Well, I was feeling pretty good and Enlightened and such, and then the individual vanished. Poof. Total wholeness, nothingness, or silence. Deep rich nothingness silence wholeness. This is it...Cannot be unfulfilled anymore...
This experience (for lack of a better word) is every description of Brahman I've ever heard of, from Maharishi or otherwise. The personality is certainly having some upheaval getting used to it, but in an incredibly awesome way. It's hard to describe, which I suppose is the point - if it were purely describable, then it wouldn't be completely whole... Still I've heard that this group is wonderful for talking about it, and poking people. I would love to have either...answering questions about it, or hearing challenges, or whatever. If you poke something long enough, the underlying truth falls out.