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Hi Colleen
thanks for your session notes. forgot the word you used as the title. i don't receive email from the list . the title referenced something about talking to oneself and exiting the stage. lol. its all good. Hope you're doing well. i see your reference to losing contact with your "the one" or the " I AM" temporarily . Which I AM are you usings ? theres a few. .http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/I_Am_that_I_Am Also came across this site too. Interesting similarities to RI . The difference between the two is that RI has self and others create the importance, not just self. When I say RI is a form of meditation , I really meant, meditation is a form of RI. http://iamuniversity.org/. I see how Paul came up with the love and fear relationship now too. They don't match up and are cross packaged goals. Lol I don't use any other spiritual enhancement exsersizes other than TROM. Never have since the mid 80s. Never will either. : ) When I started using the words " I am " when referring to my identity Slim And The 1, a couple years ago, I had know idea of the significance " I Am " was to others in a spiritual sense. It wasn't until latter that I started noticing others using it. Now I see billboards for supermarkets using it like this one. http://www.google.com/search?q=I+am+ralphs&hl=en&client=safari&tbo=d&source=lnms&tbm=isch&sa=X&ei=wA_qT_jaKYji2gW_t-HMCA&ved=0CDEQ_AUoAQ&biw=1024&bih=660#biv=i|0;d|_eh-EZJ8xOjUbM: When I use it, I use it as just plain old every day - I am . Like Im sleepy , Im happy , Im Slim . It has no other significance to it that that. Others use it as some connection to the supreme being and use it as a noun. "the I am " Not me. : ) I've also heard of others refer to " the one" as being the supreme being of all or what ever. I know I mentioned this subject a few posts ago . Just to clarify things a little further , I'll explain. Some have asked me about it in private emails and I usually don't go Into too many details about it. So I will now. THE 1. Saw the movie called the matrix when it first came out . Very interesting how it came down to " the one " Neo, to break the Matrix. Over come its influence. To see past the illusion of the Matrix. He was the only one who could pull it off and break it down and become immune to it. hence the name " the one" . It wasn't until about three months into level two and three and running RI every day , some days running the levels and RI two or three times a day . I didn't have a job but I had an income and a roof over my head so I had plenty of time , food shelter and no present time problems to distract me. I continually went for the moment I entered into this universe , while finding things to time break , holding that moment up to the present time and time breaking ALL the mass in between then and now. It was basic time breaking , unlike levels four and five. I began time breaking past scenes at first and then past solid materials that would show up as well. Then , the mother of all mothers in magnitude of cognitions happened, and I was outside the universe knowing things that were very surprising. I could know the future and I saw who I am , As a spiritual body . Still can today , nothing has changed. I knew who I was before i entered the universe , " the 1" . Just like NEO in the Matrix. Latter, I could not accept it . I'd tell myself over and over , it can't be me. How could it be me. I'd never have known it if I hadn't gone out of the universe and viewed the future . i was laughing and crying harder than ever before........ simultaneously . Charge was dispersing off of me 360 degrees. Like in the movie called the Highlander, after the guy cuts the other guys head off but without out all the damage , drama, illuminations or sound effects. Ok. I'm exaggerating a little but the feeling of charge coming off was incredible. I recall emailing Jurgen right after. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=dRWH_seUNRo&feature=youtube_gdata_player the movie called the Matrix, ( believe it or not ) was created as a reference or a reminder . its not like im trying to be like the one " Neo" in the movie . the movie is about me , not me about it. its all indirect communication that is supposed to help wake " the 1 " up. the materials in section OT III , indirect communication designed to help what others up to the actual incident. But that's a whole different subject . Me, being the 1, never crossed my mind prior to when it finally did during levels two and three . Long after the movie was released to the public. ive only heard of one other person who refers to the one and she refers to the one as the creator of the universe. im not the almighty, or creator of this universe. Ra, Ali Baba, Budah, Christ , son of god , or any of these guys. I'm not that "the one" I always use the number, not the word. Always have, and now I understand why. I'm not " the one" I'm, " the 1" half human and half " the 1 " a spiritual being from another space and time dimension and a universe in my own right and just another spiritual being in existence. Just like the rest of you on the list. When I become fully spiritual as in "native state" I will exclusively be " THE 1" without my human body. I know what it's like , this lifetime and I know this lifetime is just temporary venture for me while I get a feel for what it's like to be human and experience all the suffering other humans are enduring and how the basic law can be so degrading to life inn this universe. I've seen enough. It's time. I also know it's not some kind of temporary valence shift . Anyone is free to view my past and see for thereself. My experiences in this universe is all there in the past universe, in three dimensions. Just like this universe. Quote from TROM it is to be noted that valence shifts are always diagonally across the goals package. The valence the being goes into is called the winning valence; the valence he comes out of is called the losing valence. Thus, legs 1 and 3 are winning valences, and legs 2 and 4 are losing valences. Shifts from legs 1 to 2, or 3 to 4, are not valence shifts, they are merely the super-imposition of a Mustn’t postulate over an existing Must postulate, now in failure. All valence shifts involve the adoption of a new identity, whether real or imagined. end quote. Unfortunately , while I was out of the universe , realizing who I am and what I will do, I also saw a mass destruction event, an extinction level event just ahead. Like Sarah Connor could see in the movie , Terminator. Not a nuke, or machine. More of a natural disaster event. The planet survives, but just about all the life forms are wiped off. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5X_nnGuOdKA&feature=youtube_gdata_player I'm more concerned with this planets well being than humanity , but humans are life forms too so rather than focus on humanity and the planet , and all other life in the universe, I'm going to focus on the basic law that governs the universe, using life goals, and communication, to resolve any non life goals the universe is operating on . Now, when others ask me about my identity THE. 1, I can refer them to this post. SLIM
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