Jimi: Hope the tests come out OK..I have the EXACT problems you are talking
about as far as talking too/meeting new or a lot of ppl. Before I started
having such bad PTSD, I sold Insurance, cars etc etc.. Meeting to, and
talking to ppl (or being told to lie to ppl, in the case of insurance or
cars which is why I was NO good at it) but now, NO way.. Unless.. It is
something I really love.. If you love doing the Farmers Market, I think
you'll do OK...do like the old comedian trick says and picture the audience
nekkid LOL...Works for Me, till i picture MYSELF in the audience LOL..
Seriously. That is what you have to do... Love what you are doing, or try to
make it relate to something you are comfortable with...I know all this makes
NO sense, but Good Luck in it anyway. JUST got in from the lake.. BARELY
beat a bad thunderstorm, but did catch about 30 bluegills in a little over
an hour..Chuck
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From: "Desert Eagle" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]>
To: <[email protected]>
Sent: Thursday, June 28, 2007 10:30 PM
Subject: Re: [VFB] Chili Pepper Swap
I have sent a couple of mails to Chris with no replies.
Farmers Market starts this Saturday and being the "Committee Chairman" I
am
as nervous as a long tailed cat in a rocking chair factory. I am not used
to so many people "depending" on me to make things go good. My VA "Speck
Docs" say I will do fine, I am not sure, since I can not in control of
"who", when, and "Why" I chose to talk to someone.
Plus, I have VA Appointments next week in ABQ for some tests for something
that "Perplexes" all the doctors, and no readily obvious answers are
available for something that could be serious.
In other words, They are not sure what causes me to caught up blood, but
want to try to find out, SOON.
Prayers would be appreciated.
Jimi
Anyone know how many flys to tie and where to send them.
I haven't heard from the Meister lately.
Jim
