TJ: I have to say I am totally impressed with the lengths you have gone to find your solution. I don't know alot about Tinnitis, but I do know that it seems to be a very mysterious condition that is not easy to handle. This is largely an off-topic post, and while I make every attempt to use language non-offensive to list viewers, ultimately I may have failed, so please accept my apologies.
In my younger years, I practiced as a natural healer combined with metaphysics. I worked exclusively with terminal and/or uncurable conditions. I became interested in this line of research due to a counselor I saw when I was 17 years old, who saved my life at a crazy time in my life. He had just received a government research grant to study reversing Multiple Sclerosis through the power of the mind. He had taken himself and ten other patients from wheel chairs to walking. Luckily, he only needed to help me from jumping off of cliffs! Later, I was blessed enough to meet a private teacher, who had reversed late-stage Hodgkins Disease at the age of the 37. I studied daily for several years in practical applications. As time passed, I attended several seldom-advertised seminars on harnessing the power of the subconscious mind. True metaphysics is nothing more than what the meaning of the word suggests. My definition is "that which lies above nature which is expresses itself throughout nature." One can consider it the "laws of physics" above the "laws of physics". I've reached a block in my own research work, because I have a full understanding of the conscious, subconscious, and superconscious minds, but I cannot penetrate the unconscious. The primary principle when one faces a problem where one has done EVERYTHING one can imagine to find a solution and has come up empty - is that the solution lies outside of one's ability to even imagine. Let me illustrate an example. An associate of mine, many years ago, was in an automobile wreck that damaged both the spine and nerves irrepairably. In my way of thinking, there is nothing without meaning. Finding the meaning may be next to impossible, but it is there. People don't get into car accidents by accident. I've never been in one, and I have consistantly driven over 40 miles daily in city areas for years upon years. Everything has a symbolic meaning to the subconscious mind, and in the end, it is quite irrelevant whether this significance is real or imagined, because the power of the mind is unquestionable, as is the power of the heart, feelings, and the ensuing emotions. It was easy to identify, in her case, the emotional cause of the accident. She had already done that work, and in fact knew she was on a collision course with something prior to the experience. The accident was a real tragedy, for it ended her career, which was, at the time, the only valuable thing in her life. What resulted were very rare medical conditions that prevented the mind from sleeping, and daily unmanageable pain that ended up spanning ten years. In the end, it was her marriage that caused these problems, and she ended up losing that as well. The events that transpired during the ten years afterward were slowly transformative. She met the real love of her life, a man patient and loving enough to endure the endless hours of frustration. They started their own home business, because she could not go out into the world to work, she had an incredible sensitivity to light and thus worked often in the night. During this period, she attempted to commit suicide on many occasions because she had explored every avenue of treatment possible. Never the less, she failed, and her business grew prosperous, though the success was quite empty. I met her two years before her miracle, and we would spend hours simply keeping the mind clear enough to be open for the unimagined. The "why me" questions are always the ones that have to be set to rest in short order. Hopelessness must be replaced by hope on a daily basis, and without expectation. This is a miracle in itself. Finally, her miracle arrived. She was contacted by an extraordinary surgeon. They had developed a new surgical technology and method that just might be the solution she needed. Unfortunately, she would be the first patient to undergo this treatment, and insurance would not cover it, and they had to have payment for the surgery ( I'm uncertain why ). Her home business which had been growing for years miraculously provided the funds to undergo this surgery - it was not cheap! She paid gladly. The surgery was an instant success. Overnight, the pain left. Sleep returned. She was given her life back - only now, she had a true love union, a business she could lovingly express through, and one of those strong wills that can only be developed through endless trials of hardship. The first principle of metaphysical healing is that the answer must matter MORE than ANYTHING else. It must be all or nothing. Our world responds to absolute comittment. In her case, her solution manifested through the nature world, in a chain of events that had to unfold just like they did in order for her to find a solution. There was no way beforehand to know "what color" it would look like. This is the single defining factor in the description of a spiritual experience, because it is beyond the individual's control, and beyond the ability to predict, plan, or create of self. It is beyond ideology or cultural influence, and far above dogma. In my own work, the first thing I attempt to do is isolate the first second that it began. With things like cancer or degenerative conditions this can be very difficult, because they are usually the last things a person wants to talk about, especially with a "stranger". Sometimes, the memory is so damaged with emotion that one must bypass the conscious mind to discover origins, and there are many tools available to do this. Once I feel I have reached the first point of manifestation, I back-track events that led to that point. There is always a signficant event that transpired, although sometimes the person experiencing it doesn't remember until they know to look for it. When something like cancer manifests, I have learned that one must usually go back at least 10 to 20 years. With weight issues, one usually must go back before the age of 15. The stumbling block in my own work comes with dealing with those, say, who have lived in a town with a contaminated water supply, and have cancer due to an "egregor" influence they had no control over. That is where the collective unconscious comes in. The result can still easily be described in metaphysical terms, but the power is outside the individual in question. Although I have studied Jung ( who I think came the closest to reaching an understanding ), Sarte, and others who have attempted to explore the unconconscious, I am at a brick wall. Hearing problems are uniform - an unwillingness to listen or the inability to hear that is causing both a numbing to the actual sense of hearing, and equally, I am certain, an increased sensitivy in all the nervous system in the body. The origin, metaphysically and perhaps PHYSICALLY as well is the pineal gland. Interesting how heavy metals might fit into the picture. There are three primary concepts that deal with sight and hearing. I'm going to rename them to attempt to approach it without being offensive to any belief system. 1) Imaging 2) Belief/attention 3) Understanding. Hearing problems are most usually attributed to being in heavy emotional environments, but I have no idea if this would apply to Tinnitus. To try to bring this somewhat back to topic on colloidal silver... I found colloidal silver practicing these exact principles. I did 20 days straight of research, because my wife was dying in the hospital, and nobody could do anything about it. I wrote research institutions, dove into the latest medical advances, and in fact did everything in MY power to try to find a solution for twenty days straight. I was in a position where I had just lost my job because I had a newborn son to care for, I had no family anywhere nearby, and my friends became very unsupportive. So, while I was going broke, trying to learn HOW in the world one takes care of a newborn, I researched as if nothing else mattered. That is when I found colloidal silver. I would not have found it had other things mattered more - like eating and sleeping. I could not work with any of the other tools I've developed because of the hospital environment... my wife was in such pain that she was REALLY trying to die. It is VERY hard to help save someone who wants to die. I got thrown out of the hospital on several occasions due to getting in verbal fights with negligant hospital staff. I was certain that hyperbaric treatment was the answer, but the surgeon in charge refused. All they would do, day in and day out, is CUT. When I finally snuck in late at night with a freshly brewed batch of colloidal silver, you could EASILY fit a football right into her abdomen. They had cut all the tissues out of her abdomen, and the only thing left to infect was the organs. That would have been the greatest concern, but the flesh-eating bacteria had reached the bloodstream, and even multiple blood transfusions daily could not keep the oxygen content in the blood high enough to avoid a crisis situation. They pumped so many drugs into her body that I'm STILL working on trying to clean the system out. Trovan showed the most promise - at that time it was a newly approved wide-spectrum antibiotic. The bacteria ( psuedo and staph hospital strains ) ate through it like cotton candy. The colloidal silver worked, and very rapidly. When I got her home, I used healing clays, herbs, and colloidal silver to speed the healing process by over 66%. When she went back to surgery ( medically necessary cosmetic ) I had her immune system so supercharged that she flew through the procedures with flying colors. With these types of things, TJ, sometimes there is a great gift just waiting to be discovered. It is never easy to find, and the price is often great - but in the end, it is most certainly worthwhile to find. I apologize to the list. All flames are welcome if heartfelt - send them to colloidalsilverd...@hotmail.com and not the list please! ----- Original Message ----- From: "TJ Garland" <goldenok...@hotmail.com> To: <silver-list@eskimo.com> Sent: Sunday, November 04, 2001 6:44 AM Subject: Re: CS>tinnitus-- > Yes--I flush with 3% h202 once a week. I use milk products very sparingly. > I just did a 7 day juice fast/ colon cleanse. I drink decaf coffee and herb > teas. I am looking at Cayce's castor packs next, and finally Schulze's > very rigorous 30 day incurables program. I have been doing pulse tests for > allergies suggested by J.Wallach. I went through a 6 month regimen of > doxycycline 4 years ago for a mycoplasma infection. Possibly my liver and > kidneys were affected. I did one liver and kidney cleanse 3 months ago. > With this other info, can anyone help? Marshall, is there a good alt > practitioner near you? Thanks again goldenokie > > > >From: "Nina Silver" <ni...@bestweb.net> > > _________________________________________________________________ > Get your FREE download of MSN Explorer at http://explorer.msn.com/intl.asp > > > -- > The silver-list is a moderated forum for discussion of colloidal silver. > > To join or quit silver-list or silver-digest send an e-mail message to: > silver-list-requ...@eskimo.com -or- silver-digest-requ...@eskimo.com > with the word subscribe or unsubscribe in the SUBJECT line. > > To post, address your message to: silver-list@eskimo.com > Silver-list archive: http://escribe.com/health/thesilverlist/index.html > List maintainer: Mike Devour <mdev...@eskimo.com> > >
