>From the Web site LettersofNote.com:

In August of 1865, a Colonel P.H. Anderson of Big Spring, Tennessee, wrote to 
his former slave, Jourdan Anderson, and requested that he come back to work on 
his farm. Jourdan — who, since being emancipated, had moved to Ohio, found paid 
work, and was now supporting his family — responded spectacularly by way of the 
letter seen below (a letter which, according to newspapers at the time, he 
dictated)....

[Be sure to read to the end.--JS]



Dayton, Ohio, 

August 7, 1865

To My Old Master, Colonel P.H. Anderson, Big Spring, Tennessee

Sir: I got your letter, and was glad to find that you had not forgotten 
Jourdon, and that you wanted me to come back and live with you again, promising 
to do better for me than anybody else can. I have often felt uneasy about you. 
I thought the Yankees would have hung you long before this, for harboring Rebs 
they found at your house. I suppose they never heard about your going to 
Colonel Martin's to kill the Union soldier that was left by his company in 
their stable. Although you shot at me twice before I left you, I did not want 
to hear of your being hurt, and am glad you are still living. It would do me 
good to go back to the dear old home again, and see Miss Mary and Miss Martha 
and Allen, Esther, Green, and Lee. Give my love to them all, and tell them I 
hope we will meet in the better world, if not in this. I would have gone back 
to see you all when I was working in the Nashville Hospital, but one of the 
neighbors told me that Henry intended to shoot me if he ever got a chance.

I want to know particularly what the good chance is you propose to give me. I 
am doing tolerably well here. I get twenty-five dollars a month, with victuals 
and clothing; have a comfortable home for Mandy,—the folks call her Mrs. 
Anderson,—and the children—Milly, Jane, and Grundy—go to school and are 
learning well. The teacher says Grundy has a head for a preacher. They go to 
Sunday school, and Mandy and me attend church regularly. We are kindly treated. 
Sometimes we overhear others saying, "Them colored people were slaves" down in 
Tennessee. The children feel hurt when they hear such remarks; but I tell them 
it was no disgrace in Tennessee to belong to Colonel Anderson. Many darkeys 
would have been proud, as I used to be, to call you master. Now if you will 
write and say what wages you will give me, I will be better able to decide 
whether it would be to my advantage to move back again.

As to my freedom, which you say I can have, there is nothing to be gained on 
that score, as I got my free papers in 1864 from the Provost-Marshal-General of 
the Department of Nashville. Mandy says she would be afraid to go back without 
some proof that you were disposed to treat us justly and kindly; and we have 
concluded to test your sincerity by asking you to send us our wages for the 
time we served you. This will make us forget and forgive old scores, and rely 
on your justice and friendship in the future. I served you faithfully for 
thirty-two years, and Mandy twenty years. At twenty-five dollars a month for 
me, and two dollars a week for Mandy, our earnings would amount to eleven 
thousand six hundred and eighty dollars. Add to this the interest for the time 
our wages have been kept back, and deduct what you paid for our clothing, and 
three doctor's visits to me, and pulling a tooth for Mandy, and the balance 
will show what we are in justice entitled to. Please send the money by Adams's 
Express, in care of V. Winters, Esq., Dayton, Ohio. If you fail to pay us for 
faithful labors in the past, we can have little faith in your promises in the 
future. We trust the good Maker has opened your eyes to the wrongs which you 
and your fathers have done to me and my fathers, in making us toil for you for 
generations without recompense. Here I draw my wages every Saturday night; but 
in Tennessee there was never any pay-day for the negroes any more than for the 
horses and cows. Surely there will be a day of reckoning for those who defraud 
the laborer of his hire.

In answering this letter, please state if there would be any safety for my 
Milly and Jane, who are now grown up, and both good-looking girls. You know how 
it was with poor Matilda and Catherine. I would rather stay here and starve—and 
die, if it come to that—than have my girls brought to shame by the violence and 
wickedness of their young masters. You will also please state if there has been 
any schools opened for the colored children in your neighborhood. The great 
desire of my life now is to give my children an education, and have them form 
virtuous habits.

Say howdy to George Carter, and thank him for taking the pistol from you when 
you were shooting at me.

>From your old servant,

Jourdon Anderson.


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