Long story coming up. Life is getting a little crazy for me. Right now I don't know if I am just so stressed that I am making myself sick or maybe I am coming down with something.
This Friday I will be seeing Morgan's father for the first time in almost 3 years in court. This is a pre-trial hearing where they are supposed to order him to do the genetic testing. The last time he was supposed to be tested he put himself in the hospital (some of you may remember this). Then last month right before we were due in court he hired a lawyer who got a postponement. Also, after his "accident" I stopped taking Morgan to his parent's house on Friday. About 2 weeks ago his mother called me, she wanted to clear the air. They now have custody of his 7 year old daughter - which means his mom got his ex-wife to give them custody of her. His mom is still very angry with me for taking Morgan out of a situation that I was no longer comfortable with. Believe me I have felt bad about this since I did it but she was not honest with me, she even threatened me that I would be sorry for taking Morgan away from them. She then proceeds to tell me that they are going to wait to see what David does once paternity is established. She said he might go after joint custody - that is a long shot due to his questionable mental state and Morgan is three years old and has never met the man. IF not that he will go after visitation - even what he will get with that is questionable. The thing is whatever he goes after his parents want to piggy back on what he gets. After reading the paperwork that his lawyer finally sent me I know that he wants the court to order me to pay for DNA tests. The county that I am doing this in does, he doesn't even have to pay for it. Then he wants me to pay for his costs and expenses. I don't think this thing will happen either but it still has me worried. The thought of seeing him makes me sick. He may not have phsyically harmed me but the emotional part is still there. Let's just say when we were together a lot of times I couldn't eat because I would be in a highly stressed state waiting for him to explode, why did I stay? God knows but I did. His mom has also said they have proof that I tried to start some problems with David's biological father who is dead. Interesting all I know is that they were from the Salt Lake area and I don't even have their last name. Yeah, I didn't do it. I have no interest in knowing anything more about them, besides I have nothing to gain. I denied that and then s! he told me she felt sorry for my daughter becuase a "friend" of mine had told her that I had Morgan because my biological clock was ticking. Okay, then it's been ticking since I was a child becuase I have ALWAYS wanted to be a mom and my daughter was born out of my love and desire to have a child. I truly believe that if I wasn't supposed to have had Morgan, God would've made sure I didn't. Sorry to ramble. I am just trying to drive myself crazy before Friday I guess. Maybe too if I feel this way now, Friday I will be able to find the strength that I need to get through that day and whatever else happens over the next few months. I have to say that when I stopped taking Morgan to see his side of the family I felt horribly guilty there were several people involved but I had to do what was best for her and I did. Also, his mother decided that if I took her out for even one day then she wasn't coming back. She is the type of person who says it's either this way or that way, there is no room for compromise. Okay, I am done rambling. Thanks for your ears. Sorry to go on so long. Cathi --- You are currently subscribed to wm as: [EMAIL PROTECTED] To unsubscribe send a blank email to [EMAIL PROTECTED] [Non-text portions of this message have been removed] ------------------------ Yahoo! Groups Sponsor --------------------~--> Make a clean sweep of pop-up ads. Yahoo! Companion Toolbar. Now with Pop-Up Blocker. Get it for free! http://us.click.yahoo.com/L5YrjA/eSIIAA/yQLSAA/BCfwlB/TM --------------------------------------------------------------------~-> Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/kumpulan/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
