My friend Warren told me that (surprise) chris murphy is drumming for jale in the interim. Thats rock and roll. He probably needs the extra exposure, its good they didnt give that opportunity to some unknown who would have really enjoyed it. It makes me mad, its such a club and the rule is you have to be bland and palatable personally to be successful.
I could be wrong though. Maybe it is some unknown. I am feeling bitter because I feel like my band is not going to play ever again, like we cant be stars here because I am not a pretty enough woman or not a nice enough woman. Or not a skillful enough songwriter. But its hard because I know if we were taken under somebodies wing then the songs would be adequate. It is a popularity contest. Emily.
