TODAY I LAID PAM TO REST THE LOVE OF MY LIFE. I WAS JUST REREADING ALL THE WONDERFUL E-MAILS THAT WERE SENT.
I FOUND SOME COMFORT IN TALKING TO DR. SHAMES (RETIRED). HE TOOK CARE OF PAM SINCE WE WERE BASICALLY KIDS. DR. SHAMES WAS AT THE WAKE AND TALKED TO MY SON SEAN. HE WAS A REAL HELP. HE INFORMED US WE COULD HAVE LOST HER SEVERAL TIMES IN THE PAST. THE WAKE WAS BEAUTIFUL BETTER THAN WE COULD HAVE HOPED FOR. MANY BEAUTIFUL FLOWERS AND PLANTS-MANY! ALOT OF FAMILY CAME, MORE THAN I THOUGHT. MANY PEOPLE I WORKED WITH CAME. MY COUSIN A DEACON IN THE CATHOLIC CHURCH SAID THE SERVICE (NOT A MASS) AND THEN SPOKE OF HER LOVE FOR TMIC AND HER MANY FRIENDS THERE. IT WAS BEAUTIFUL. HE SPOKE OF MY SON AND MYSELF. THEN 1-OF HER SISTERS (RHONDA) SPOKE RHONDA WAS BORN AT 1-1/2 LBS . PAM TOLD HER WHEN SHE WAS YOUNG SHE WAS PUT IN A SHOE BOX BECAUSE SHE WAS SO SMALL. THEY HAD TO CUT CLOTH TO DIAPER HER. SHE WAS REAL FUNNY. WE ALL LAUGHED . SHE WAS VERY GOOD AND I WAS SURPRISED BY MANY THINGS SHE REMEMBERED. SHE SAID SHE CALLED PAM AND SAID WHAT EVER HAPPENED TO MY SHOE BOX, DID THEY THROW IT AWAY AND SHE GOT PAM TO LAUGH ON THE PHONE . OH WE COULD HARDLY SEE RHONDA BEHIND THE PODIUM BECAUSE SHE IS SO SHORT, JUST THE TOP OF HER HEAD. SHE ASK CAN YOU SEE ME. LOL HOWEVER YOU GET THE PICTURE. THEN CAREY HER BROTHER THE PREACHER SPOKE AND READ PASSAGES FROM THE BIBLE. HE TOO SPOKE NICELEY OF SEAN AND PAM AND ME. HE SPOKE STRONGLY OF JESUS. IT WAS WONDERFUL. WOW IT WAS SUPER GREAT, SHE WOULD HAVE BEEN PROUD. HOWEVER I THINK SHE KNEW AND WAS WITH US!!!!. THIS I BELIEVE WITH ALL MY HEART..EVERYTHING WENT WELL AND ALSO AT THE CEMETARY. I TOLD MY SON TO PLACE HIS HAND ON HER COFFIN WITH MINE AFTER SHE WAS PUT INTO HER TOMB. WE PRAYED ALIL AND SAID IN ALL OF GOD'S GOOD GRACE WE WILL BE WITH YOU SOON. I PRAYED THIS MORNING FOR THE STRENGTH NOT TO EMBARRASE HER AND FALL DOWN CRYING, ETC. I WAS WORRIED MAYBE I SAY OR DO SOMETHING OVER THE EDGE. WHEN SAW HER I CRIED AND TOUCHED HER AND PRAYED. I WAS TOTALLY TOGETHER AND IN CONTROL. I SURPRISED MYSELF AND MY SON WAS GREAT ALSO. I SAID THIS IS YOUR BODY BUT I KNOW YOUR SPIRIT WILL BE HOME WITH ME. IT WAS THE FIRST TIME I FELT LIKE THAT AT A WAKE, MOTHER FATHER ETC. WE HAD HER BROTHERS AND SISTERS OVER. PLENTY OF RED BEANS AND RICE, FRIED CHICKEN, ETC. I REALLY COULD NOT EAT BUT 1-PC. CHICKEN.. MOST WILL BE FLYING BACK SOON OR DRIVING HOME. THE FUNNY THING IS AS GOOD AS I FELT AND CONTROLLED MYSELF TODAY, BEING HOME TONIGHT HAS BEEN COMPLETLY DIFFERENT. GOD AND PAM REALLY ANSWERED MY PRAYERS TODAY THRU THIS ORDEAL. I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW HOW THINGS WENT. SHE IS IN HIS GLORY NOW AND IN MY HEART ALWAYS. WRITING THIS HELPS ME AS I TRY TO COPE.PAM IS DANCING IN HEAVEN!! BLESS YOU ALL!!!! DAN FROM PAM MONTZ AS I KNOW SHE WOULD WANT ME TO SIGN OFF WITH--------TIAD TIAD TIAD **************Dell Deals: Don’t miss huge summer savings on popular laptops starting at $449. (http://pr.atwola.com/promoclk/100126575x1221770187x1201425153/aol?redir=http:%2F%2Fad.doubleclick.net%2Fclk%3B215566131%3B37864407%3B i)
