I almost got killed by love

A R Rahman on life after the Oscars

By Subhash K Jha
Posted On Friday, February 27, 2009 at 02:11:42 AM           
•    What was the most exhilarating moment during the whole Oscar experience?
For me, those six kids from Slumdog Millionaire, who belong to a humble part of 
our own Mumbai;
walking the red carpet with the highest-paid Hollywood stars at the Oscars was 
the highest
moment. That to me was the truest display of the democratic spirit. Compared 
with that, my
getting the Oscars is inconsequential. 

These kids didn’t even have a birth certificate in the first place but got 
their passports and
visas within three days. That’s the real miracle. I would like to hand it to 
Danny Boyle and
the producers for looking out for those kids.

l When did you return ?
I came back to Chennai on Thursday morning and couldn’t believe what I saw. 
There were
5000-6000 people waiting for me at the airport. Everyone wanted to touch me, 
shake hands with
me. I almost got killed by love. Now that I am home with my children, I feel 
strangely calm and
euphoric. My mother, sister and wife were with me at the Oscars, but not my 
kids. 

•    To see you holding those two Oscars was a wonderful historic moment.
It was, wasn’t it? Earlier we missed it. Each time I would see those 
disappointed Indian faces
after the Oscars, I wished that someone would go and get it for us. This time 
we cracked it.
Resul Pookutty and I getting the Oscar have brought India into the centre of 
the popular
culture. That’s a big high for me. I only wish Gulzar saab and Sukhwinder were 
there to share
the moment with me.
 
•    Why weren’t they there?
I wanted Gulzar saab to be there. The producers had sent him a ticket, but he 
hurt his shoulder
and had to cancel the ticket. Anyway they called out Gulzar saab’s name on 
stage. I felt good
about that.

•    Were you surprised by the two Oscars?
I was numbed. 20 seconds after the announcement, I had to run backstage, get 
into my costume,
put on my headset and perform like a rock star. To do all this gracefully was 
quite an
achievement. I was sure, I wouldn’t get two Oscars. I just thought performing 
on stage was a
great honour. 

But the funniest part was, while rehearsing at the Kodak Theatre, every time 
they would do the
mock announcements, they would call out everyone’s names as winners except me. 
That made me
sure I wasn’t getting the Oscars. I was prepared to clap for others. So when my 
name was
announced, the joy was double. When the first Oscar was announced, I never 
dreamt I would get a
second one, though the second one was more predictable. Everyone out there 
loves ‘Jai ho’.

•    Would you say the Oscars are the highest moment of your life as an 
entertainer?
No. A year ago, I underwent a spiritual experience, which was far greater than 
all this glory
can ever be. It happened during one of my pilgrimages. It made me calm. So all 
the good stuff
that happened to me after Slumdog was like an offshoot of the experience I have 
had last year.
My music is an extension of my spiritual aspirations.

•    How do you look back on the last two months?
 I didn’t expect the BAFTA. I thought the British had a different taste. But 
the impact of the
movie and music is all-pervasive.

•    Suddenly you have become one of them.
In LA and Hollywood, I felt the same way as a guy coming from a small town of 
India feels in
Mumbai. But once I got to know them well, I found them as human as any ordinary 
person. Slumdog
has impacted everyone’s life so much. I am looking at a couple of projects in 
Hollywood. I have
to be very careful what I choose. I don’t want to end up as a one-hit wonder. 

•    How much time will you spend in the US now?
50 per cent of the year I might be there, the rest over here. Before I accept 
some offers
there, I need to stay put in the US for some time. To do so, I might have to 
leave some movies
in India.

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