Wendy's email. caligirlny...@aol.com Sent from my iPhone
> On May 30, 2016, at 8:48 AM, 'Jeanie' via CMLHope <cmlhope@googlegroups.com> > wrote: > > I was wondering if you could give her some advice. She is set up for a BMT > but can't decide. Thanks > > Sent from my iPhoneI love to see people get on this page and talk about > living with CML rather than dying from CML... I believe if you truly want to > see the face of cancer walk into a transplant doctor's office... Amazing > thing is they too are living! From those without masks on their fave they > smile, others chuckling in conversation... Funny part is now that I'm typed > and ready to go for stem cell transplant I'm dragging my feet... My CML has > presented signs of acute and waiting to see if more meds will work is playing > with fire but here on a higher dose I wait because now I'm finally scared of > dying... Maybe it's because I was just in a hospital in long term care vented > and traked and I remember like it was yesterday my youngest on the phone > crying in my ear as they held it there when was I going to come home and me > looking out the window wondering if I was ever gonna leave or dye trying,.. > There are photos of me in a coma machines covering me but the one that hurts > me the most that I still cannot bear to look at is of my teenage daughter > asleep in a hospital chair at the foot of my bed... If the doctors had it > their way I would be into my pre 30 day transplant mode but instead they wait > for me to say go... I believe I truly can't until I feel in my heart I will > survive... I'm supposed to be the strong one! Can any stem cell transplant > survivors tell me what is going to happen because right now the uncertainty > is what's killing me and the internet doesn't help! I'm going to start a blog > documenting my life through this process hoping it will help others... Lord > knows I will have plenty of time on my hands when I do say Go... Thanks for > reading if you made it YaY! LoL > > -- > -- > [CMLHope] > A support group of http://cmlhope.com > ------------------------------------------------- > > You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups > "CMLHope" group. > To post to this group, send email to CMLHope@googlegroups.com > To unsubscribe from this group, send email to > cmlhope-unsubscr...@googlegroups.com > For more options, visit this group at http://groups.google.com/group/CMLHope > --- > You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups > "CMLHope" group. > To unsubscribe from this group and stop receiving emails from it, send an > email to cmlhope+unsubscr...@googlegroups.com. > For more options, visit https://groups.google.com/d/optout. -- -- [CMLHope] A support group of http://cmlhope.com ------------------------------------------------- You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups "CMLHope" group. To post to this group, send email to CMLHope@googlegroups.com To unsubscribe from this group, send email to cmlhope-unsubscr...@googlegroups.com For more options, visit this group at http://groups.google.com/group/CMLHope --- You received this message because you are subscribed to the Google Groups "CMLHope" group. To unsubscribe from this group and stop receiving emails from it, send an email to cmlhope+unsubscr...@googlegroups.com. For more options, visit https://groups.google.com/d/optout.
