While one can't deny that you are a mess, you never did mention anything
about H-1B as indicated in your subject line.
Now that the H-1B topic has degenerated to individual subscribers to
Groupstudy using the list to unashamedly reveal the most personal details of
the Kafkaesque nightmares that their lives are, perhaps we can move on to
more relevant fare...
Subject: One Asian's comments about H1-B
> I was born in the US.
> I think I'm different from a lot of Americans and Asians because I was
> born with ADD and severe depression and have been fighting it all my life.
> But I still think of myself as Asian.
> Once you have been at that depth of pain,your existence seems to just
> transgress everything human. I kept on going in school &have got a ME,
> BSEE and MSEE , CNE, MSCE and CCNA.
> Anyway last week I finished 4th in a Triathlon. Once you have been at
the
> level of pain that ADD and depression can cause, the Triathlon doesnt hurt
> too much.
> I try to work hard not so I can buy a big Mercedes or a huge house. I
> think work is the main thing that keeps me going. I do have a Mercedes but
> its an old one I rebuilt froma junkyard.I have a house but I rebuilt it
from
> scrap/
> Anyway to be deep, there is something about our existence here much
deeper
> than being Asian.
> Its our search for the meaning of existence here, and its about our
> wondering why we walk this way, and smiling when deep down everything
inside
> is beaten. Its about being proud when your very existence defines itself
as
> neurological signals telling you bad things about yourself because of
> depression. Its about feeling unbeaten when evrything inside you wishes
you
> could lay down.
> And its about hope, that tomorrow this horrible fog will vanish and I
walk
> as other humans do. I realize I have missd much of the human
experience--but
> just to ber here in America is the biggest miracle of my life.
>
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