yoiu good friend and the passing of
  your wife.
 
  I am not married and never have been married and can
  understand your anquish. However, I know that family
  and companionship are important aspects of our lives.
 
  Thanks again to Keith, Midori and others for hosting
  this website so that people of similar sensibilities
  can exchange words and thoughts about our world and
  lives.
 
  Daryl - we are here for you on this email community.
 
 
 
 
 
 
 
  --- Darryl McMahon [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:
 
   Our household is in mourning, we have not lacked for
   tears these past few weeks.
  
   A month ago my wife's mother died after a year of
   ups and downs and time in and out
   of hospital.  Her passing was peaceful, and her life
   was long and full.  She raised
   five children in trying circumstances.  She left no
   doubt that I was welcomed into
   her family.  Even in her waning days she brought
   comfort to others.  I will miss
   her smile, her good nature, her grace in accepting
   us for who we are and life for
   what it is.
  
   Yesterday, I had the sad honour of being a
   pall-bearer for a friend and past
   colleague.  Brian was 48, and in my opinion a
   genius.  However, he eschewed fortune
   and fame that I am sure he could have obtained in
   favour of raising a family (not
   genetically his own).  Brian was spiritual without
   being overtly religious.  While
   he suffered from colitis, it was requested that
   donations in his memory go to
   causes dear to his heart, education in Belize and a
   summer camp intended to instill
   spiritual values.  Brian was one who truly supported
   me in my investigation of
   biodiesel, probing the underbelly of the Hydrogen
   Economy and other pursuits.
  
   He died less than 24 hours after being released from
   hospital after successful
   surgery and 3 days before Christmas.  The coroner
   has not determined a cause of
   death after an autopsy, and an inquest is now
   expected.  I will miss his curiosity,
   his enthusiasm, his guiding questions and his
   support.
  
   These are two people who embodied good will in my
   experience.  Ordinary in many
   respects, yet so special to those close to them.
  
   The loss of life caused by the earthquakes and
   tsunamis and their after-effects
   around the Indian Ocean are beyond my comprehension.
We will be making a donation
   to the Red Cross today in the hope that it will help
   in some small way after this
   catastrophe.  Mostly because we can't imagine people
   of good will not doing
   something in response.  Because even small acts are
   better than inaction.
  
   At times like these I truly wonder if our efforts to
   improve our world and the lot
   of others (and even ourselves) serve any real
   purpose in the face of nature's
   caprices and the works of evil that remain evident
   about us.  Today I am tired in
   spirit as well as body.  Even the love of those
   around me brings little solace.  It
   is anger that provides my energy today.  Perhaps
   with resolve I will yet harness
   that anger to productive use, to cut through the fog
   of despair that shrouds even
   the sky now, as though it empathizes.  (More likely,
   I'm just too miserly to waste
   even anger.)
  
   I find myself grateful to the community on this list
   for continually showing me
   that there are still so many people of good will
   that also strive for a better
   world (improving this one) in their own ways.  Thank
   you all for sharing your good
   will.
  
   Wishing strength to us all, in all the good we try
   to do through trying times,
  
   Darryl

Re: [Biofuel] People of Good Will

2004-12-30 Thread Keith Addison



Sincere condolences, from us at JtF. I think that word means to be 
sad with, so I'll add sympathy, to feel for. Some years ago, after 
losing the last of my family, as well as many friends in different 
ways over the years, I started saying, You never get over it, you 
never stop missing them... but you get good at it after awhile.


Philip and all, thank you for your kind thoughts.  It was cathartic 
for me simply

to share my feelings.


It might be more than that. There have been so many cases (not 
demonstrated to be replicable, so it's not science) where the 
focused goodwill of a group of people has had a direct and positive 
effect, though they may not even know each other, nor even the object 
of their sympathy. Some people call it prayer, though it seems to 
be independent of religion, others have other names for it, but 
whatever you want to call it I'm convinced it's real, or I'd be left 
with too many mere coincidences for credibility, some of them 
rather startling, and I'm not a credulous person. I hope that may be 
the case with you - some solace, and a tangible reminder that it's 
too soon for despair: Abandon hope all ye who enter here is what it 
says on the gates of Hades, and we're not there yet.


Best wishes

Keith



To be clear, it is not my wife who passed away last month, but her mother.

Darryl McMahon

 Dear Sir,

 You have my condolences during these holiday times for
 the passing of yoiu good friend and the passing of
 your wife.

 I am not married and never have been married and can
 understand your anquish. However, I know that family
 and companionship are important aspects of our lives.

 Thanks again to Keith, Midori and others for hosting
 this website so that people of similar sensibilities
 can exchange words and thoughts about our world and
 lives.

 Daryl - we are here for you on this email community.







 --- Darryl McMahon [EMAIL PROTECTED] wrote:

  Our household is in mourning, we have not lacked for
  tears these past few weeks.
 
  A month ago my wife's mother died after a year of
  ups and downs and time in and out
  of hospital.  Her passing was peaceful, and her life
  was long and full.  She raised
  five children in trying circumstances.  She left no
  doubt that I was welcomed into
  her family.  Even in her waning days she brought
  comfort to others.  I will miss
  her smile, her good nature, her grace in accepting
  us for who we are and life for
  what it is.
 
  Yesterday, I had the sad honour of being a
  pall-bearer for a friend and past
  colleague.  Brian was 48, and in my opinion a
  genius.  However, he eschewed fortune
  and fame that I am sure he could have obtained in
  favour of raising a family (not
  genetically his own).  Brian was spiritual without
  being overtly religious.  While
  he suffered from colitis, it was requested that
  donations in his memory go to
  causes dear to his heart, education in Belize and a
  summer camp intended to instill
  spiritual values.  Brian was one who truly supported
  me in my investigation of
  biodiesel, probing the underbelly of the Hydrogen
  Economy and other pursuits.
 
  He died less than 24 hours after being released from
  hospital after successful
  surgery and 3 days before Christmas.  The coroner
  has not determined a cause of
  death after an autopsy, and an inquest is now
  expected.  I will miss his curiosity,
  his enthusiasm, his guiding questions and his
  support.
 
  These are two people who embodied good will in my
  experience.  Ordinary in many
  respects, yet so special to those close to them.
 
  The loss of life caused by the earthquakes and
  tsunamis and their after-effects
  around the Indian Ocean are beyond my comprehension.
   We will be making a donation
  to the Red Cross today in the hope that it will help
  in some small way after this
  catastrophe.  Mostly because we can't imagine people
  of good will not doing
  something in response.  Because even small acts are
  better than inaction.
 
  At times like these I truly wonder if our efforts to
  improve our world and the lot
  of others (and even ourselves) serve any real
  purpose in the face of nature's
  caprices and the works of evil that remain evident
  about us.  Today I am tired in
  spirit as well as body.  Even the love of those
  around me brings little solace.  It
  is anger that provides my energy today.  Perhaps
  with resolve I will yet harness
  that anger to productive use, to cut through the fog
  of despair that shrouds even
  the sky now, as though it empathizes.  (More likely,
  I'm just too miserly to waste
  even anger.)
 
  I find myself grateful to the community on this list
  for continually showing me
  that there are still so many people of good will
  that also strive for a better
  world (improving this one) in their own ways.  Thank
  you all for sharing your good
  will.
 
  Wishing strength to us all, in all the good we try
  to do through trying times,
 
  Darryl 

Re: [Biofuel] People of Good Will

2004-12-30 Thread btmd

Daryl,

Please accept my condolences along with the others on this board.

Brian

 Our household is in mourning, we have not lacked for tears these past few
 weeks.

 A month ago my wife's mother died after a year of ups and downs and time
 in and out
 of hospital.  Her passing was peaceful, and her life was long and full.
 She raised
 five children in trying circumstances.  She left no doubt that I was
 welcomed into
 her family.  Even in her waning days she brought comfort to others.  I
 will miss
 her smile, her good nature, her grace in accepting us for who we are and
 life for
 what it is.

 Yesterday, I had the sad honour of being a pall-bearer for a friend and
 past
 colleague.  Brian was 48, and in my opinion a genius.  However, he
 eschewed fortune
 and fame that I am sure he could have obtained in favour of raising a
 family (not
 genetically his own).  Brian was spiritual without being overtly
 religious.  While
 he suffered from colitis, it was requested that donations in his memory go
 to
 causes dear to his heart, education in Belize and a summer camp intended
 to instill
 spiritual values.  Brian was one who truly supported me in my
 investigation of
 biodiesel, probing the underbelly of the Hydrogen Economy and other
 pursuits.

 He died less than 24 hours after being released from hospital after
 successful
 surgery and 3 days before Christmas.  The coroner has not determined a
 cause of
 death after an autopsy, and an inquest is now expected.  I will miss his
 curiosity,
 his enthusiasm, his guiding questions and his support.

 These are two people who embodied good will in my experience.  Ordinary
 in many
 respects, yet so special to those close to them.

 The loss of life caused by the earthquakes and tsunamis and their
 after-effects
 around the Indian Ocean are beyond my comprehension.  We will be making a
 donation
 to the Red Cross today in the hope that it will help in some small way
 after this
 catastrophe.  Mostly because we can't imagine people of good will not
 doing
 something in response.  Because even small acts are better than inaction.

 At times like these I truly wonder if our efforts to improve our world and
 the lot
 of others (and even ourselves) serve any real purpose in the face of
 nature's
 caprices and the works of evil that remain evident about us.  Today I am
 tired in
 spirit as well as body.  Even the love of those around me brings little
 solace.  It
 is anger that provides my energy today.  Perhaps with resolve I will yet
 harness
 that anger to productive use, to cut through the fog of despair that
 shrouds even
 the sky now, as though it empathizes.  (More likely, I'm just too miserly
 to waste
 even anger.)

 I find myself grateful to the community on this list for continually
 showing me
 that there are still so many people of good will that also strive for a
 better
 world (improving this one) in their own ways.  Thank you all for sharing
 your good
 will.

 Wishing strength to us all, in all the good we try to do through trying
 times,

 Darryl McMahon

 --
 Darryl McMahon  http://www.econogics.com/
 It's your planet.  If you won't look after it, who will?


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Re: [Biofuel] People of Good Will

2004-12-29 Thread Kim Garth Travis


I am lighting a candle on my altar for you and yours.  May the energy I am 
sending help lighten your load.

Bright Blessings,
Kim

At 12:28 PM 12/29/2004, you wrote:
Our household is in mourning, we have not lacked for tears these past few 
weeks.


A month ago my wife's mother died after a year of ups and downs and time 
in and out
of hospital.  Her passing was peaceful, and her life was long and 
full.  She raised
five children in trying circumstances.  She left no doubt that I was 
welcomed into
her family.  Even in her waning days she brought comfort to others.  I 
will miss
her smile, her good nature, her grace in accepting us for who we are and 
life for

what it is.

Yesterday, I had the sad honour of being a pall-bearer for a friend and past
colleague.  Brian was 48, and in my opinion a genius.  However, he 
eschewed fortune
and fame that I am sure he could have obtained in favour of raising a 
family (not
genetically his own).  Brian was spiritual without being overtly 
religious.  While

he suffered from colitis, it was requested that donations in his memory go to
causes dear to his heart, education in Belize and a summer camp intended 
to instill
spiritual values.  Brian was one who truly supported me in my 
investigation of
biodiesel, probing the underbelly of the Hydrogen Economy and other 
pursuits.


He died less than 24 hours after being released from hospital after 
successful
surgery and 3 days before Christmas.  The coroner has not determined a 
cause of
death after an autopsy, and an inquest is now expected.  I will miss his 
curiosity,

his enthusiasm, his guiding questions and his support.

These are two people who embodied good will in my experience.  Ordinary 
in many

respects, yet so special to those close to them.

The loss of life caused by the earthquakes and tsunamis and their 
after-effects
around the Indian Ocean are beyond my comprehension.  We will be making a 
donation
to the Red Cross today in the hope that it will help in some small way 
after this

catastrophe.  Mostly because we can't imagine people of good will not doing
something in response.  Because even small acts are better than inaction.

At times like these I truly wonder if our efforts to improve our world and 
the lot

of others (and even ourselves) serve any real purpose in the face of nature's
caprices and the works of evil that remain evident about us.  Today I am 
tired in
spirit as well as body.  Even the love of those around me brings little 
solace.  It
is anger that provides my energy today.  Perhaps with resolve I will yet 
harness
that anger to productive use, to cut through the fog of despair that 
shrouds even
the sky now, as though it empathizes.  (More likely, I'm just too miserly 
to waste

even anger.)

I find myself grateful to the community on this list for continually 
showing me
that there are still so many people of good will that also strive for a 
better
world (improving this one) in their own ways.  Thank you all for sharing 
your good

will.

Wishing strength to us all, in all the good we try to do through trying times,

Darryl McMahon

--
Darryl McMahon  http://www.econogics.com/
It's your planet.  If you won't look after it, who will?


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