it is so beautiful. Wish it was that easy. I feel so guilty about having put junior to sleep. I keep wondering did I do the right thing. She had a womb infection at the beautiful age of 13 but shouldn't I have tried all our options first instead of putting her to sleep but we didn't want her to suffer. God I so miss her. I wasn't allowed to stay with her until she died. She was asleep and had gotten the other shot to when the vet took her with her. But I wanted junior to die in my arms. Now I have no idea what happened to her. I feel so bad about that.
From: flopo <[email protected]> To: [email protected] Sent: Tuesday, September 13, 2011 2:59 PM Subject: Re: [Chihuahuas] Smidgen has taken a turn for the worst That is so beautiful, it made me start crying all over again. Pam -------Original Message------- From: Valerie Mockett Date: 13/09/2011 12:28:04 AM To: [email protected] Subject: Re: [Chihuahuas] Smidgen has taken a turn for the worst If it should be that I grow weak And pain should keep me from my sleep, Then you must do what must be done, For this last battle cannot be won. You will be sad, I understand. Don't let your grief then stay your hand. For this day, more than all the rest, Your love for me must stand the test. We've had so many happy years. What is to come can hold no fears. You'd not want me to suffer so; The time has come -- please let me go. Take me where my need they'll tend, And please stay with me till the end. Hold me firm and speak to me, Until my eyes no longer see. I know in time that you will see The kindness that you did for me. Although my tail its last has waved, >From pain and suffering I've been saved. Please do not grieve -- it must be you Who had this painful thing to do. We've been so close, we two, these years; Don't let your heart hold back its tears

