--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Buck" wrote: > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, zarzari_786 <no_reply@> wrote: > > > > > > > > And that's the reason you were admitted. They may want to punish you, >with > > the programs you already learned, but didn't sign you off as a >potential > > customer. > > > > It is true, there is an ambient aspect of fear there over 'place'. As I > interview people folks do speak to that bad feeling of fear in the dome as a > thing that gets pointed to as a reason by people who don't like meditating in > the domes who are not going to the domes. It is a feeling. That there is an > ambient fear in the place because of the essential culture of the movement > administration for so long. The way people describe it, fear is like a > marination in the meditation. That is sad and evidently an old problem as > the dome numbers with the community show. >
The other evening, I was struck by noticing the hundreds of people there in the dome who have dome badges in defiance of the Rajas' anti-saint policy. At the Maharaja lecture which ostensibly was a 'badge-only' meeting, there are a lot of people who are much worse than I ever have been in seeing saints.
