Dear Ann, First off, let me remind you again that I use astrological analysis for personal growth - nothing less, nothing more. It only strengths, weaknesses, inclinations, challenges, influences in various domains of life. The unique, personal consciousness of the person under consideration. It does your destiny in a sense, doesn't show free-will, would a good tool for understanding one-self, tuning oneself in meeting reality.
I have an analysis below. Understand this is what your chart shows. You might be already aware of many of your challenges, of your inclinations and you certainly may have already overcome or addressed them, especially considering how you come across on FFL. Of course I might have been completely off the mark - anyway I will wait for your feedback. ----------------------------------------- You are a very self-focused individual, hardworking, reliant, disciplined - you, most likely at a young age were compelled to take responsibility owing to family circumstances. You were either through your or other's perceptions counted on to be the elder, regardless of if you were not the eldest of your siblings or not, you were the major influence, had the major say in your family. You have a powerful need to be nurture and be nurtured. You spend a lot of your effort,energy into creating a secure home for yourself - probably stemming from your childhood. Mostly extremely attached to your mother and not the father, yet there is lot of friction with the mother, with feelings. You get involved or get caught up, willingly or unwillingly in lot of family drama. OTOH your relationship with your father created feelings of being un-tethered. You can also get caught up in emotional upheavals, melancholy, this sense of burdened by being the go-to person, an obsessive emotional hang-up, matters involving death, dying. (All this the sign of Scorpio being your ascendant with Moon, Saturn and Rahu - yes Rahu and the ascendant lord in the 4th house). The predominant influence of Scorpio makes you exceptionally intuitive, you love to see through, gather the motivations of others. You are totally turned off by superficiality, in-authenticity You have a presence, you radiate a natural power because of this influence. So the way to release the tension from the issues, the burdens of the emotional upheaval, over-reliance on self - presented earlier is you being involved with your home and your spouse - this relaxes you. Being involved with spouse in social circles of higher knowledge, you may have met your spouse in such a fashion, you value your spouse for his knowledge or you look up to him as such. You have a natural respect for men that present higher knowledge - these are attractive qualities for you. Knowledge is fun, knowledge and fun, pleasure are not contradictory for you. They go hand in hand. Spouse is an area of fun, knowledge and relaxation (Venus and Jupiter in the 11th house). The ideas of a reform, freedom, justice, equality are very important for you, in a concrete sense - you can be a trouble maker and pulled the plug on where you saw these compromised People view you as a dynamic and enterprising in this aspect (a little tainted by my knowledge of your time with Robin, but it's there in your chart). You are a very charming, diplomatic communicator - always seeking middle ground, playing devil's advocate, covering all contingencies and possibilities, your opinions always with qualifiers, contingencies. You may also be fascinated with visual imagery, symbols, myths - because of your Mercury in the 12th house (Sun & Mercury in the 12th house in Libra) You yearn, desire to leave your mark as a intuitive, compassionate, sensitive, perceptive as your contribution, in the areas of the inner search of truth, spirituality. ----------------------------------------- That's all I have for now dear Ann, it's just a basic analysis - I didn't cover many aspects because there's lot more that can be said. May be depending on your feedback I may have more, or I may go back and come back with something I missed or the other areas that I have completely skipped.
