--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Vaj <vajradh...@...> wrote:
>
> A Zen Master and war activist friend turned me on to a 
> copy of the graphic novel "Addicted to War" several years 
> ago. The book is now available for free viewing online. 
> Not to be missed:
> 
> http://www.addictedtowar.com/atw1a.html
> 
> http://www.addictedtowar.com/bookpreview.html

The addictive quality of war (or even of living
in a war zone) was brought home to me recently
when I watched "The Hurt Locker." But I saw it
growing up. As a teen I wound up being friends
with a group of former French Foreign Legion-
naires in Casablanca. They were an interesting
lot, and it would probably have been easy for
a 16-year-old kid to be impressed by their war
stories, but even at that age I figured out 
quickly that all that these guys *had* were
their war stories. These were the most exciting
moments in their lives, and in some cases the
*only* exciting moments in their lives. The most
common topic of conversation was whether they
should "re-up" for another five-year tour of duty.

I saw the same thing among Vietnam vets home from
the war. The overt symptoms of PTSD -- antisocial
behavior, abuse, etc. -- were often less obvious
than the covert signs of PTSD. That is, the only
time these guys felt "real" was when they were in
a bar talking with their former "war buddies." 
And it was the same scene I had witnessed with
the Legionnaires.

It was like being at an AA meeting and hearing 
"dry drunks" and ex-junkies talk about how great 
it used to be when they were getting drunk and
high. Very sad.


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