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Hello Colleen,
Thank you for your interesting email. ☺ Yes I am in Portsmouth which is right on the south coast near the sea. That's very helpful about what you use for the time breaking with a person, and that makes complete sense when you explain it like that. I get most of what is being talked about, but it was the practical details I found odd. It's helpful to have friends that have such experience in the field that can be conferred with, I would say although I agree that it's our case we need to do the work, if we get confused or stuck many will give up and the chance can be lost. I have noticed a pattern in myself that can easily withdraw and go into research mode and lose touch with the world. I created my own art based on the things I had learnt, reiki, shamanism, Buddhist psychology, a course in miracles and being an interfaith minister, advaita and I dedicated nine months of my life to it and got zero from it, but to grind myself to a exhausted standstill. I realize that its good to have friends that you can turn to that understand whats happening in your universe. Something I observed in scientology was the use of clay.i had this idea in my mind percolating for a few years that art was such a force for healing and I knew it was very important for me. After my job ended, I took a class in ceramic sculpture, I was told that I had a natural ability for it. There was something about creating a form that really lifted me. After I admitted that my art was not going what I had mocked it up to be. I had the space to look at what I really loved to do. I have a deep affection for children and they share this with me. I love to teach them, and he, please them learn and express themselves, they are so honest, something that so many of us lose as we get older. So I came across something called jumping clay. It's teaching kids to work with clay. You can see it online, there are businesses all over the world. Right now I am making an application to the bank for a loan to train and start a business to be an instructor. It's important that I follow this creative spark in my heart, and to share that with others and get paid would be so wonderful. I don't have a job right now, so I have signed up for a hand sculpture class and paper mache course, so I have positive things in my universe. I am aware that I can easily fall into the CGC. I have been in that one game and been overwhelmed and snapped, fortunately I knew enough to find my way back. What you say about the image freezing up or being covered ovr is what's going on with me now. I am time breaking with my ex girlfriend, and I can do some, but what happens is it starts to be flooded with other incidents or it gets foggy or grainy. The whole thing really messed me up and I know it still is compulsively playing out. I don't want her in my universe it's gone and it's all just crazy, so that is my main focus right now. I agree that I gain a lot from the RI's, they are great. Your work with your partner sounds interesting! ☺ I can believe the practices that your friends do. Having been on the roundabout of spituality I have seen the weird and wonderful, including one person who thought whipping themselves with stinging nettles was healing. For me it's a mix of healing and empowerment, of course we need to confront our experiences, but we also want to have fun, or life becomes drudgery. Yes I am happy to work in the way you have suggested, are you a professional, in that you charge for your time and expertise? I look forward to hearing from you. ARC Dru Sent from Samsung tablet -------- Original message -------- From: "Colleen K. Peltomaa" <cygnifi...@gmail.com> Date:08/10/2014 14:01 (GMT+00:00) To: Trom@lists.newciv.org Subject: [TROM1] Fwd: Welcome to Dru Hello, Dru, So you are in the UK? Well, I am on the East Coast here in Connecticut. I worked over Skype for 3 years with a gentleman in Belgium who could not recall much of his childhood. Since then I have been devoting time to handling my own case. Timebreaking is a native ability and whatever one does to get really good at it is okay. When I timebreak on Level 2 I take something about the person -- their hair, a color about them. I consider the body as an object. How is the body different from the clock, for example. Yes, I admit it is awkward, and in the beginning I needed a lot of help. I also will simply take a body and compare it with another body -- one can do that too. It does not have to be the present time environment one compares with. I made some gains using the Sedona Method and then some Vipassana and also some Advaita. I'm glad I did all that and now I appreciate even more Dennis' Level 4 and Level 5. I also had some Grade 2. And I had the CCHs. And I had extensive Dianetics and so have many past life scenes to timebreak. It was all for good and now I consistently do my practice every day. It has taken me 4 years from the time I first discovered Trom to finally be able to agree with Dennis that, yes, this is a fun activity. Take heart. At that level of final clearing stage it all hinges on the person's ability to look at an incident fully without flinching or the incident freezing up or being covered up with a screen. I now have techniques to handle all of those. If you are in a compulsive condition then RI will mean a lot to you and I wish to make sure you are doing it fully to your benefit. Personally, I get a lot of insights from RI and so does my partner who is doing TROM. My partner is a Class VI auditor and together we are experimenting with ways to use the Level 4 commands as a spiritual psychotherapy. He is helping me run the "To Eat" package Level 4 style and it is working very well for me. Once completed I hope to try it out on some willing people. MY SKYPE ID IS ATWTFG You should see all the torturous routes my meditator friends put themselves through, and their level of dedication is awesome. And they actually are making some progress. They do have a metta practice that could be used as a type of RI. If you do decide to contact me over Skype I would want to see how you do your RI and make sure you are doing it correctly. I would also want to have you bring up a recent scene from your past and see how you timebreak to your satisfaction. I simply want you to have fun at it. Have a good run with UCP -- you are headed in the right direction. ARC, colleen
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