Morrigan, you've been missed and missed. I wondered where you were. I am DEEPLY sorry for your loss, and for the recent pain.
Please know how vital my thoughts of you are, and what strong feelings you can know are with you. Warmest, sheila --- Matt Lee <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote: > Hello ppl, it's me, morrigan, wryting out of matt's > computer and, therefore, > his e-mail programme. > > You know when you do something and you leave it, and > then it just gets > bigger and bigger, until you can barely go back to > it, or look at it, well > that's what's happened to me recently, with wryting > and in my life > generally. I've been working on a series of pieces > about anarchy, and I > didn't feel there was anywhere for these to go. I > went to a party and I was > twatted and then someone told me that a guy I barely > knew had died, the last > time I had seen him he had been D locked round the > throat to the door of a > squat. Ben was a good man. He was married to > Little Bear - who I do know > pretty well. I dunno, it just messed my head up, > and I started looking at > my tribe, people I identify with, ie anarchists, and > I could see the > sickness inside our movement, and it shouldn't be > sick, it should be > liberating, and I always thought it was, but instead > it's desperately > desperately ill, and we are still taking casualties. > Ben was off his head > on ketamine and fell into a canal, high sides, he > couldn't get out and > eventually sank, they dredged and found his body two > days later. My life, > my beliefs, are surrounded by corpses, and I needed > some time to get my head > round this, and I couldn't do it here, on wryting, > too much writhing, I > needed to be quiet with it. There's other stuff as > well. > > Anyway, me and matt are off to Stonehenge tomorrow. > We is gonna be there > for the solstice, watch the sun rise over the stones > and the druids do their > thing and the drum people dance and rhythm the life > force of sun worship > madness in an insane world. I just wanted to say > hello, and not to leave > things undone. > > Greetings to you all. > > Love, morrigan > > ------------------------------------------------------------ > Matt's Homepage = > http://homepage.ntlworld.com/matt.lee7 > ------------------------------------------------------------ > http://www.netherworld.com/~mgabrys/william/media/truth2.wav > ------------------------------------------------------------ >
