Dear Wendy, Have you considered talking with an animal communicator?
You WILL eventually "talk" with Cricket yourself, but for now, you are still too emotionally upset/still blaming yourself/feeling guilty/etc, and that can interfere with your own communication. (Sort of like when couples try SO hard to have a baby but they can't - and when they finally decide to adopt - and there by relax about the whole thing - they get pregnant.) Getting some inital closure with an animal communicator may just be the ticket for you. Kat (Mew Jersey) On Tue, 17 Jan 2006, wendy wrote: > Date: Tue, 17 Jan 2006 08:26:08 -0800 (PST) > From: wendy <[EMAIL PROTECTED]> > Reply-To: felvtalk@felineleukemia.org > To: felvtalk@felineleukemia.org > Subject: OT: Dreams > > Hi guys, > > I wanted to ask everyone's opinions/thoughts on > dreaming about kitties you have lost. I know it's OT, > but I have a hard enough time keeping up with the > posts here, so joining the OT list is not an option > for me time-wise. > > Since Cricket has passed, I have continued to look for > signs from him letting me know he's ok. The best I > have gotten is a dismembered cricket that my other two > kitties left by my bed a day or so after he passed, > which was weird because I haven't seen any other > crickets anywhere, inside or out this year. > > A couple of nights ago, I dreamed I was walking around > everywhere calling for Cricket. I couldn't find him > anywhere and kept finding myself in all these > different places. Rolling hillsides, snow-covered > forests, places I didn't recognize. The dream was so > real. And all I did was call for Cricket the whole > time, like I used to when he would sneak out of the > backyard when I wasn't paying attention so he could > explore the neighborhood. "Crickeeee, Crickeee," over > and over and over. I started panicking in my dream, > and of course when I woke up, I got upset because I > knew the reason I couldn't find him in my dream was > that he was dead. It really disturbed me. > > Apparently, I still need closure. I still have guilt > over Cricket's passing, even though I know the facts. > I am disappointed that I haven't seen or heard > something that lets me know he's ok and that he isn't > mad at me. Do you guys have any idea what that dream > meant, and also, what's a good way for me to get > closure as I think about it a lot? > > Thanks for any advice or thoughts you have, > :) > Wendy > > > > __________________________________________________ > Do You Yahoo!? > Tired of spam? Yahoo! Mail has the best spam protection around > http://mail.yahoo.com > >
