Re: family/future. Need advice
Alright so I wasn't planning on going into my personal life here, but fuck it. Am going into my personal life.
I have, not sure if you would call it social anxiety as such, but certainly people problems. As an FYI, I go to a blind college, but I do see / interact with people on the daily, most of which aren't actually blind, or at least not fully. They also actively encourage people to socialize / make friends, and constantly help us get out and go places like supermarkets etc, which does include showing us routs and giving us permition to go solo / without staff if we pass them, BTW.
Despite all this, I have major issues with people, or at least people I don't know reasonably well. Meeting people can be something of a nightmare for me. Like, I'm a good talker, and I can almost always hide how I feel, so I generally don't have problems getting along with humans, it's just the process, and the prospect of actually doing it.
I'm also, let's just say quite obviously blind. I typically do most things with my eyes sort of half shut, and even if I didn't I'm completely total, meaning I'm never actually focusing on anything visually. And apparently it shows. I also have issues with head rocking, though I usually don't have issues stopping myself from doing this in public any more.
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