Since this point has been raised many times, I will answer it.  There's a mean 
shaped fear within me that makes me squirm and cringe when I think about 
starting over with anything. Going from place to place is my worst mightmare, 
having to cook for strangers with no company to talk to.  I like restaurants. I 
am used to them. I like being a chef and calling out orders and making menus 
and ordering from purveyors, not picking shit up from the store in my car. I 
like to have a set menu I can get better with. I like watching the customers 
being happy. 

On the other hand, I would give a toe to cook for Branjolie, but I have simply 
no idea of the types of health requirements they need and so on. Most stars 
hire nutritionists. Now before someone suggests I go into nutrition, a chef who 
is a nutritionist works mainly cooking crap for hospitals and retirement homes. 
 Cooking for stars, or even not for stars but for regular people sounds fine 
for awhile, but you will not find people advertising. I watch the adds 
everyday. Do you know how many out of work chefs there are in New Orleans. 

I can get a sous or chef job, but can I keep it?  I am very high strung, I 
usually demand perfection. I throw stuff. I smoke. I sometimes can't calm down 
and have to have a drink or smoke a joint. Would you hire me?  I am a great 
chef. I am a fucked up individual. Of course without all that pressure I am 
fairly okay, but not very inspired. 

I really need to round in FF for two weeks. But with all the emphasis on three 
month rounding I can't even get any answers about just staying for two weeks. 
And not for the meditation I need to go there to eat three square a day of 
something healthy until I can think straight again. At MIU.  I've never had any 
problem telling the truth. It's falsehoods that throw me, so I am not great at 
fabricating resumes and lying through my teeth to potential employers. 
  ----- Original Message ----- 
  From: Rick Archer 
  To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com 
  Sent: Monday, March 23, 2009 11:59 PM
  Subject: RE: [FairfieldLife] Despondency


  From: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com [mailto:fairfieldl...@yahoogroups.com] On 
Behalf Of Vaj
  Sent: Monday, March 23, 2009 6:18 PM
  To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com
  Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Despondency

   

  Private chef?

   

  Any thoughts on the idea of private cheffing--at different houses, once a 
week....custom gourmet menus, for upscale clients? Work your magic....different 
places to work, different scenery, a different mandala of people? You're always 
the boss, but instead of a overbearing bastard, the clients get to see your 
enlightened nature...

   

  It's the in thing. Show up, work your magic with a weeks worth of meals. On 
to the next person. Never boring, always original. Gawd, you'd be great at it! 
A traveling artist with his culinary, uh... palate. :-)

   

  I have a friend who does that. He lives in NYC and cooks out in the Hamptons 
and such places. Not even a week at a time. A meal here, a meal there. Makes 
good money.

   




  

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