--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "easyone200" <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> wrote:
> What is the possibility that you created this experience for yourself due to your > overwhelming desire or expectation. M is a con man at least 99.99% of the time, let's just > make that 100% and give yourself credit for your own good experiences. Ditto for the rest > of these guru con artists. On the one hand, you are absolutely right; it is all Self appreciating Self. On the other hand, it is not the work of the ego, which was knocked flat on its petulant ass, stretched kicking and screaming between absolute bliss and absolute suffering simultaneously. In fact, the action of Self flooding into Self EXPOSED the ego for the petulant ass it was. Thanks for asking this, as it brings up another point. The longer I have lived and the better I have gotten to know myself, the more I realize MMY is just a particularly stupendous mirror. Everything I have ever judged in him, I have later come to see in myself. As I have come to recognize and acknowledge those evils in myself, they "disappear" and MMY (or the World or whatever) smiles that much brighter. Case in point: One of MMY's big flaws IMO has always been his disgusting tendency to fawn over the rich and famous. So what happens? Last night I see Janis Ian and to anyone's outward eyes, I am fawning over the rich and famous. But now I understand what's going on from the inside: from my point of view, everyone (and everything) is exactly the same, EXCEPT -- by virtue of how much appreciation they are willing to take from "this" me. I am pouring Love and Soma on and into Janis Ian simply because she will TAKE IT ALL -- the more I pour on, the brighter and happier we get, and she turns right around and pours it into her music and gives it right back to thousands of people. See? She is EFFICIENT --- a) she will transpersonally TAKE the energy (instead of saying "gag me," for example) and b) she is naturally (at this moment anyhow) Group- conscious, and in a position to USE that energy for countless others of Us. A bargain! :-) To subscribe, send a message to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] Or go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ and click 'Join This Group!' Yahoo! Groups Links <*> To visit your group on the web, go to: http://groups.yahoo.com/group/FairfieldLife/ <*> To unsubscribe from this group, send an email to: [EMAIL PROTECTED] <*> Your use of Yahoo! Groups is subject to: http://docs.yahoo.com/info/terms/
