Wow!
Jones, Jones, that hurt!
To me you feel mean. You seem to want me to stop putting messages in
the archive. You have no qualms belittling me with projections of your
fears. You want rationality which is opposite to the Vortex-L mission
set by Bill the owner.
You respond as if you thought I was attempting to convert you... my head
wags.
You want me embarrassed for my alien speak, and you are a closet woo woo
light being convert. I won't even touch that... where's your
rational... it is one hundred percent subjective and different for every
persona live.
What else?
Oh, you weren't trying to start a flame war while you were flaming out.
Jones, Jones, I never dropped */your /*name. I never gave you a moments
notice for what you did to Frank Znidarsic's insights. A monster man
destroying hopes (short dick complex). I think that is a root concern
in your apparent demeanor, but not my problem! Stuff it, gently,
minding the corners. You might like it.
I paint you a jealous freak attacking others hard work.
You Jones Beene, know full well your intent, so don't gaslight me! You
are an adversary to my mentor, one I attached to myself.
Oh no! Oh God! A self-assigned mentor, by an undeserving grasshopper my
mentor wouldn't teach! Goshville. Oh Frank.
God Frank! What AM I to you? Are you rational and hateful in
explanation of your silence to me? You are the excellent example of
gentleman in every character I ever saw you type... you never even
bad-mouthed Jones, even though I could tell it hurt deeply. You've
always been gentle with me and encouraging in the beginning... when you
started. When I was posting your theory paper at my site.
And am I a fool to you, too, Frank. How about you, Bill Beaty?
Do I embarrass everyone, or just the Jones groupies and a silent
mentor? What is it that I know that is too much, Frank? Would you tell
me? Could I have anything to close this wound?
How rational are we?
Wow, Jones... I guess I really got your goat. My sisters attacked me
for wanting a mother's touch while she was rigid, emotionless, and
catatonic from so many teen age rapes in Hazard County Kentucky. You
fill my sister's roles, Jones Beene. You have kept me from feeling like
I belong to a family I so needed.
How many other people here feel like Jones toward me? Don't answer! I
don't want to hear the news from you, Frank, not if it is the same on
the same day. Give me some healing time. This hurts like hell.
Right now any vote of confidence verses similar callus treatment will be
a sun beam in my happy days remaining. Any kindness will make a spot of
joy in my tears.
Are there gentlemen and ladies here? Am I the fool Jones paints me to
be? Is Jones correct as usurping Bill's forum mission and protocol in
Vortex-L, and countermanding this Vortex-L mission as if it's Jones'
forum and his agenda and his topic and his impatience with others not
boosting his dopamine levels with camaraderie?
Or, is that true perhaps, while I have played the fool; a gosh, unaware,
inappropriate fool painted true colors by Jones Beene? The forum
asshole. Painted a fool by an asshole. Wow.
I take the link following to heart now more than ever.
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And I know I'm broken, and I appreciate everyone that has remained
silent to not break my brow and my high... the highest my life happiness
had ever yet attained. You guys were an inward joy. Thank you.
The naive woodworker that knows things and repeats them nearly everyday.
Jones, what a service! You have made it clear to myself that I have
been a fool. Silence from others willing for me to take my bitter
medicine will seal my fate of fallen hope.
Thank you for the hurt... mine goes very deep to have separated me this
far from recognition of when I am inappropriate. I can't read people and
situations dependably at all. The pain made me. Now I am made stronger
and sadder with this pain increased. I sought audience, and found you
all a captive audience. Nearly mute to me... and now I am naked before
everyone that knows what I have been. But I never knew what Jones Beene
says I am.
I thought I was not rejected with my imaginary friends, the Vortex
People. I supposed for not being actively rejected. But I had been all
along, just too broken to admit I had no friends.
I'm sorry Frank for what I have been to you. I'm sorry to have
associated my naivete with your agenda. Is Jones Beene right, Frank?
Is there no rational in supporting motivated naivete?
I hurt. My broken parts hurt more. My hopes are daunted. My image of
the Vortex People is destroyed. Who are you people? Are you like Beene
in dislike of my heart song? Do you kill song birds, Jones Beene,
because they have only one song? A song I had been proud to sing as it
represented progress in a life that had no hope of finding friends. I
tried to win friends with my song and only now have this legacy of a fool.
Jones, you may be callus and given to hurt people, but I do not believe
that you ever intended to hurt me as much as you have, to expose me as
you did in audience I had grown to adore... because I thought I had
friends. I hadn't been rejected... rational of a fool.
Jones spoke as if he speaks for you all.
Is that true?
Silence will confirm your rejection.
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But hey! What did you people ever do for me? I'll try to remember
something. Bill, you shared your rotary success which I appreciate and
which means something in my stuff that I know too much about.
Maybe I have shared something to someone here and there that will
somehow help.
If there is any comfort from anyone to break a silence that invites me
to leave --please please do not share it here, but to don86...@gmail.com.
I still seek scientific consult for the data I will be making. It will
not be here.
I still hope to share mind-space which is nearly a ... it /IS/ a
spiritual thing for me. But this place has no spirit.
Enjoy the light beings, Jones Beene. They may fill that hollow void.
And I am still a walk-in into a baby that died in diapers. I literally
died on the way to the hospital with anguish that the family rejected
me, no touch from mother, and siblings emulating a mother locked in PTSD
with no way to show any emotioin to her children. I was punished for
being unhappy in diapers in a family like this one, always ignored. I
was treated like a bad pet that wouldn't stop crying due to the pain of
touch deprivation, and punishment for crying about it. I couldn't
breathe any more, and died on route to the hospital.
Something saved me. That something has been rejected. I am not welcome,
the thunderous silence confirms, in response to the something that has
been communicating. This dead baby is not welcome.
Truly never was yours,
DonEM
On 11/6/2021 10:20 PM, Jones Beene wrote:
Oops. Excuse me, Don - as I was not trying to ignite another dead-end
and unwinnable UFO flame war.
Maybe that was not your intent in the original posting. But in
general, after all these years, if one is trying to win over
rationalists to the idea that ET is already amongst us -- is it too
much to ask for something new, non-trivial and closer to objective
reality?
Name-dropping, mystery physics and/or claimed deep links to secret
control organizations is getting kind of passe, no? And normally, the
brilliant people of the world do not find it necessary to proclaim
their blinding intellect ... "beauty is as beauty does"... to mix
metaphors.
Curiously, I have recently listened to the Dorothy Izatt documentary
on YT - which is surprisingly convincing (of a real and repeatable
phenomenon - AKA the "light beings"). Even so there are semi-mundane
explanations for the light beings - a bit more convincing than aliens
from another galaxy.
Don wrote:
Here's a repost of the thread you stepped on surely accidentally,
Jones Beene, following. Do be careful.
When my wife and I had dinner with Jack, he explained that due to his
blinding intellect, the government selected him and pays him from a
Swiss account with a regular paycheck for life, since he was a
student. He's paid by the gov to think, and the gov hopes he can
crack the UFO mystery. At least that was the gov's hope last
millennium. That's straight from Jack's mouth.
What do you think about that, Jones?
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Jack Sarfatti
(On linkedin.com
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24 minutes ago (edited)
About: UFO/UAP LIVESTREAM: *Franc Milburn *youtube.com
https://youtube.com/watch?v=C6l-ZtXH880&feature=share
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I am one of Franc's sources. Agents from the CIA/DOD recruited me to
work on this UAP problem and the consciousness "hard problem" 50 years
ago. See MIT Professor David Kaiser's award-winning book "How the
Hippies Saved Physics." The physics explaining UAP time travel is now
relatively well understood. A few technical snags is par for the
course. I had a direct contact with an intelligence back from the future.
Einstein's General Relativity Field Equation
Guv = 8pi(G/c^4)Tuv
plus quantum physics of materials explains what is going on with UAPs.
It's not that difficult.
Putin's agents interviewed me on this back around 2014 before I with
others really solved the basic physics problem.
I am beginning to think 34 minutes in that Franc is being fed
disinformation. We heard similar stories more than 20 years ago at Joe
Firmage's ISSO. The point is that the basic physics is quite
elementary and straightforward but the people I know connected to USG
on this UAP project are second and third grade physicists and do not
really understand what is needed.
The problem with Mellon and Elizondo is that they are so lacking in
understanding of the physics needed that they are easily fooled. Eric
Davis has a personal problem with me going back over several decades
and is obstructing progress on the US side. Meanwhile Putin's agents
take my ideas very seriously. Obstruction by Eric Davis, Colonel John
B Alexander and others stemming partly from my support of Donald Trump
has given Putin's physicists and edge in this arms race for Tic Tac
Tech. Randolph Stone has not done his job because of them. I have been
talking about UFOs from the future since 1973 and an excerpt of a my
meeting with Hal Puthoff, Russell Targ at SRI talking about all of
this can be heard on my Sound Cloud Channel.
