yes good reason originally for this forum but since then the SICK stuff that has subsequently come out of it
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Rick Archer" <r...@...> wrote: > > Posts I asked Buck to remind us of: > > A Little TSR History > > (This is a letter which I sent to the President's > Office back in 1995. This was sent about 7 or 8 > months after the Dome fees were so dramatically raised > for TSR through Bevan. In this letter is re-stated > the time line of events. You will recall that Keith > Wallace at that time had been brought back to be the > campus Exec. President. Keith had developed a number > of working committees from TSR for the University and > the TSR community in late '93 and early '94. They > began working that Winter and were subsequently > spurned by Vlodrop. The stick of retribution came from > afar by raising the dome fees in the summer of '94. > Read through this to refresh your mind on the > sequence. There is nothing wild here. It is just > recounted. ) > << > << > > 8 March 1995 > RR 3 Box 76A-1 > Fairfield, Ia. 52556 > (515) 472-8422 > > Dear MIU President's Office People; > > Thanks for the charted quarterly information on Dome > attendance that you have sent out this past week. It > was interesting to ponder. However, I found the chart > as it was presented does not reveal much about how the > year really went. > > In your sending this chart out, I hope that in the > middle of all of this, you understand that the ball > has always been in your court as far as TSR > participation in your programs goes. The chart really > is a reflection of your performance. > > In matter of fact, for this past year ('94-'95) there > have been several influences on dome numbers which > would sort themselves out if you could watch the > average registrations from quarter to quarter during > the last year or more. These influences would > include: 1) Purusha being shipped out, 2) MIU faculty > being jettisoned to MVU's, 3) A drop in MIU enrollment > over the summer, 4) The downsizing of the Clinic staff > and farming people out to MVU's, and of course, 5) The > stunning effect on the whole community of Bevan's > visit to Fairfield at the 4th of July in the summer of > 1994. > > These are all influences coming from/through your > office and effecting the nature of our meditating > community here. It would be fun to see the charting > correlated to these influences. > > Now, to the extent that you might be looking to lay > blame or guilt to TSR by sending out your version of > this chart: a little humility please! Take the time > to break the numbers down a little further! Take the > time to sort out the cause and effect and do take some > responsibility yourself for how the year went. > > In looking it over, this attendance chart would be > more useful if it would break out averages by > quarterly registrations for the three groups of MIU, > Purusha and TSR. It would be a more useful graph > charting of your performance if it were broken down by > group, by quarter and run through March 1st for > comparison. Through March 1st would reflect the folks > who did not renew on an annual basis for TSR. > > page 2 > > Also, it would be most instructive to see what the > complete effect of Bevan's visit last summer (1994) > was on the average quarterly registration numbers for > TSR through March 1st. To be honest, it would take > that long to witness the whole downfall. > > You will recall that Bevan returned to Fairfield > around July 1st and stayed through the start of the > Guru Purnima course. During his visit, he > methodically worked his way through MIU faculty, > students, and staff, and the TSR community declaring > to each group: 1) That our friends and neighbors who > were on the various working groups created by Keith's > initiative to address improvements in the community > were enemies of the movement, 2) asserted the party > line that all the issues had been taken care of, 3a) > asserted that the movement is for "those who have > faith and belief in Maharishi" (rebuffing the old > premise for participation, that anyone who could think > could meditate and supplanting his new doctrine of > faith!) and 3b) Encouraged the non-believers to leave, > 4) Raised the dome fees to $100 @ month, 5) Locked out > of that Guru Purnima celebration, with no prior > notice, scores of loyal long-time governors and > sidhas, 6) Reaffirmed the "old guard" of the > President's Office, and 7) abruptly leaves town. With > his tour de force, Bevan certainly gave our larger > meditating community in Fairfield and around the > country a lot to talk about at their 4th of July > picnics! And we certainly did talk. > > These are all influences that have gone into the mix; > and consequently, here we are today. Today we have > hundreds and hundreds of meditators/Sidhas...long time > meditators who are living here in the TSR community > who have, in effect, been spurned by the leadership of > your office. Today you have hundreds of practicing > Sidhas carrying on their lives here in Fairfield with > little reason, other than your apparent spite, to have > contact with you or the movement. Incredible! > > Today in the domes, you have left yourself with some > TSR people who are generally "well made" people of > means. Beyond a partial group of "well made" is > another group of folks who are "well" employed. By > any demographics you want to choose, both of these > groups are minorities in our larger group of > meditators. > > > page 3 > > Gone generally from the domes are the hourly working > people of our community. Gone generally from the > domes are the trades people , the homemakers; the > normal folks of our community who have always been the > largest > numbers in our group. Gone from the Domes is a large > chunk of regular meditators/sidhas who have been > continually spurned in our pricing and continually > eroded as a group by the nature of your style of > cultivating exclusivity. > > > There is a lot that went on this past year ('94). If > charted honestly, the graph will help reveal your > performance in this. Truthfully, it is not a chart of > success! Yet, the ball is in your court to serve. I > wish you well. > > JAI GURU DEV! > > > Doug Hamilton > > ----------------------- > > Shorter version: > > III > Certainly, the cultivated exclusivity of favor is a > large aspect of what has brought us down. It needs to > change if things are going to improve. > > Our granting such a large status to money is a large > part of what has brought us down into a fractured > community. This is a huge problem for the community. > Too many meditators and sidhas have solved their sense > of offense by simply withdrawing their interest, > withdrawing their sense of ownership in the movement > and then backing away from it. Many are still here; > but they no longer vest themselves in what goes on nor > can they speak on its behalf. > > Whether it is in the administrative perk of who gets > seated up front for celebrations, or who gets granted > audiences, or whose kids might get which teachers in > school, or who becomes privy to information, or how > the 'latest knowledge' gets sold, or what special > seating arrangements are made for community > productions at Spayde Theater or at a Debu Chaudhuri > concert, or in the arrangements for who gets invited > to ground breaking ceremonies; or who may get included > in special meetings, the broadest, the most > inclusive and the most even approach is what will > re-gather, re-build and sustain this community. For > this community, anything short of this is destructive, > divisive and corrupting. > > > > A year ago last Spring this was all driven home for > all to witness once again as the senior class of MSAE > made their special trip to Holland. They had worked > together to get themselves there for much of the year. > Once there, they were kept aside and in the end > denied an audience. However, in the end, they then > stood by to watch as their one classmate, the son of a > wealthy donor, would be ushered through the gate > keepers, the others in the class watching as he was > escorted through and granted access, along with his > wealthy father. The bitter news from there came back > as a disheartened titter that rippled through the > community here. It was news which was again a dreadful > confirmation of how exclusionary, elitist and corrupt > we have become as a people. > > And what of the character of those who co-operate, > manipulate, and play the trade so willingly? > > This corruption of the organization is not new to the > movement. As a > method it surely has had free rein for 20 years. It > was recognized as a corrupting agent and specifically > fingered as a phenomena in strategy meetings for the > university and the community held here in the early > 1990's as discussions with Keith Wallace, while he was > the executive president of the University. The > meetings were sponsored and held by the President's > Office with the community to gain their input and > perspective on how things were going for the > meditating and university community in Fairfield. One > of several of these meetings held with Keith was with > about 40 people from the University and TSR held at > David Katz's home shortly after Keith Wallace had > received his appointment as Executive Vice President > at MIU in the fall of 1993. > The subject matter of the meeting was wide ranging > and frank in nature. A thread which ran through the > four hour long discussion was how aspects of the > movement fund raising have served to erode the trust > of the meditating community. > As it turned out, these meetings were a watershed > point in the well-being of the university and the > movement at-large. > > As it would happen, Bevan would subsequently come to > Fairfield in the Spring of that year, sometime after > these meetings were sponsored and hosted by the > president's office. At that time, Bevan methodically > moved through the elements of the community, declaring > at each turn that the many people participating in > these meetings were enemies of the movement. Enemies? > > It was ludicrous and showed how out of touch he is in > character. In fact, these were good earnest people > who were longtime active loyal movement people. They > were field teachers of old, university faculty, old > time active loyal dedicated movement people. There is > irony in the story in that many of the suggestions > brought up in these meetings were subsequently adopted > as policy for the University and for the movement. > Enemies? Bevan sees things through his eyes and we > certainly have our experience. > Continuing from that time, this mark of character > within the administration of the movement has been > enormously hurtful to the community of the movement as > we have it now. > Of course, subsequent to this castigation by Bevan, > during a return trip to Fairfield that summer, > appearing in misguided vindictive retaliation, the > predatorial pricing for movement participation was > brought forth with its consequent whacking of the > numbers of meditators involved with the movement here > to about a third in repercussion. It was a stunning > squandering of the assets of the movement here. > > The suggestion here then is quite simple; but, it is > quite fundamental and reaching in effect. The > cultivated exclusivity of favor is a large aspect of > what has brought us down. It needs to change if > things are going to improve. > > Jai Guru Dev! > > Doug Hamilton >