Intro “Even if everyone falls away because of You, I never will” (Matthew 26:33). “Even if I have to die with you, I will never disown you” (Matthew 26:35). “Lord, I’m ready to go with You, both to prison and to death” (Luke 22:33). If ever words came back to haunt the disciples, it was those words.
Main Body It had only been a few hours since the disciples had spoken those words, in that warm, safe upper room in Jerusalem. But now Jesus’ disciples were running scared, fleeing for their lives, while the man they had promised to stand beside was bound and led away to judgment and death. The irony of courage is that we feel it most when we need it the least; and we feel it the least, when we need it the most. Before the Romans had arrested Jesus, the disciples knew what they were supposed to do--stand with Jesus! But in that dark and shadowy garden, where soldiers wielded swords and bared their weapons, the disciples’ courage melted away. And why did their courage falter and flee? It was because they had lost their trust. Their fear was greater than their faith--and it showed! They feared that if they would stay with Jesus, they would die. Death doesn’t often threaten us, does it? And yet, like the disciples on that Thursday night so long ago, we also find ourselves tempted to run away from wherever it is that Jesus, our Lord, wants us to stand. When the fear intensifies, we also run away all too easily. And that is when we are to pray, “Forgive us, Lord, for our weak faith.” The disciples didn’t see themselves as cowards. They loved Jesus. They wanted to be His loyal followers. When they had said they would stay with Him through thick and thin, they had meant every word. But how soon the disciples’ bravado changed to fear and flight! One of the most festive nights of the year, the Passover, had turned into a nightmare. They had seen Jesus’ sorrow, even during the supper. They heard Him once again speak of rejection, betrayal, and death. They had walked through a darkness that was deeper than night. And they found themselves in the olive grove, called Gethsemane. There, wearied with sorrow and distress, the disciples fell asleep while Jesus prayed. They were struck senseless as they watched one of their own betray Jesus to His enemies. Confused and frightened, they ran to hide while their Lord was bound and led away to trial. Jesus had foreseen it. Again and again during His time with the disciples, He reprimanded them for their weak faith. When storms would threaten them at sea and they would cry out in despair, Jesus would ask them where their trust in Him had gone. When some insurmountable trouble would come up--a crowd and no food to feed them, a disease they could not heal even with the authority and power Jesus had given them--He would ask why they had lost their faith in Him. At one time, Jesus even sighed, “When the Son of Man comes, will He even find faith on the earth?” (Luke 18:8). The disciples still had conflicting images of whom Jesus, the Messiah, was. When they--some of them, anyway--had first met Jesus, John the Baptizer told them, “Look, the Lamb of God, who takes away the sin of the world!” (John 1:29). Yet somehow, they still clung to ideas of an earthly king. Even as they trembled in the chilly night air at Gethsemane, deep down it was still there, confusing images of different Messiahs. And when Jesus didn’t lift a finger to stop the guards from arresting Him, the disciples’ false images of the Messiah had collapsed. What was Jesus doing? Why didn’t He resist? Why didn’t He call up those 12 legions of angels to defend Him from His bloodthirsty enemies? The disciples didn’t know. They were scared. They lost all their hope that Jesus would make everything turn out right in the end. And with their faith in Him crushed, they ran away in fear. It’s the same lack of trust that causes us to abandon our Lord as well. Like the disciples, courage is easier to come up with when we don’t really need it. What grand struggles against temptation we can weave in our dreams and imaginations! Satan may tempt and call us, the sinful world may sing its siren song, but we know that we will stand fast, firm and unmoved. We won’t give in. We will stand undaunted and fight the good fight of faith! And yet, when push comes to shove, all our resolve can fail. It’s easy here, in church, to make the promises of everlasting loyalty to Christ. It is easy during our nighttime prayers to pledge undying devotion to our Savior and our King. But get out from behind these walls, get out of your house, be forced to deal with that world of sin and temptation, and then see what happens! And it’s the same, sad story--our lack of trust lets our fear have its way with us. Instead of trusting that our Good Shepherd knows where He is leading us, we fear that He has taken a wrong turn. We fear that He is leading us someplace where we don’t want to be. It looks like it may be dark in there. It looks scary. It looks as if He doesn’t know what He’s doing. And so we run, driven by foolish fears that often hardly merit a shiver! Our trust in Him melts away, and with it dissolves all our resolve to be His true and faithful followers. We abandon Him, as surely as the disciples did, when our faith and trust in Him grow weak. And that is why every Christian, every day, needs to pray these words: “Lord, have mercy. Lord, I believe; help me in my unbelief.” When our trust in our Savior is at its lowest point, that is when our prayers must rise to their highest pitch and fervor. God forbid that we should run away from Him because our faith has grown weak! For He has done nothing to deserve such lack of confidence from us. That is why Christ calls us to remain in His Word and to be where He comes to us in His Sacraments, by which He continues to save us and increase our faith. That’s why Christ calls us to fast, give alms, and pray. For these are ways Jesus has set up for us to help discipline our sinful nature, which will always try to run the show. Word and Sacraments strengthen our faith; spiritual discipline helps keep our sinful flesh from riding roughshod over us in our lives. The Christian life is not always easy. God is clear: troubles will still plague us as we follow Him. It’s as one of our hymns puts it: “I walk in danger all the way.” But know this: God will never lead us into any place where His Son has not already been and has not already conquered all that we fear. Jesus assures us: “Take heart! I have overcome the world” (John 16:33). So don’t fear that He doesn’t know what is best for us when He points out the way for us to follow. Don’t think that we are better suited to figure out the best path for our lives. If that were so, we wouldn’t need Jesus, would we? Tonight, remember the final words of Jesus to Peter: “‘When you were young, you would fasten your belt and go wherever you liked. But when you get old, you will stretch out your hands, and someone else will fasten your belt and take you where you don't want to go.’ Jesus said this to show what kind of death Peter would have to glorify God” (John 21:18-19). And Peter followed. The other apostles followed. They followed through danger and fear, but trusting in the Lord they had once abandoned in doubt and despair. Conclusion May we, too, receive God’s grace to follow Him as well. Jesus says, “Without Me, you can do nothing” (John 15:5). So this night, don’t make eloquent promises of unwavering faithfulness. Such pride went before the disciples’ downfall in the Garden of Gethsemane. Instead, pray that, because of Jesus, our heavenly Father will grant us an ever-greater measure of His Spirit. May He increase our faith and, with it, our courage. “Lord God, when we face our fears in our Gethsemane, strengthen us to follow You. Amen.” -- Rich Futrell, Pastor Shepherd of the Hills Lutheran Church, Kimberling City, MO Where we are to receive and confess the faith of the Church (in and with the Augsburg Confession): The faith once delivered to the saints, the faith of Christ Jesus, His Word of the Gospel, His full forgiveness of sins, His flesh and blood given and poured out for us, and His gracious gift of life for body, soul, and spirit. ___________________________________________________________________________ 'CAT 41 Sermons & Devotions' consists of works that are, unless otherwise noted, the copyrighted property of the various authors; posting of such gives members of this list implied consent for redistribution _with_ _attribution_ unless otherwise specified by the author, as well as for quoting or use in a congregational setting _with_or_without_attribution_. Note: This list's default reply is to the *poster*, NOT the list. Do *not* reply to the list with your comments, but to the poster. Subscribe? 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