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January 31, 2005 issue
Copyright © 2005 The American Conservative

Walking Wounded
Old soldiers don't fade away

by Fred Reed

The observant will have noticed that we hear little from the troops in Iraq
and see almost nothing of the wounded. Why, one might wonder, does not CNN
put an enlisted Marine before a camera and, for 15 minutes without editing,
let him say what he thinks? Is he not an adult and a citizen? Is he not
engaged in important events on our behalf?

Sound political reasons exist. Soldiers are a risk PR-wise, the wounded a
liability. No one can tell what they might say, and conspicuous
dismemberment is bad for recruiting. An enlisted man in front of a camera is
dangerous. He could wreck the governmental spin apparatus in five minutes.
It is better to keep soldiers discreetly out of sight.

So we do not see much of the casualties, ours or theirs. Yet they are there,
somewhere, with missing legs, blind, becoming accustomed to groping at
things in their new darkness, learning to use the wheelchairs that will be
theirs for 50 years. Some face worse fates than others. Quadriplegics will
be warehoused in VA hospitals where nurses will turn them at intervals, like
hamburgers, to prevent bedsores. Friends and relatives will soon forget
them. Suicide will be a frequent thought. The less damaged will get around.

For a brief moment perhaps the casualties will believe, then try desperately
to keep believing, that they did something brave and worthy and terribly
important for that abstraction, country. Some will expect thanks. But there
will be no thanks, or few, and those quickly forgotten. It will be worse.
People will ask how they lost the leg. In Iraq, they will say, hoping for
sympathy, or respect, or understanding. The response, often unvoiced but
unmistakable, will be, "What did you do that for?" The wounded will realize
that they are not only crippled, but freaks.

The years will go by. Iraq will fade into the mist. Wars always do. A
generation will rise for whom it will be just history. The dismembered
veterans will find first that almost nobody appreciates what they did, then
that few even remember it. If-when, many would say-the United States is
driven out of Iraq, the soldiers will look back and realize that the whole
affair was a fraud. Wars are just wars. They seem important at the time. At
any rate, we are told that they are important.

Yet the wounds will remain. Arms do not grow back. For the paralyzed there
will never be girlfriends, dancing, rolling in the grass with children. The
blind will adapt as best they can. Those with merely a missing leg will
count themselves lucky. They will hobble about, managing to lead semi-normal
lives, and people will say, "How well he handles it." An admirable freak.
For others it will be less good. A colostomy bag is a sorry companion on a
wedding night.

These men will come to hate. It will not be the Iraqis they hate. This we do
not talk about.

It is hard to admit that one has been used. Some of the crippled will
forever insist that the war was needed, that they were protecting their
sisters from an Islamic invasion, or Vietnamese, or Chinese. Others will
keep quiet and drink too much. Still others will read, grow older and
wiser-and bitter. They will remember that their vice president, a man named
Cheney, said that during his war, the one in Asia, he "had other
 priorities." The veterans will remember this when everyone else has long
since forgotten Cheney.

I once watched the first meeting between a young Marine from the South,
blind, much of his face shot away, and his high-school sweetheart, who had
come from Tennessee to Bethesda Naval Hospital to see him.

Hatred comes easily. There are wounds and there are wounds. A friend of mine
spent two tours in Asia in that war now little remembered. He killed many
people, not all of them soldiers. It is what happens in wars. The memory
haunts him. Jack is a hard man from a tough neighborhood, quick with his
fists, intelligent but uneducated-not a liberal flower vain over his
sensitivity. He lives in Mexican bars few would enter and has no politics
beyond an anger toward government. He was not a joyous killer. He remembers
what he did, knows now that he was had. It gnaws at him. One is wise to stay
away from him when he is drinking.

People say that this war isn't like Vietnam. They are correct. Washington
fights its war in Iraq with no better understanding of Iraq than it had of
Vietnam, but with much better understanding of the United States. The
Pentagon learned from Asia. This time around it has controlled the press
well. Here is the great lesson of Southeast Asia: the press is dangerous,
not because it is inaccurate, which it often is, but because it often isn't.
So we don't much see the caskets -for reasons of privacy, you understand.

The war in Iraq is fought by volunteers, which means people that no one in
power cares about. No one in the mysteriously named "elite" gives a damn
about some kid from a town in Tennessee that has one gas station and a beer
hall with a stuffed buck's head. Such a kid is a redneck at best, pretty
much from another planet, and certainly not someone you would let your
daughter date. If conscription came back, and college students with rich
parents learned to live in fear of The Envelope, riots would blossom as
before. Now Yale can rest easy. Thank God for throwaway people.

The nearly perfect separation between the military and the rest of the
country, or at least the influential in the country, is wonderful for the
war effort. It prevents concern. How many people with a college degree even
know a soldier? Yes, some, and I will get e-mail from them, but they are a
minority. How many Americans have been on a military base? Or, to be truly
absurd, how many men in combat arms went to, say, Harvard? Ah, but they have
other priorities.

In 15 years in Washington, I knew many, many reporters and intellectuals and
educated people. Almost none had worn boots. So it is. Those who count do
not have to go, and do not know anyone who has gone, and don't interest
themselves. There is a price for this, though not one Washington cares
about. Across America, in places where you might not expect it-in Legion
halls and VFW posts, among those who carry membership cards from the
Disabled American Veterans-there are men who hate. They don't hate America.
They hate those who sent them. Talk to the wounded from Iraq in five years.
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Fred Reed's writing has appeared in the Wall Street Journal, Washington
Post, Harper's, and National Review, among other places.




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