in the last week to 10 days, someone posted a message that mentioned the fact 
the their 70 year old alcoholic father was able to quit drinking after using 
something. endorphins was also mentioned. i've tried the archives to no avail, 
and have mistakenly deleted the post.

would really like to see the post, or  get in contact with the person that 
wrote it

and, who on the list has CG to sell?        .      thanks.