Re: Tips from fellow blind people on Dating?
Have to generally agree with tirtlepower. I was one of those who started having sexual feelings towards people from a young age, and back then if I was rejected or whatever I tended to get over it fairly quickly. My last real relationship was probably one of the most meaningful I've ever had with anyone, but it ended up ending on a not so good note once it became apparent to this person I was trans, or at least bisexual, before I even truly realised what those feelings meant myself, in around the middle of 2017. I'd been with this girl since 2014, and as young and immature as I was then, it still meant a lot to me at the time and it ending the way it did fucked me up pretty bad. I think it was from that point onward I started to desperately cling on to my maskulinity, knowing full well deep down that it was a ly, and that resulted in a lot of my already existing depression being intensified, and me going to greater and greater lengths to accept myself for who I was. Sadly, my earlier post was just another example of that. I still think if the person mentioned in my first post were to get back in contact with me I would still try to pursue that relationship, even though this person is as strate as it gets and it there for probably wouldn't go anywhere. Sometimes I wonder if part of the reason I felt such a strong connection was because she's kind of everything I wanted to be at that point. I'm not sure, but at least I've gotten a lot off my chest, and it's been a little easier for me now. Still have to decide on a new name and whatnot, plus put things through college so everyone's on the same page, but soon I'll be living the life I've wanted deep down since I was about 12, and which I never really thought would be possible.
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