Jude:
It was so good to hear from you. I too have been thinking of you this last week or so. The sentiments expressed in your poem match mine completely. If I could perform miracles, I would heal all of our fellow TMers and then some. I pray for it every night. Even though I have only been on this site for a few months, I feel as though I have made many many new friends, even if it has been through e-mail. I look forward each day to reading all the new e-mail messages that appear on my computer. I would like to take this opportunity to wish everyone a very Merry Christmas and a better New Year for us all. Love to all. Patti in Wisconsin From: heyjude48...@aol.com [mailto:heyjude48...@aol.com] Sent: Tuesday, December 23, 2008 2:40 PM To: jrush...@columbiaenergyllc.com; TMIC-list@eskimo.com Subject: [TMIC] Re: I'm worried! Sweetie, I don't understand your worrying about me. I am right here where I have been for seven years. How long have you been a member of this family? Actually, my health is better right now than it has been in a long time. Other than the pressure sores and the standard urinary tract infection, I don't feel bad at all. Physically, I'm fine. Mentally, might be another story...I may be just a tad stressed out, a bit angry and not quite the usual happy camper I normally am. I want to get out of this bed, I'm going quite out of my head. My legs are aching to get up and walk, My mouth is tired of all this damn talk, I have suction cups attached to the wounds on my ass. And, at the risk of sounding quite crass, I'm dying to get out and Dance on the grass but as for that matter as usual... I'll pass. I want to get out of this bed if not, I'm better off dead. You all say I'm so strong and I help you along on the miserable path you've been dealt, yet... It's not strength that I feel, What I want is to HEAL; get out of this bed and stand on my head, while my email is read The cat needs to be fed, so I might as well get the lead out of my ass and quit dreaming of grass Knowing quite well that "This too shall pass" And write back to "J" in my usual way... Sending my love to her, Including a Prayer for her, Sharing my day with her, Damn, but it's cold out there And shit I'm stuck in here... Shivering, Quivering "BRRRRRRRRR" In a message dated 12/23/2008 12:09:14 P.M. Eastern Standard Time, jrush...@columbiaenergyllc.com writes: Jude, dear one, where are you?? I'm worried!! J _____ One site keeps you connected to all your email: AOL Mail, Gmail, and Yahoo Mail. Try <http://www.aol.com/?optin=new-dp&icid=aolcom40vanity&ncid=emlcntaolcom00000 025> it now.
