Fuck - no one can handle the truth, they need pacifiers, fantasies, a set of nicely sugar coated set of beliefs. If anyone has any ideas how I can reinvent myself as a Guru and con people please shoot it my way. I don't think it will be easy for me now, fuck, fuck - what did I do - OK time to go to bed :-)
On Sun, Oct 7, 2012 at 1:56 AM, Ravi Chivukula <chivukula.r...@gmail.com>wrote: > You don't understand irony, don't understand sarcasm, don't understand my > DSM metaphors - no wonder the fraudster Maharishi took advantage of you > naive, gullible Westerners. OMG - why am I even wasting my time working, > being honest, being truthful, being a mad Yogi - doesn't even buy a fucking > cup of coffee at Starbucks - I should have been a Guru, being a fraud and > conning naive, gullible people would have been so easy for me. Shit - it's > too late. > > > On Sun, Oct 7, 2012 at 1:49 AM, Ravi Chivukula > <chivukula.r...@gmail.com>wrote: > >> No physical pain here Jason, I'm laughing, yet stop irritating me OK - >> please? I have nothing further to say on this. Good luck with your pain. >> >> On Sun, Oct 7, 2012 at 1:42 AM, jedi_spock <jedi_sp...@yahoo.com> wrote: >> >>> ** >>> >>> >>> >>> >>> Well, since I suffered from a pain disorder for the past 13 >>> years, I can tell you that this 'painful' part of you is >>> your "lower self". >>> >>> You first got to consult a neurologist and get your nervous >>> system examined. As for the 'depression' chemical imbalance >>> in the brain is the usual cause. >>> >>> This is a job for a neurologist and not a psychiatrist. I >>> too was first refered to a psych and he had no clue before a >>> general physician refered me to a neurologist. >>> >>> >>> > > >>> --- Ravi Chivukula <chivukula.ravi@...> wrote: >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > Huh! How can anyone be in a "painfully blissful" state? >>> > > >>> > >>> > Jason baby - yes I am in a perpetual painfully blissful, depressive >>> manic >>> > state. I have visited psychiatrists and they are surprised that I don't >>> > even cycle and am in these two opposing polarities at the same time, >>> they >>> > say I'm off all DSM charts and shoo me away. I'm sick and tired of this >>> > bullshit Jason, my intellect needs answers. I can't keep going to a >>> > different psychiatrist every week, Gurus are no help either since they >>> call >>> > me grandiose and delusional when I claim myself as Shiva or Krishna and >>> > refer me back to these psychiatrists. Please help me Jason baby. >>> > >>> > >>> > On Sat, Oct 6, 2012 at 3:24 AM, Jason <jedi_spock@...> wrote: >>> > >>> > > Even Robin with all his oxymoronish contradictions dosen't >>> > > come close to this. >>> > > >>> > > He says that the whole thing was a lie and a snare, yet the >>> > > Unity was "real". In fact I remember him telling me last >>> > > year that he was "Just passing himself as 'enlightened'." >>> > > >>> > > Old Judy girl bats for him for one simple reason. She has >>> > > to "Prove" that 'Unity consciousness' exists and thereby MMY >>> > > was right and so on and so forth. It's bad news for the TM >>> > > mov't if Robbie boy was just in delusion. It "hurts" Judy's >>> > > cause and makes the entire TM mov't look loony. >>> > > >>> > > >>> > > --- Ravi Chivukula <chivukula.ravi@> wrote: >>> > > > >>> > > > Awesome dear Share. I have nothing to say about anything else now >>> - I'm >>> > > in >>> > > > a totally nervous, above normal vulnerable, painfully blissful, >>> > > intoxicated >>> > > > state today. So I need to make sure I continue to focus at work. >>> > > > >>> > > > Love, >>> > > > Ravi >>> > > > >>> >>> >>> >> >> >
