Obbajee, here's why I'm bemused by all this: when I first saw Alex's post, there was NO picture. But then there were posts about peckers and boners. I figured I know what those look like so didn't follow up. But then Emily posted something like: Don't give Share any ideas. Now that made me curious! I went to archives, found Alex's post and there was the pic. It didn't look like any pecker I'd ever seen! But RD had called it ugly so I figured it was a disfigured one. That's how clueless I am about this cutting activity Emily is relating to me! Anyway, I asked Emily what she meant and this morning received this reply from her.
This is all just to say that the most self destructive thing I've ever done is smoke for 8 years in my late teens and early twenties. And I stopped when I realized I was up to more than a pack a day. I've never smoked since then, almost 40 years. Right now my diet is pretty restricted, by choice, and that is why I like to hear about other people's meals. My weight has been normal for 5 years now. I don't go after ALL the women here. I don't go after Susan and I didn't go after Carol. Nor do I think I go after you, Obbajee but I hope you'll let me know if I'm wrong about that. As for allegedly being drawn to turq, I guess he's the older brother I never had (-: And finally, I guess Emily could take good care of herself by simply not participating in those aspects of FFL that are exhausting and or demanding. Thank you both for all the nice music (-: Hope you have a good trip, Emily. ________________________________ From: obbajeeba <no_re...@yahoogroups.com> To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com Sent: Tuesday, August 13, 2013 11:50 AM Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: The Bhagavad Gita: In English Chapter 01 The fourth word Beautiful. Purely beautiful. Share, you have a friend. Emily is a good one. :) --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "emilymae.reyn" <emilymae.reyn@...> wrote: > > Hi Share, I haven't left yet - I always back away to shift into pack mode and > I am busy so this is all I will reply to. > > Share, in general, cutting is a self-harm technique used to release pain. I > was referring to the fact that you are bleeding all over this forum and doing > yourself harm and it is excruciatingly painful to watch/experience for me, > but I am sensitive. So, just don't start cutting, O.K.? > > Share, you brought up the food topic but you tried to pretend you didn't, but > saying you referred to it tangentially - tangentially counts Share. You know > you have issues with food and I know you do too. Food is survival - don't > punish yourself like this. I was bringing them back to your attention > yesterday. I don't, but I have other issues - it's not too late to address > the self-hate you feel Share. > > You must be queen bee Share and go after all the women here but yet, you let > your king bee off the hook. Do you hate women Share? > > Look at the behavior of your bedfellow Share. Look how he treated you after > the months you've spent suckling him? Does it even occur to you that *you* > need to take a look at what it is inside *yourself* that draws you to this > man? > > Take a day off - meditate - do some introspection - evaluate the complete > disregard you have for yourself in how you conduct yourself. Give your poor > tired, frantic brain a rest. Take a bath. Be kind to yourself. Write with > purpose. Write full sentences. I care Share, but your relentless pain and > demands of everyone is exhausting to participate in. > > Bye now, Emily > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Share Long <sharelong60@> wrote: > > > > Alex posted something and you said don't give Share any ideas. What was > > that referring to? > > > > > > > > > > ________________________________ > > From: Emily Reyn <emilymae.reyn@> > > To: "FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com" <FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com> > > Sent: Monday, August 12, 2013 1:44 PM > > Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: The Bhagavad Gita: In English Chapter 01 > > The fourth word > > > > > > > >  > > Good one Share - now, please elaborate on my shadow side for me.  > > Everything I write I can back up Share - I don't take pot shots without > > being able to explain why I said what I did and am willing, if need be, to > > discuss it.  How about you?  Dig deep, woman, dig deep. Don't hold back. > >  I'll be back in September - giving you time to write at least a single > > paragraph. Enjoy the rest of August.  Emily.  > > > > > > ________________________________ > > From: Share Long <sharelong60@> > > To: "FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com" <FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com> > > Sent: Monday, August 12, 2013 11:27 AM > > Subject: Re: [FairfieldLife] Re: The Bhagavad Gita: In English Chapter 01 > > The fourth word > > > > > > > >  > > If you truly look forward to hearing about my meals, Emily, then I suggest > > you immediately apply for a job at NSA. I think they're needing people with > > such tendencies. > > > > > > > > > > ________________________________ > > From: emilymae.reyn <emilymae.reyn@> > > To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com > > Sent: Monday, August 12, 2013 12:36 PM > > Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: The Bhagavad Gita: In English Chapter 01 The > > fourth word > > > > > > > >  > > Share, I look forward to hearing about the details of every meal you > > partake in on your next vacation. And be sure to ask Steve about every > > meal he partook in during his latest trip. Revel in his sinfulness and > > keep the fantasy alive. > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Share Long <sharelong60@> wrote: > > > > > > more tee hee, just had organic, roasted almond butter with rainforest > > > stevia for dessert, totally yummy, in my tummy, no need for toast and > > > jam, nor even green eggs and ham! > > > > > > > > > > > > ________________________________ > > > From: emilymae.reyn <emilymae.reyn@> > > > To: FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com > > > Sent: Monday, August 12, 2013 11:53 AM > > > Subject: [FairfieldLife] Re: The Bhagavad Gita: In English Chapter 01 The > > > fourth word > > > > > > > > > > > >  > > > Share wants toast and jelly > > > But fears for her belly > > > She harbors self-hate > > > And cries at her fate > > > > > > She must face her beast > > > But prefers to unleash > > > Her tirades of rhyme > > > And continues in crime > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "sharelong60" <sharelong60@> wrote: > > > > > > > > Dudy can't help herself so she reads, > > > > since more ammo she always needs, > > > > saving the world from dastardly deeds! > > > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, "authfriend" <authfriend@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > --- In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, Share Long <sharelong60@> wrote: > > > > > > > > > > > > Annie banannie, isn't this fun, > > > > > > can't help smiling when rhyming is done, > > > > > > now have a good snort and go for a run! > > > > > > > > > > Chare-Whare thinks her rhymes > > > > > Should willy-nilly ring our chimes. > > > > > Lamentably, she cannot fathom > > > > > Why they end up being so tiresome. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >
