--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Mark Landau <m@...> wrote:
> >
> > RG: Yes! I find that more particles will *always* arise and present
> > themselves to us to have their needs met. Our bodymind has an amazing
> > wisdom in presenting these to us in the perfect order.
> >
> ML: quite (but I would say our bodymind, God and the universe). IME we do
> this for the collective as well as for ourselves (all this from the particle
> POV, of course)
* * Absolutely! As far as we are concerned, anyhow, our bodymind IS the
Universe :-)
> > RG: Along the way, some of them -- and some of them truly horrific -- have
> > hung me up for years before I realized they too were simply particles
> > presenting me with old beliefs. I find the trick is to keep on listening to
> > whatever comes up in response to our Love, but to *not believe it* or we
> > fall back completely into identifying with whatever program is running.
> >
> ML: yes, i got caught in this recently and it cost me my job (though I'm sure
> there were higher reasons, as well, and that I've been benefitting from those
> since it happened)
>
* * Yes, there is always a pay-off; the fun begins when we integrate the
(semi-conscious or unconscious) pay-off with the conscious desire/need; as
Patanjali says, "When we are established in integrity, all wealth flows."
You're probably familiar with Sondra Ray's pay-off technique: "One of the great
things about ("bad" situation now or feared) is (brainstorm as many possible
payoffs as you can, not censoring them in any way), and I can have that even
with ("good" situation desired)." And follow up with: "Is this true? Can I
imagine and breathe a Reality/feeling level where it is true?" And so on.
> > RG: In other words, we always start out in Ignorance, fully identified with
> > a given particle, believing the program, and then by remembering it's only
> > a story being run somewhere in our body we break our identification with
> > it, becoming its Witness and putting the particle in C.C. And then we can
> > bend our unconditional loving attention on it as its God, asking it what it
> > needs and giving it that. This moves the particle into G.C., and then into
> > Unity with us as it aligns itself more and more with our love. And then the
> > next particle arises, and the fun begins all over again! And so we are
> > forced to recall again and again that we are not limited, and we can give
> > our particles literally anything they need.
> >
> ML: yes, this is consonant with my experience except that I buy into my
> "limitations" and don't usually believe I can literally give the woundedness
> everything it needs.
* * You don't actually have to believe it; you just have to give it the idea.
You're bigger than it is; it is one angel among trillions in your bodymind. For
all intents and purposes you're its God. We know it's all maya; being nothing,
we don't have any shakti, any real power in our thoughts. But we are the
creative awareness (the Shiva) which can give the wounded devata the thought of
fulfillment for whatever it needs. As we commune with and listen
unconditionally to the wounded devata, it comes to feel our love, have faith in
us, and align its shakti with our thoughts, and make them so in our bodymind
(and hence in our entire Universe).
>ML: In the DNA Activation I did with others, pure healing devas would come in
>with healing light and energy from the highest dimension and do what neither I
>nor the client/group could do for ourselves. But I guess you would equate
>these with our good inner children and, of course, if we are beyond
>identifying with any story or particle POV, then it's all Us, we are the
>Totality/Reality/No-Thing.
* * Yes! You could say you simply hold the idea of healing, and our healing
devatas make it so, through their faith in you :-)
> > RG: Here's a recent example: A fellow in his sixties came and said he had
> > spent the last 40 years beating himself up for letting the girl of his
> > dreams get away when he was a young man. I asked him where in his body he
> > felt the suffering, and he pointed to his heart. I asked him if he could
> > imagine that tension-spot as a being, and tell it he loved it and would
> > give it whatever it needed. It responded that it needed the girl of its
> > dreams. He then gave it the girl of its dreams, and it started to feel
> > better.
> >
> > But then it responded with, "I will believe it when I see her physically
> > walk through the door." So I suggested he give it the girl of his dreams,
> > physically walking through the door. He did, and it felt better.
> >
> > Then it responded, "but I have wasted so many years until now!" So I
> > suggested that it wasn't fair to second-guess its actions with 20/20
> > hindsight; it had always done the best it could in any moment. I suggested
> > he tell it, "You have always acted perfectly, in perfect right action, and
> > you always will, no matter what you may think. I give you infinitely
> > perfect right action, now and always, and I give you infinite youth and
> > immortality, and infinite time to fulfill all your desires." As he told his
> > particle this, he lightened up and laughed, his energy flowed, his face
> > began to shine like the sun, and he looked like an angelic 20-year-old.
> >
> I was crying bitterly (even tortuously) in the shower once about everything I
> had done "wrong" and the voice of God came through saying "You have done
> everything perfectly. Everything you have done has been right." Infinite
> youth, huh, I could use a little bit of that right now. I have felt like an
> old man since I've been a toddler (not always, of course, but most of the
> time).
>
> > So my point is, more old "yeah-but" programs or devatas will always come
> > up, and they always provide an opportunity for more realignment, more
> > growth, and more enlightenment -- if we remember that we are no-thing, and
> > being no-thing, we can give them absolutely anything.
> >
> ML: I tried this in my morning meditation. It seemed to work pretty well.
> I've always wanted to be a beacon of universal love, to radiate that out in
> all directions everywhere I might go all the time. But I've pretty much
> lived the opposite, as far as I can tell. Maybe I'll begin moving more
> towards the former.
* * Absolutely! You can certainly locate in your bodymind the particle which
wants to radiate love in all directions, let it breathe, and then give it
that.... Just make sure to remember to pay attention to any objections or other
needs that arise, and satisfy them as well. The more your particles are in
harmony, the more immediately visible the results. Coherent light makes a
better hologram. You run a democracy, of sorts, but a blessed one :-)
*L*L*L*
