In a message dated 4/16/2002 1:48:46 AM Central Daylight Time, [email protected] 
writes:


> They may even become jealous or envious and want what you have.   Just an 
> idea.  There are ways of turning it into a positive experience rather than 
> a negative one. 

Jealousy is what some at work have told me on this thing.  Some say its 
because I have such an outgoing happy personality and people are jealous of 
that confidence I have and trying to get to me.   I have learned to make 
jokes of it occasionally and told some of them that I work myself blue in the 
face and the bosses don't appreciate it.  LOL  All my co workers crack up and 
we all have a laugh about it.

I do remember what I looked like before this and it wasn't any better though. 
 The people that knew me when I was so sick tell them that Janis looks better 
than she used to because I had such dark circles under my eyes and people 
would ask what was wrong with me.  That also bothered me.  Now at least the 
color is only in certain lights and the dark circles have pretty much gone 
away.  

Thank you,
Janis