Yes, Robin definitely helped me there and I am indebted to his suggestion and his experiences.
About music, yes I think singing is a spiritual practice in itself. I first transcended, CC, during singing, I wanted to replicate it every time and I got completely frustrated when I couldn't and stopped public singing for a long time. It was no use if people praised my voice, I wanted to transcend every time I sang. On Jan 1, 2012, at 8:44 PM, Emily Reyn <emilymae.r...@yahoo.com> wrote: > I noticed you dropped the Yogi title around the same time Robin started > referring to your real name :) This all must be why I like music so much > these days and I wish I had a better voice. My daughter is finding hers > though, inherited through her father's side and is taking choir next > semester, which I am thrilled about. > > From: Ravi Chivukula <chivukula.r...@gmail.com> > To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com > Sent: Sunday, January 1, 2012 8:02 PM > Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: Ravi's Youtube > > > Something I wanted to clarify to my lovers, on how I arch, throw my head > backwards as I hit the high notes of a song. > > I'm full of sexual energy like the sexually repressed, perverted Gurus like > Muktananda, Nityananda and our own perverted resident swami Curtisananda. > > I have come to realize that I'm full of sexual energy and through singing > among other avenues transform my sexual energy into bliss, into unconditional > love, unconditional hatred. > > When I hit the high notes, my spine naturally straightens, my head falls > backward and now the singing touches the sex center totally aligning the sex > with the head center. I noticed videos comparing my singing to hounds, wolves > and trust me I was not offended raunchy because I find it funny as well. > > So there is no need to project sexual perversions into celibacy like > Muktananda, Nityananda or 7 layer progressively cruder, baser, grosser > intellectual deception like our resident Swami Curtisananda. > > Now this helped me answer the discussion we had on progressive enlightenment. > > I believe that there are 2 major paths - path of yoga (suppression, > perfection) and path of tantra(indulgence, path of love). > > A yogi perfects his body through yoga asanas, pranayama etc to perfect his > body, mind and senses, so there can be one final enlightenment for a Yogi > since he is so ready for the divine descension. > > Whereas for a tantric like me, it could take several rounds because I just > indulged, my path was love. Indeed I had 3 sets of Unity or divine > descencions each progressively higher. Nov'09, Apr-May '10 & Nov-Dec '11. I > had to go through intense purging, hence symptoms of panic attacks, intense > manic, depressive states, periods of psychosis at the peak of descension. But > the third set I had last month had absolutely negligible impact - I only > missed 4 hours of work. > > So for a tantric,lover - healing, centering, integration happens after the > enlightenment experiences whereas a Yogi can have it one shot, a final > enlightenment. > > Unlike pimps(intellectuals) like Vaj, Emptybill who parrot shit from > scriptures, though Vaj the liar, Empty the dharma warrior, I only learned the > majority after my initial enlightenment experiences. > > And I don't have to make TV shows like our Rick to make up for lack of > intellectual skills and actual experiences. > > So I'm so wrong to use the Yogi title :-), I should just use Bhogi. > > Love, > Ravi > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Ravi Chivukula" <chivukula.ravi@...> > wrote: > > > > > > > > Another video of mine from my pain-filled, bliss-filled mundane > > extraordinary life. > > > > http://youtu.be/XcH7lccVF0E > > > > For my lovers.. > > > > > >
