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I wish this for everyone.
I had been doing a casual type of level two, combining it with level three while timebreaking each day's events, and was quite enjoying it; however I decided to become a real citizen of Trom and see if sticking to Dennis' instructs exactly would increase my skill level. First, making myself do RI exactly as Dennis instructs was crucial in terms of effectiveness over time, having only so much time for an allotted session. I can now run RI to a faster key-out which gives me more time to do Level two. For non-scios, "key-out" means very happy, blissful. Today I selected a scene from yesterday of me throwing a yellow tennis ball to my dog. The first thing I noticed is that the scene came up in a specific location in the room, so I selected an object that was near the scene and it ran well. Then I selected an object further away and had to move the scene/object close to it and that produced yawns, discharge, so I did that a few more times around the room, continuing to discharge. It is nice to have the awareness that scenes can be moved - part of taking over the command power of the mind. Then I noticed while doing the comparisons that I had a compulsion for experiencing how things feel in the hand (I detected an undercurrent of past scenes as my awareness came up) and that also discharged. Then I noticed that I had fixed attention on the class of "yellow" color, more yawns/discharge and then things got very bright and real "now" and I felt better than when I started. I also noticed that in the beginning the past object seemed more real than the present object and then as I progressed the present object began to seem more real, or my interest in it grew and I lost interest in the yellow ball from the past scene. I also ran similarities very easily because my mind seems to be more tuned in to similarities than differences. Or more at ease with similarities. Unfortunately, that was all the time I had and still be able to run enough RI to replace what was discharged, but I'm liking the results and intend to continue, if not just to be able to say I did it exactly as Dennis instructed, but I can see already how it runs out compulsions regarding various sensation aspects of objects. colleen
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