Barry writes snipped: You'll realize that there was never anything you could DO to escape from jail, because you were never in it in the first place. There IS no doing when it comes to escaping from the imaginary prison of self.
I hope for your sake that this happens soon. I know that it'll happen, in spite of your self's efforts to keep it from happening. That's the magic of self realization -- even the self can't keep itself from realization. Tom T: As I said to one of the folks in FF the other day. You were doomed to awaken. She laughed heartily. That idea seemed to tickle her in a funny way. She had been on the path for the past 35 years and the idea she was doomed the entire time seemed to cause the contrast that allows us to laugh at ourselves.;
