I'm sure Ann appreciates your straightening her out about me Jim. She was making the mistake of trusting her own impression, but now has the enlightened perspective from you on my dark motives and inner thoughts.
At first I wondered how you could know about my inner feelings or whether or not I even read posts between other posters, but then I remembered: Jim is in a superior state of mind and it made more sense. I was amazed that you nailed me on "exploiting" Barry's posts although I am still a bit unclear how this actually plays out in the, outside of Jim's enlightened head, world. Thanks for clearing up any confusion about my dark motives, because for a second, I read your whole intention as acting out a kindergarten sandbox emotional level scene:"NO, Ann is MY friend". ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, <fleetwood_macncheese@...> wrote : So, you must be a man of deep capacity to be able to hold within your appreciation myself and someone as different as I am in the form of bawee. Maybe one day I'll get there too. Something to point out, about Curtis, Ann -- Rather than an expression of his social flexibility and capacity to entertain multiple points of view, Curtis enjoys Barry's anti-social nature, and exploits it fully. This way, he enjoys the vicarious pleasure of watching Barry insult and abuse others endlessly, and at the same time, tries to ensure by his uber reasonableness, and kumbaya attitude, that none of the stink gets on him, personally. Curtis is Barry's puppet-master. ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, <awoelflebater@...> wrote : ---In FairfieldLife@yahoogroups.com, <curtisdeltablues@...> wrote : I may not respond point by point Ann. You and I have our clear channel. I think we get each other. I am more of a one one one poster here. Steve nailed me recently. He said I respond to everyone in sympathetic response to how they respond to me. That was a typical insightful naildown from my brother Steve. You and I do not agree with our perspectives on Barry. But you have separated your view of him from my friendliness toward him. I can't tell you how much I appreciate that Ann. You are a friend here. And in my world. I can be friends with you AND Barry and appreciate you both for different reasons. That is how I roll. I think you roll that way too. Robin was unable to allow me to be connected to people who were hostile toward him and still be friendly with him. You seem able to go beyond this. I like you, and I like Barry. What you do between yourselves is none of my business. Does that work for you? Ahhh, now I get to talk to you friend to friend. Curtis, you know I support you 100% in what I see as your diligent and love-inspired passionate pursuit of your art, your music. No one can ever take that away from you. As an artist you are rarified, you are special because artists have to wade through tough, weed-choked waters. There is little money in it and there is the need to keep moving on and progressing even when things seem to have become comfortable and even profitable in their way. But real artists are never at rest, so it can be grueling and bone-racking. But, I digress. Of course I can appreciate/like someone who likes or believes in something I either dislike or don't ascribe to. bawee commented on my applauding Gervais as if I didn't realize he was an athiest. C'mon, really? Of course I can appreciate someone who may believe very different things than I do - especially when it comes to something as silly as religion or lack of it. But let's not talk about bawee, I have my hands full just smacking him into line day after day - it is an exhausting pursuit but someone has to do it so I sacrifice myself on the wheel of necessity. There will be some reward in heaven for my efforts, I am sure. Curtis, this old internet world is a funny one. Before FFL I never participated in any forums and so I had to figure stuff out. One thing is that while I am a straight shooter (whatever anyone sees of me here is exactly how I am in the flesh) I don't believe this holds true for some others here. For some reason forums are an opportunity to become another part of who they are, or they simply create something they wished they were. I don't know and I don't care. We all operate from where we feel comfortable or even from where we can push ourselves as a sort of exercise in pressing personal limits. But whatever it is, some simply cross the bounds of decency (and I use that word in the old fashioned sense, decency being what is civil, sensitive and truthful). They commit a kind of trespass on the sensibilities of those who are effected by such things. They act like a sort of emotional jack hammer. It's simply not what I seek out in life where so much is beautiful and delicate and can enter your life as the subtlest whisper of revelation and even promise. Jack hammers are a dime a dozen. So, you must be a man of deep capacity to be able to hold within your appreciation myself and someone as different as I am in the form of bawee. Maybe one day I'll get there too.
