Hi, Nancy,
Well, it is hard to ignore her, because unfortunately I have to live with the
woman.
I realize that her illness and aspartame make her as weird as she is, but it
doesn`t really help much.
She attacks me as no one ever has, not even my ex husband! It hurts me
terribly, and I go into chest pains from the stress. I`m quite depressed, and
all too often suicide seems like the answer. Rationally I know it is not.
CS has helped me immensely, but she refuses to do anything but doctors
orders...sheesh.
Now she thinks she is going to drive the full-sized van we were given, one
with a lift for her power chair. The former owner says he didn`t intend for her
to drive it, but she`s so sure she can, in spite of eye bleeds, painfull foot
neuropathy, and forgetfullness. I`m afraid she`ll kill someone else!!!!!!
I don`t care if she kills herself, sadly.
Marshalee
Hi Marshalee,
I have talked to many people about CS and my cure. Many of them look at
me like I have two heads. It was very hard for me at first because I wanted to
shake them to make them understand, but I've finally realized that manypeole do
not necessarily want to be helped, and the others are so brainwashed by the
medical profession they are afraid to make a move for their own good. Please
don't let your sister's denial interfere with your life so much. You have
helped so many people on this list in the past, I hope you can help yourself by
ignoring your sister.
Best of luck to you,
Nancy
----- Original Message -----
From: mamapug
To: silver-list@eskimo.com
Sent: Wednesday, July 14, 2004 11:38 AM
Subject: Re: CS>MS cure
I have written to this list on many occaions. You can find it in the
archives, but I will again off to send the short journal I kept while curing
myself of MS with CS. I had MS since 1962 and by Aug 2000 I could barely get
around. Today I am 90% cured and I am better than I was 20 years ago. I owe
my new life to CS.
Nancy
Dear Nancy,
I sure wish I could convince my sister to really try CS! She has MS,
diabetes, and COPD. She is almost 63, and is really starting to lose it
mentally. She goes into rages over inconsequential things, and can`t remember
anything for more than an hour. She got mad at me for not waking her for church
one Sunday, when I had, and she couldn`t recall it. Finally I told her to get a
clock, as I wasn`t going to be abused for her memory failure any more.
She drinks Crystal Light by the gallon, which is full of aspartame. I
think the stuff is addictive. I KNOW she has deteriorated a lot since starting
on the crap a few months ago.
Whatever...
She is a horror to live with. With my depression, I`ll probably end up
killing her or me or both. Sigh.
Marshalee
