Hi ! Below please find some resources I have collected recently on abuse, memory, mind control and experimentation. Sincerely, Neil Brick Our listing these resources does not necessarily constitute our endorsement of them. Resources mentioned in this resource list are mentioned for educational value only. Using these resources may or may not help your recovery process, so use caution when reading anything or contacting anyone mentioned in this resource list. These may be triggering for survivors of abuse. All accusations are alleged. An excerpt from: Ritual Abuse, Margaret Smith ©1993, HarperCollins Publishers, 10 East 53rd Street, New York, NY 10022, ISBN 0-06-250214-X is available at : http://peach.ease.lsoft.com/scripts/wa.exe?A2=ind9905D&L=ctrl&P=R1935 Old biblio from M. Smith's book. Please use caution when contacting some of these resources. http://peach.ease.lsoft.com/scripts/wa.exe?A2=ind9906B&L=ctrl&P=R42067(if this doesn't work add 1935) Ritual Abuse: It's Effects and the Process of Recovery Using Self-Help Methods and Resources, and Focusing on the Spiritual Aspect of Damage and Recovery by Ann-Marie Germain is available via Inner Library Loan from the Morris Library at Southern Illinois University, Carbondale, IL - OCLC 30857044 "Multiple Exposure - How Love at Last Repaired the Ravages of Ritual Abuse by Dale McCulley, ISBN 1-58721-364-8, ordering info: http://www.survivalsaga.com/ Outgrowing the Pain and Outgrowing the Pain Together by Eliana Gil, ISBN 0-440-50372-0, Dell Pub, NY, NY Please use caution at these sites. You may want to look at them with a support person or your therapist. http://www.survivorship.org/html/dates.html - website for ritual dates http://www.survivorship.org/html/managing.html - website for managing triggers http://www.survivorship.org/html/types.html - types of triggers Information about books on ptsd, http://www.angelfire.com/ok/sprogress/index.books.html Information on S.M.A.R.T.'s 2001 conference is at : http://members.aol.com/smartnews/smart-2001-conference.htm Setting and Reinforcing Personal Boundaries transcript from a presentation by K. Sullivan at The Third Annual Ritual Abuse, Secretive Organizations and Mind Control Conference, 8/4 - 6, 2000 is at : http://members.aol.com/smartnews/boundary.htm A possible source of legal information for survivors and their advocates is Lexis - http://www.lexisone.com/hmtl/index_home.html Copies of cases are available at this site. Safe Harbors, now has a new address 2312 W. Olive St. #B, Burbank, CA 91506-2628, 818-845-0729. They have workshops for survivors. "How to Avoid Being Manipulated, Bamboozled and Seduced by Experts and Authorities by Sharon Presley, Ph.D. - Thinking Critically: Ask Yourself Questions has the following sections:" Don't let others define the situation for you, Separate the message from the characteristics of the person trying to persuade you. Look for discrepancies between the words and actions of the person. Don't just passively react. Be aware of the irrelevant factors in the situation that could unconsciously influence your behavior. Be sensitive to initially small, trivial steps that can escalate into big commitments. Don't be consistent just for the sake of consistency. Keep the larger perspective in mind. Don't react just out of habit. Be willing to question the way things "have always been done." Question social roles and relationships for hidden assumptions and expectations about authority and power. At : http://www.rit.org/critical/nomanip.html (from Resources for Independent Thinking) Research on memory, abuse, etc. "More than 3 million women have been abused since Congress began considering reauthorization of the Violence Against Women Act (VAWA) in 1999. If Congress doesn't act by September 28th, VAWA will expire." http://www.stopfamilyviolence.org/ "Abused Girls Have More Severe Reactions to Stress As Adults" 8/01/00 CHICAGO (UPI) - "Abuse in a girl's childhood may surface in adulthood in the form of reactions to stress that are far more severe than would be the case if she had not been molested." http://www.psycport.com/2000/08/01/up/0000-5049-us-abuse.html Childhood Abuse and Adult Stress - A Study Links Trauma, Depression and Response to Anxiety, Erica Goode - http://partners.nytimes.com/library/national/science/health/080200hth-stress-w omen.html?Partner=AOL&RefId=3e7UUfEFnnnn2nFl - 8/2/00 The 5th International Conference on Family Violence: Working Together to End Abuse (formerly Children Exposed to Family Violence) Advocacy, Assessment, Intervention, Research, Prevention, and Policy 9/23- 27/00 - Town & Country Hotel & Convention Center, San Diego, CA. For more info: Jae E. Marciano, M.A., Dir. FVSAI 6160 Cornerstone Court East, San Diego, CA 92121, (858) 623-2777 ext. 427 E-mail: [EMAIL PROTECTED], http: www.fvsai.org Angry Young Men - How Parents, Teachers, and Counselors Can Help "Bad Boys" Become Good Men - by Aaron Kipnis, PhD, Jossey-Bass, 1999, 350 Sansome St, 5th Floor, San Fran, CA 94104, 800-956-7739, http://www.josseybass.com >From MenWeb - "Battered Men - The Hidden Side of Domestic Violence 835,000 men battered each year." http://www.vix.com/pub/menmag/battered.htm Walking Out on Spousal Abuse - By Lauren R. Taylor, Special to The Washington Post 7/24/00, "For the 25 percent or more of U.S. women who are abused by husbands, boyfriends or other intimate partners at some point in their lives, the barriers to walking out the door are great....The process--from the decision to leave through establishing a new life--can take years, but at least 60 percent of abused women do move on." http://www.washingtonpost.com/wp-dyn/articles/A32901-2000Jul24.html Unique Use of the Hague Convention in Custody Dispute, Federal appeals court reverses order - http://www.law.com/cgi-bin/gx.cgi/AppLogic+FTContentServer?pagename=law/View&c =Article&cid=ZZZ2UBWX6BC&live=true&cst=1&pc=0&pa=0&s=News&ExpIgnore=true&shows ummary=0 Domestic Violence "Why Women Stay" by N. Faulkner, Ph.D, for The Franciscan Peacemakers 12/97 - http://www.prevent-abuse-now.com/domviol.htm Loyola of Los Angeles Law Review 29:1367-1415 (1994) - the Parental Alienation Syndrome: A Dangerous Aura of Reliability - C. Wood, "Dr. Gardner espouses these theories in his self-published books, the most recent being The Parental Alienation Syndrome. Ironically, while PAS has been admitted in courts, it has not been accepted by experts in the field: psychologists, child abuse evidentiary experts, or child advocates. This Comment argues that evidence of PAS should not be admissible in court." http://fact.on.ca/Info/pas/wood94.htm "Study Paints Ugly Picture of Intimate Brutality, 1 in 4 Women Stalked or Beaten by Mates, 7/14/00, by J. G. Meek - Washington (APBnews.com) One out of four women say they've been victims of domestic violence or stalking by a spouse, partner or date at some point in their lives, according to a new report by the National Institute of Justice. The national survey of 8,000 men and 8,000 women found that 25 percent of women and 7.6 percent of men reported an intimate partner had assaulted them during their lifetime." http://www.apbnews.com/newscenter/breakingnews/2000/07/14/violencestudy0714_01 .html "Science News" 7/8/00, New Zealand : "Checking Up on Abuse Memories," "Supporting evidence in photographs, audiotapes, or both existed for 137 of 160 alleged sex acts, Bidrose and Goodman report in the May-June APPLIED COGNITIVE PSYCHOLOGY....The girls proved more likely to omit allegations of events for which independent evidence existed than to describe events that couldn't be confirmed." Information from The State of South Carolina - In the Supreme Court, A. Moriarity, Respondent v. Garden Sanctuary Church of God, Petitioner, On Writ of Certiorari to the Court of Appeals, opinion no. 25156, filed 6/26/00 - "We granted the Church's petition for a writ of certiorari to review that decision and now affirm....We affirm... the Court of Appeals' holding that repressed memories of sexual abuse can exist" Information and data about recovered memory and media representation of the memory debate. http://www.accuracyaboutabuse.org/news/AAA17.htm - their newsletter Issue #17 North Shore Times Advertiser, New Zealand - 6/6/00, pg. 9, "Psychologist discusses effects of child abuse" Dr John Reed of Auckland University attended the 13th International Symposium for the psychological treatment of schizophrenia: "His ...research...with Psychologist Dr. Nick Argyle - found that 77 percent of psychiatric inpatients who had been abused as children experience schizophrenic symptoms such as hallucinations and delusions." He believes it is important to take abuse histories as early as possible. "Paidika Interview: Hollida Wakefield and Ralph Underwager Part I - Paedophiles can boldly and courageously affirm what they choose. They can say that what they want is to find the best way to love. . . . Paedophiles can make the assertion that the pursuit of intimacy and love is what they choose. With boldness they can say, "I believe this is in fact part of God's will. - Dr. Ralph Underwager in this interview with Paidika, a European pro-pedophile publication." http://www.nostatusquo.com/ACLU/NudistHallofShame/Underwager2.html (Note: SMART does not agree with the above quotation.) Treating Abuse Today Interview: A Conversation With Pamela Freyd, Ph.D. Co-Founder And Executive Director, False Memory Syndrome Foundation, Inc., Part I by David L. Calof - Published in Treating Abuse Today, 3(4), 1993, pp. 26-33, http://idealist.com/facts/v3n3-pfreyd.shtml Judicial Responses to the Protective Parent's Complaint of Child Sexual Abuse, Amy Neustein and Ann Goetting, Info: Help Us Regain the Children Research Center, 135 E. 54th Street, Apt. 7J, New York, NY 10022 Pediatrics Vol.94, No. 5 11/94, p 761-765 - Sexual Assault and the Adolescent (RE9433) - American Academy of Pediatrics - Committee on Adolescence - Rape is a significant and serious crime in our society. The Uniform Crime Report for 1991 published by the US Department of Justice listed over 100,000 reported rapes nationwide, but this report excluded statutory rape, rape against men, and unreported sexual assaults. The National Victim Center estimates that almost 700 000 women are raped each year, and that 61% of the rape victims are under ... 18. http://www.aap.org/policy/00465.html The National Alliance For Family Court Justice...is an international group of volunteers dedicated to addressing system failure in the courts and social services resulting in retaliation against non-offending parents who complain of family abuse, especially mothers of children who disclose sexual abuse. http://hometown.aol.com/ohnoapr/myhomepage/index.html Allegations of Clergy and Cult Abuse Honoring Our Losses and Celebrating Our Survival - Linkup's 8th National Healing Conference, 9/15-17/00, Hampton Inn, Schaumburg, IL. Survivors of Clergy Abuse Linkup, Inc., 1412 W. Argyle St. #2, Chicago, IL 60640, 773-334-2296, [EMAIL PROTECTED], http://www.thelinkup.com Enquirer Local News Coverage 7/11/00 - "Church settles sex-abuse lawsuit - Documents reveal fresh allegations, by Dan Horn - The Cincinnati Enquirer - The Archdiocese of Cincinnati avoided a trial Monday when it agreed to settle a lawsuit involving a former priest who sexually abused children. But it could not avoid new allegations that church officials knew the priest was a problem long before he was charged with a crime." http://enquirer.com/editions/2000/07/11/loc_church_settles.html Leaving Mormon Church difficult by Carol Ness, Examiner Staff 7/17/00 http://www.sfgate.com/cgi-bin/article.cgi?file=/examiner/hotnews/stories/17/mo rmon.dtl Here are urls with allegations against LDS (from the Salt Lake Tribune): http://www.sltrip.com/2000/jul/07082000/utah/65349.htm - LDS Bishop Charged with Failing to Report Abuse (7/8/00) http://www.mormonstoday.com/000521/N1Maxwell01.shtml - LDS Bishop arrested for failure to report abuse (5/17/00) http://www.mormonsday.com/000521.N1Maxwell02.shtml - LDS Bishop Gets Fine, No Jail (5/19/00) http://www.mormonsday.com/000326/D1LoganBishops01.shtml - 3 LDS Bishops Can't Be Charged For Failing to Report Sex Abuse "...because the statue of limitations has expired."(3/26/00) Stolen Innocence: NY Jewish Community grapples with reports of longtime abuse by leader - by Gary Rosenblatt, New York Jewish Week, Rabbi Baruch Lanner, the charismatic magnet of NCSY, was revered in the Orthodox Union youth group, despite longtime reports of abuse of teens. http://www.jewish.com/news/bestnews2.shtml "Sexual Abuse/Child Abuse Among Jehovah's Witnesses - There is growing evidence that the Watchtower Bible & Tract Society is being implicated in encouraging elders, ministerial servants and even those higher up in the organization to cover over cases of (alleged) child sexual abuse, male and female rape, molestation as well as (alleged) domestic violence in their local congregations." http://www.exjws.net/sexabuse/index.htm Cult Leader Jailed in Australia for Molesting Girls, AGENCE FRANCE-PRESS MELBOURNE, Australia, 8/11/00 http://www.nytimes.com/00/08/11/late/11cnd-aus-cult.html Research on government issues, mind control, etc. The Lynne Moss-Sharman radio interview about prison experimentation and Rick Carlson at: http://members.aol.com/smartnews/lsharman_chrw.htm Ford and the Führer - New Documents Reveal the Close Ties Between Dearborn and the Nazis - by Ken Silverstein, "...Ford and a number of other American firms--including General Motors and Chase Manhattan- worked with the Nazis...Henry Ford's role as a leader of the America First Committee, which sought to keep the United States out of World War II....that up until Pearl Harbor, Dearborn made huge revenues by producing war matériel for the Reich and that the man it selected to run its German subsidiary was an enthusiastic backer of Hitler. German Ford served as an "arsenal of Nazism"....Ford's cooperation with the Nazis continued until at least August 1942." From The Nation 1/24/00 - 1-800-333-8536, http://www.thenation.com/issue/000124/0124silverstein.shtml The following may be triggering for survivors. All accusations are alleged. Mind Control - Experiments On Children - CIA Experiments With Mind Control on Children by Jon Rappoport, Source: Perceptions Magazine, September/October 1995 10734 Jefferson Blvd., Suite 502, Culver City, CA 90230, (310) 313-5185, "Officially spanning ten years from 1952-62, MK-ULTRA involved the use of LSD on unwitting military and civilian subjects in the United States. LSD and more powerful compounds were given under duress as brainwashing and truth serum drugs. The program's aim was to find drugs which would irresistibly bring out deep confessions or wipe a subject' s mind clean and program him or her as "a robot agent." ....Dr. Louis "Jolly" West of UCLA, who tried to establish a center for "the study of violence" at the university in the 1970s. This center's specialty would have been psychosurgery, a horrendous melting of brain connections, supposedly to curb people's "violent tendencies." " http://www.geocities.com/Area51/Shadowlands/6583/project161.html Jon Rappoport's website is : http://home.earthlink.net/~alto/index.html Mind Control - The CIA, Mind Control & Children - CKLN-FM Mind Control Series - Part 10, A Talk by John Rappoport - CKLN FM 88.1 - Ryerson Polytechnic University, Toronto, Ontario, Canada, CKLN-FM, tapes, CKLN, 380 Victoria St., Jorgenson Hall, Ryerson University, Toronto, CANADA. E-mail: [EMAIL PROTECTED], http://www.geocities.com/Area51/Shadowlands/6583/project121.html This may be triggering, please use caution while reading. Project Paperclip: Nazi Scientists Who Performed Human Experimentation in the U. S. With links to related articles - http://www.dc.peachnut.edu/%7Eshale/humanities/composition/assignments/experim ent/paperclip.html Note: the "%7E" could be a "~". The 1950s Secret Discovery of the Code of the Brain: U.S. and Soviet Scientists Have Developed the Key to Consciousness for Military Purposes. How The U.S. Government Won the Arms Race to Control Man - A documentary with quotes by leading scientists, professionals and several independent sources, C. Welsh, 5/98 http://www.calweb.com/~welsh/book.htm#Super All accusations are alleged. Astronaut Reveals NASA Mind Control Program Involving Children by A. Basiago, Special to Sightings.com, "Los Angeles - Astronaut Gordon Cooper, one of the original seven Mercury astronauts, has confirmed the existence of a mind control program administered by NASA in the 1950's and 1960's involving gifted American schoolchildren." http://www.sightings.com/general2/astro.htm Project Title: Radar-Based Through-the-Wall Surveillance System http://www.niectc.org/techproj/nij_p26.html - This is listed for educational purposes only. Project Freedom Network Is Dedicated Toward Exposing Remote Mind Control Weapons has information on E-weapons, microchips and other topics. Please use caution at some of the links at http://www.isleofavalon.co.uk/local/h-pages/pro-freedom/ Project Freedom, PO Box 2641, Glastonbury, BA6 8XP, England "Human ID implant - to be unveiled soon, 'Wearers' of Digital Angel®' - monitored by GPS, Internet, By JoAnn Kohlbrand and Julie Foster © 2000 WorldNetDaily.com - A working prototype of an implant designed to monitor the physiology and whereabouts of human wearers, known as Digital Angel...." http://www.worldnetdaily.com/bluesky_exn ews/20000813_xex_human_id_imp.shtml http://sightings.com/general3/digi.htm Excerpts from... U.S. Department of Energy Advisory Committee on Human Radiation Experiments (1996). Final Report. Chapter 12. Observational Data Gathering "Chapter 12 - The Iodine 131 Experiment in Alaska - In 1956 and 1957 the U.S. Air Force's Arctic Aeromedical Laboratory conducted a study of the role of the thyroid gland in acclimatizating humans to cold, using iodine 131.... The study involved 200 administrations of I-131 to 120 subjects..." http://facstaff.uww.edu/lscore/sts/mirrored_docs/Alaska.html Human Research at the Bomb Tests - ...In 1946, the United States conducted Operation Crossroads, the first peacetime nuclear weapons tests, before an audience of worldwide press and visiting dignitaries at the Bikini Atoll in the Pacific Marshall Islands.... The Flashblindness Experiments - Beginning with the 1946 Bikini tests, experiments with living things became a staple of bomb tests. http://facstaff.uww.edu/lscore/sts/mirrored_docs/flashblind.html Chapter 5 - the Manhattan District Experiments - The First Injection - "A few days after ... March 26, 1945, recommendation that a hospital patient be injected with plutonium, ..., of the Los Alamos Laboratory's Health Division, sent 5 micrograms of plutonium to ..., with instructions for their use on a human subject." http://facstaff.uww.edu/lscore/sts/mirrored_docs/first.html Please note: This is being listed for educational purposes only. Please use your own judgement in terms of deciding the veracity of the following info. This may be triggering for survivors. All accusations are alleged. THE PEGASUS FILE - Former CIA/DIA deep-cover agent "Chip" Tatum reveals more disturbing details about high-level control of global drug-running and money-laundering operations, Extracted from Nexus Magazine, Volume 4, #4 (June-July 1997). PO Box 30, Mapleton Qld 4560 Australia. [EMAIL PROTECTED], Telephone: +61 (0)7 5442 9280; Fax: +61 (0)7 5442 9381, url: www.nexusmagazine.com,"During his 22 years as a deep-cover CIA and DIA operative, Gene "Chip" Tatum saw or participated in a remarkable series of covert operations. Foremost in his mind are the years 1986-92, when he operated for a group he called "Pegasus". This group operated on behalf of the US and other governments, undertaking tasks that ranged from narcotics smuggling to assassinations."- http://www.nexusmagazine.com//pegfile1.html, http://www.nexusmagazine.com//pegfile2.html. Tavistock - the Best Kept Secret in America - (all accusations are alleged) "Tavistock Institute developed the mass brain-washing techniques which were first used experimentally on American prisoners of war in Korea. Its experiments in crowd control methods have been widely used on the American public, a surreptitious but nevertheless outrageous assault on human freedom by modifying individual behavior through topical psychology." This resource is for educational purposes only. http://www.nidlink.com/~bobhard/tavistok.html Alex Constantine answers 22 questions by CTRL editor Kris Millegan http://www.konformist.com/2000/alex-constantine.htm "Media Control - The Spectacular Achievements of Propaganda" (Seven Stories Press, NY) and "What Uncle Sam Really Wants" (Odonian Press, Tucson, AZ) by Noam Chomsky are good resources on how propaganda and politics work in the United States. Cointelpro One Definition - 8/4/00 - ""Cointelpro" was the FBI's secret program to undermine the popular upsurge which swept the country during the 1960s. Though the name stands for "Counterintelligence Program," the targets were not enemy spies. The FBI set out to eliminate "radical" political opposition inside the US." 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