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Ah well, I thought about this again and reappraised
the situation. I had ascribed my first witnessing to acid previously but now
that I think about it I first witnessed the times I had nightmares out of the
blue, and waking nightmares, and worse yet, upon my fathers death. I remember
screaming, I hate you God over and over later and feeling so small. I remember
looking at the beams in the ceiling and they were so far away. Now I could touch
them. But it's like when a kid you couldn't reach the top of the fridge. As an
adult I place what I feel all the way at the back. Perspective, relativity,
magick, dzogchen. Now I realize that I witnessed way back when it was merely
spontaneous, pretty much anytime I was thrust back upon myself. The watching of
the dad's death was something else in misery just on par with everyone else in
those tragidies. Acid bad trips really weren't nothing after that. But I've
taken it so much then. Rather now reaching towards the back and witnessing
Erykah Badu, now that's something. I think I'm gonna be the chef at a black jazz
club in the ninth. Damn that would be cool. To be a hip jazz white cat in a room
of beautiful black velvet. I can hardly wait. I just hope they got the pay.
Cause I ain't cheap.
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Sent: Tuesday, March 29, 2005 11:00
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Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Attachment -
detachment experience/view
on 3/29/05 9:21 AM, anonymousff at [EMAIL PROTECTED]
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> Hi guys,
> I have been practicing TM for
years but still have a strong attachments
> to things, meaning things
happens and I then realize that my reactions
> could have been much
better if I weren't so attach to the outcomes or
> less emotionally
involved and such.
>
> of course these realizations comes after
the events would settle down
> one way or the other.
> I believe
that attachment is a crucial barrier to enlightenment and
> I was
wondering about your perspective on the issue.
> as for your progress on
the issue , did the practice helped you and to
> what degree or any
other 'tips' that might help one to break or
> dissolve
attachments.
>
I find Eckhart Tolle and Byron Katie helpful.
Attachment and aversion are
usually to something other than the way things
are right now.
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