************* The following message is relayed to you by trom@lists.newciv.org ************ Hi Colleen ,
I'm pretty sure Dennis said masochists can choose a painful past scene. Lol, but I'm glad, very very glad, you're doing level two . Sensations come in many forms. Once you learn to timebreak out the things that key you in, and at will, you'll soon be looking everywhere for those " things" that do that. Why ? Because you know the reward you'll get after they are gone. They'll go away alright and there will be many many things for you to time break when you move onto level 3 . As I mentioned, the things I miss the most are the things I once had. Not for the problems they caused me but for the release sensations when time breaking them out. I'm hoping the real fun will begin as I jump back into level five again because so far levels 2 through 4 have been the best. I hope that changes. And I hope if what Dennis says is true, the best is yet to come on level 5 I for 1 am looking forward to it as a challenge . Taking the mind apart is not going to be a smooth road for any of us. Some of us will have more trouble than others . I tend to not be a very good " house keeper" or demolition expert. My home is clean and my body too but the house of my mind is a mess. So be it. I tend to demolish things in a fashion that's not very tidy. Once I know it's gotta go in the trash bin , it's best that everyone stay out of harms way. ME. I shit thee not. I tend to use a car tire and the full weight of the machine to crack an egg while others tend to give the egg a slight tap cracking a small portion of the egg that is hardly noticeable . Then gently opening the egg so as not to break the yellow oak as it slowly leaves it's shell and rests on the slightly buttered clean skillet for low heat cooking. Me ? Shit . Give me that thing, where are my car keys. I'm hungry. That's me and how I feel about the crap in the mind that's keeping me from my goals. I'll be buzzing or floating one day or week and the next week I'll be filthy dirty cleaning the minds house of all my dirty dishes and laundry. All the crossed up garbage it contains. But I always know that at some point I'll be floating again on cloud 1. An auditor is not going to be there for you once you get the hang of it as you'll be time breaking during all hours of the day and night as material shows up . Walking sitting driving, shopping, eating peeing drinking. Your auditor will not be be able to keep up with you and It'll be thee best fun you'll have with any of the levels but then I'm not done with my level 5. So that's not quite fair to say yet . I'm working on my sight perception . It's been far too long using my human eyeballs. I'm out of body all the time but my sight perception needs so tending to. I'm still using my human eyes. When I went out of body in 1982 for the first time , it was very noticeable . My thoughts were out of body with me and the loss of body sensation was gone too. It's different now in that I've become so use to it that it's not a huge contrast as it was the first time while doing the communication course. When I do use my spiritual sight or direct sight it's very bright and clear but there's no up and down or side to side perception. That's how I know I'm seeing things with direct sight not human . My body uses its ears gravity and blood for for those things . But all that's gone when i don't use it. The sensation of body separation doesn't change. Because I'm always as out. Even when I'm stuck and trapped in a goals package. Looking down at the floor is like looking at a wall. Then I go through the wall and human body reality becomes more like the dream universe. Where anything is possible . But it's not. It's almost impossible to help others through a problem when we all have different problems. Some are the same I suppose but the mix matched stuff that bothers each of us individually can ally be resolved by us individually. Not a case supervision or an auditor. That's totally wrong. Hopefully you'll see what I mean soon and when you do it will all make sense. There's nothing in the mind you can't timebreak out . Just be thorough run RI when you feel like killing everyone around you or like they are trying to kill you. RI literally puts out a faire in just a few seconds. Don't even think about levels 3 4 or 5 . Just level 2 and RI. Level 2 and RI. RI and level 2 then RI both self and others. Re read the level two section in the games manual before starting you sessions and read the RI sections too. The meaning will be a little different when you do . All normal and good progress . Change is good . Keep going until no more change. Going out of body is change. Keep going on the level until no more change . Keep going on level 3 until no more change and you've time broken out all of your past . You'll know when because there won't be anything viewable for you to timebreak . Then level four all per the games manual. It'll be very quick to go through that level. Things will show up and you'll TB them out . Level five will be " calling you " and you'll be happy to go .....lol. I've left out the best part . When you go from levels 2 through 4 you'll know WTF the are and new life realizations will be like " HOLY SHIT and WOOOOOOOOWWWWWWW and how simple and it was right there in front of me the whole time etc etc etc . Day after day week after week month after month . But ONLY and I mean ONLY in the fullest sense of the word! ONLY when you use TROM by the book exactly as it's payed out in the games manual. Plenty of effective RI for both self and others. You may also be surprised at how much can be done in just 15 minutes each day . Time is not a requirement and I'll leave that experience to you when you get there. This post is not just for you . It's for anyone who is going to embark on this journey. If,you're truly willing and fed up with this universe then you'll get there and put the other side. If you're comfy living here and allowing fate to do its thing. You will get no where instantly. I do my best when my back is against the wall the wrecking machine. But you can be just as effective cracking the egg gently and letting the yoke out in a nice clean manor. Good luck You'll need a bit of that too. To be continued : Slim Sent from my iPad mini _______________________________________________ Trom mailing list Trom@lists.newciv.org http://lists.newciv.org/mailman/listinfo/trom
