it appears quarks are not free they are always glued first of all they are only hypothetical poor things why didn't christianity or something pick that up the poor hypothetical i've had it
animals are good phenomenologists the best the beast since they don't know of death presumably but since we know we're poor phenom. sure it should be the other way around a lot of things should idiots are born while wise men die, an idiot said to a wise man, said a wise man to an idiot well now for the proof you've been patient for long proof of reality no less when we die the world continues to exist how cruel also when the world is gone you too are true what does this say to you? well i figured my world was a kind of mix of projections, filters, a big mess of subject and object, but now it appears no slow down, we haven't reached that conclusion yet maybe this is like blood coloring water fine fine, you're blood, the world is water without water life wouldn't evolve here then the water turns into some blood then the blood leaks into the water again so you say it's a big mess, everything is stained also this is like this allegory it's very limited and serve some simple purpose then game over most things what you can't throw out you have to i don't know what now were where we, meaning here we are since the world is independent of me and i am dependent on the world that's a pretty clear relation so, in the same way, it's not that the wetness interacts with the rain the rain doesn't care about the state of the wetness i think that's part of our illusion, as the superior beings of the world the superman, which is inherent in language language is so to say a super-man once something is stated it attains some superior state of being like being this is not very motivational motives are of course part of the superman adventures ok what's in the bottom here? a happy baby? is there always a bottom that speaks? without trembling i wish an earthquake would destroy now i'm lost well this is about being lost i guess any interaction with the world has some illusional part the illusion doesn't reside with the world, neither with the subject so then it's in the interaction how can we interact without illusion? sure i think the cells have an illusion about living forever think i read somewhere that the cell actually could so then the cell is right in assuming but the organ and higher body system maybe messes it up for the cell and the cell go under with it maybe, or the body tells a story to the cell who knows, how strange all things are if you don't think it's strange, well maybe you should strange topbottom updown charm As the universe expanded and cooled, some of these quarks may have been frozen out. To what extent independent free quarks could survive is an unresolved issue of elementary particle physics. what should we think about this? still when my feet are cold i put on extra socks? when i want to move one finger it actually moves can animals do that? all is lost for us even if we should build another world in a safe area of the universe how come i still write? breathing is semi-automatic the two worlds breathing is interacting basically oxygen is a poison it means humans live by poison and pay by aging the cell might have done better well oxygen was there so why not birds are singing immediate joy no, i want joy later, let's say tomorrow at 3 i want it yesterday can we do that? well how much can we do the sleep of reason or the reason of sleep on the one side everything is simple on the other everything is a mess and the bridge between is full of it's not so much a bridge as a knife there you go (that was a nice ending, so i'll write the rest down here not to disturb the sleep of the end the bridge and the knife are the same and-or operations and then logic doesn't have time it has implications though but which transforms into and-or-negations and even less)