--- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "curtisdeltablues" <curtisdeltablues@...> wrote: > > I guess just read the top part of your post and thought > you were being friendly. So you really set me up to look > like you were being reasonable and I was being a heavy > handed jerk to you. > > And you want me to detail in all the ways this doesn't > represent me? And now the usual cast of characters is > piling on to to defend this bullshit?
We are enjoying watching you squirm as you're taken for a ride by your own bloated ego, Curtis. You really thought it was possible you had received a friendly overture from Robin? After you'd said things like this? "Now I can also understand why Robin was so surprised. He only started to put in the lever and hadn't applied any pressure yet, but he got called out immediately." This does not represent Robin. It doesn't even represent the exchange it refers to. But somehow it doesn't, in Curtis's mind, constitute "being a heavy-handed jerk" to Robin. > What a weird day in troll town. > > > > > > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Robin Carlsen" <maskedzebra@> wrote: > > > > Curtis, > > > > Sorry. The videos were thought to be apposite. But your objection has > > convinced me I was wrong. I wanted for some time to WRITE you something, > > but I just can't find anything to say in words. So I have given up on that > > one. > > > > I know you are doing your level best to understand me; I am doing the same > > with you. In our sincere attempts to do justice to each other, we sometimes > > fail. I think this may be because there just is a clash of personalities, > > and we just can't beyond this. I don't think we should give up this > > project, though. So I aim to hang in there as best I can. I thought the > > videos addressed you much like a poem would, or a piece of music. I tried > > to speak what I wanted to say to you via something symbolic, metaphorical, > > analogous. > > > > But this all seems serious business to me, Curtis. So we should just keep > > at it. > > > > Robin > > > > Robin, > > > > Mind-fucking again, Robin? I think your days here are numbered. Someone as > > sweet and honest and loving as Share Long--and you abuse her and finally > > she is forced to speak the truth about you, Robin. Think about that: Share > > Long told you to stop your games, Robin. You should listen to her. You have > > a problem, Robin: Face it. I have done my best to let you know that you > > can't manipulate me--and there are others who see through you too, Robin. > > Get over it, Robin. You need some of the humility you keep prescribing for > > FPOT health. I believe--and I say this affectionately, Robin--you need to > > take a time-out here. That way your friends too will be relieved of the > > rather impossible task of trying to explain you, defend you. Please know > > that these words are said as a brother. > > > > NOT Curtis this is Robin doing a douchy version of Curtis > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "curtisdeltablues" > > <curtisdeltablues@> wrote: > > > > > > The Archie Bunker one was very funny and I can only escape drowning in > > > humility by hearing that level of writing by repeating to myself that it > > > was created by a team of writers. > > > > > > But this habit of throwing up videos as a response with no explanation > > > why we are suppose to sit through them has its limits. I don't have all > > > day to wade through all these videos and then try to figure out what you > > > mean by them. I guess the first one was about me being like Archie > > > Bunker? Or are you the Archie Bunker? > > > > > > If you don't care enough to explain it I can't be bothered to watch the > > > rest, sorry. Who has the time for all that? Would you watch a bunch of > > > videos I put up in response to what you wrote to me? > > > > > > It assumes a lot of your audience that we have the time to sit through a > > > video with no explanation other than that you put it up, and that we are > > > gunna get your point if we do with no context. I am predisposed to > > > assume that it is just a form of video mocking but am sure that I can't > > > be sure about that without any context to guide me concerning your > > > intentions. > > > > > > > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "Robin Carlsen" <maskedzebra@> > > > wrote: > > > > > > > > http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=01-PqqifyjA > > > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "curtisdeltablues" > > > > <curtisdeltablues@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Share Long <sharelong60@> wrote: > > > > > Snip > > > > > <As for what my feelings were, I didn't suffer or feel insulted. Nor > > > > > did I think you were being hurtful or cruel. I simply did not want > > > > > to pursue the theme of whether or not I was being the real me. Nor > > > > > the theme of my alleged hyper positivity. We've been down those > > > > > rabbit holes plenty.> > > > > > > > > > > Snip > > > > > > > > > > In a very kind way you hit the nail on the head here Share. If Robin > > > > > "gets it", it might assist in my own communication issues I expressed > > > > > in our last exchange. Adults don't take kindly to having people > > > > > presume to negotiate the relationship we have with ourselves. It > > > > > feels like a boundaries violation. > > > > > > > > > > Young people are learning their boundaries. When a Maharishi told us > > > > > back in the day the knowledge was structured in consciousness and > > > > > with a wink wink jiu jitsu created the assumption that he was going > > > > > to assume a dominant relationship with us, it felt OK because he was > > > > > older than I was and that was how I had deferred to older people my > > > > > whole childhood. > > > > > > > > > > So I think her reaction was appropriate for a self realized adult. > > > > > She wasn't interested in having you assume this position with her. > > > > > > > > > > Now I can also understand why Robin was so surprised. He only > > > > > started to put in the lever and hadn't applied any pressure yet, but > > > > > he got called out immediately. I think this presumption may be a > > > > > habit for him and he is unaware that he is doing it and that other > > > > > adults, seeing themselves as his equal in every way, might object. I > > > > > don't think it is because Robin is a predator bad guy, I just think > > > > > he hasn't shifted out of boundary violation assumptions that were > > > > > really common back when we were all in a group as young people > > > > > together. > > > > > > > > > > Remember how we used to sit still for instructions whose only > > > > > justification for their presumptiveness was: > > > > > > > > > > "It would be good if..." > > > > > > > > > > For most of us, that ship sailed a long time ago. > > > > > > > > > > The ultimate form of this for me is when people try to presume that > > > > > they know about the ultimate disposition of human life, where we will > > > > > go when we die and how we were created and by whom and what he wants > > > > > from us right now. But that I don't know these things as they do. It > > > > > takes one "Jesus wants..." for me to grab whatever I can from my > > > > > undies and socks drawer, a few of my favorite colors of Henley shirts > > > > > (aren't those buttons at the top so much more comfortable than > > > > > T-shirts?) and peel out down my drive way till I hit the Capital > > > > > Beltway. From there, the world is MY oyster.
