Something I wanted to clarify to my lovers, on how I arch, throw my head backwards as I hit the high notes of a song. I'm full of sexual energy like the sexually repressed, perverted Gurus like Muktananda, Nityananda and our own perverted resident swami Curtisananda. I have come to realize that I'm full of sexual energy and through singing among other avenues transform my sexual energy into bliss, into unconditional love, unconditional hatred. When I hit the high notes, my spine naturally straightens, my head falls backward and now the singing touches the sex center totally aligning the sex with the head center. I noticed videos comparing my singing to hounds, wolves and trust me I was not offended raunchy because I find it funny as well. So there is no need to project sexual perversions into celibacy like Muktananda, Nityananda or 7 layer progressively cruder, baser, grosser intellectual deception like our resident Swami Curtisananda. Now this helped me answer the discussion we had on progressive enlightenment. I believe that there are 2 major paths - path of yoga (suppression, perfection) and path of tantra(indulgence, path of love). A yogi perfects his body through yoga asanas, pranayama etc to perfect his body, mind and senses, so there can be one final enlightenment for a Yogi since he is so ready for the divine descension. Whereas for a tantric like me, it could take several rounds because I just indulged, my path was love. Indeed I had 3 sets of Unity or divine descencions each progressively higher. Nov'09, Apr-May '10 & Nov-Dec '11. I had to go through intense purging, hence symptoms of panic attacks, intense manic, depressive states, periods of psychosis at the peak of descension. But the third set I had last month had absolutely negligible impact - I only missed 4 hours of work. So for a tantric,lover - healing, centering, integration happens after the enlightenment experiences whereas a Yogi can have it one shot, a final enlightenment. Unlike pimps(intellectuals) like Vaj, Emptybill who parrot shit from scriptures, though Vaj the liar, Empty the dharma warrior, I only learned the majority after my initial enlightenment experiences. And I don't have to make TV shows like our Rick to make up for lack of intellectual skills and actual experiences. So I'm so wrong to use the Yogi title :-), I should just use Bhogi. Love,Ravi
--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Ravi Chivukula" <chivukula.ravi@...> wrote: > > > > Another video of mine from my pain-filled, bliss-filled mundane extraordinary life. > > http://youtu.be/XcH7lccVF0E > > For my lovers.. >
