I JUST SPOKE WITH DAVE, SHE IS VERY ILL. SHE HAS BEEN IN THE HOSPITAL ALL DAY. THEY ARE RUNNING TESTS. I HOPE THEY ADMIT HER.FOR 2 DAYS SHE HAS BEEN GETTING NUMBNESS DOWN HER SPINE AND HER LEGS, PLUS ALL HER OTHER PROBLEMS. THEY ARE AFFRAID SHE MIGHT BE HAVING A RELAPSE DAVE SAID. THIS WAS NOT WHAT I WANTED TO HEAR.DAVE DOES NOT KNOW IF THEY ARE GOING TO KEEP HER. IF THEY HAVE ANY SENSE THEY WOULD.BUT THE LOUSY CARE SHE GOT FROM THEM NOTHING WILL SURPRISE ME.SHE HAS A IV THE CATH AND THE SORES AND NOW THIS NEW SYMPTOM HER BEING NUMB FROM HER SPINE TO HER LEGS ALL THE WAY DOWN. MY HEART IS BREAKING FOR HER. I DO NOT KNOW HOW MUCH MORE SHE CAN TAKE. SHE HAS TOLD ME SHE WANTS TO DIE, SHE IS ON SO MANY MEDS AND CANNOT DO A THING. I TRY NOT TO CRY WHEN WE SPEAK BUT SHE KNOWS I AM PUTTING ON MY HAPPY VOICE. I HAVE NOT SPOKE TO HER IN 2 DAYS SHE HAS BEEN TO ILL. DAVE ASKED ME TO LET YOU KNOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ALL WE CAN DO IS PRAY FOR HER AS WE ALL HAVE DONE SO MANY TIMES .I JUST MADE A NEW PRAYER BOX, I DID NOT THINK I WOULD HAVE TO PUT JUDES IN IT FIRST. I PRAY FOR EVERYONE, FAMILY , FRIENDS AND MY TM FAMILY.THIS IS JUST SO HARD FOR ME TO UNDERSTAND. HOW MUCH DOES SHE HAVE TO SUFFER. I KNOW SO MANY OTHER TMERS SUFFER TOO, BUT JUDE JUST KEEPS GETTING WORSE BECAUSE OF NEGLECT .I HAVE RAMBLED ENOUGH. I HAVE COMPANY THE BOWL GAMES BUT I AM IN NO MOOD NOW. JUDE WOULD SAY FIDDLE DE DE SCARLET JUST GO ON WITH YOUR PLANS AND DO NOT WORRY ABOUT ME. THATS IMPOSSIBLE FOR ME TO DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GOD BLESS JUDE AND OUR TM FAMILY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! **************New year...new news. Be the first to know what is making headlines. (http://www.aol.com/?ncid=emlcntaolcom00000026)